AND NOW MAYBE YOU ARE FINALLY DONE

And now maybe you are finally done.

The time for chasing things you don’t internally believe you can have – 

complete.

The time for pushing and pushing and pushing towards all that you have up on that pedestal, you know – the place where you put stuff you decided will make you happy, and free – over.

The time for having to start all over again, prove yourself all over again, create or market something which is gonna mean that you ‘made it’ all over again – 

done.

The time for getting up every day and being on the exact.same.wheel of life you were the day before that,

the one before that,

the week and month and decade before that – !

No longer required.

The time for NOT JUST TRUSTING YOURSELF TO BE,

and instead spending your energy and focus worrying about what to DO –

DEADIBONES.

Because now maybe you are finally done,

with waiting until the bit where you are enough, and you can breathe fully.

And now maybe you are finally ready for the bit where you wake up,

eyes wide open,

and you realise – 

oh shit!

There is nothing else I actually have to do.

I have done enough, I have created enough, I have pushed enough, I have worked enough, I have cried and fought and died a thousand internal deaths enough, and NOW –

I am ready to allow myself to fully be.

To wake up each day with an agenda of NOTHING,

and to unleash the true creative in me.

To wake up each day with the ENTIRE WORLD A BLANK SLATE,

and ask of God and of life and of my own truest self –

“what would you have from me?”

“What would creating THIS day,

from trust be?”

“What would knowing that there truly IS nothing required of me,

but that I will naturally and automatically say yes to what’s inside of me be?”

“What would true BEING be?”

And then you dance a little this way, you twirl a little that, you allow yourself to be pulled and led and guided and SO many things become ‘done’.

Created.

Achieved!

But not –

because you were back in that place of perpetually hoping to do enough.

Create enough.

Achieve.

But because you finally through your arms to the heavens and said I AM MOFO DONE.

I now TRUST myself to be.

I now TRUST myself –

with my own life.

Left alone.

No agenda.

No rules.

Just a box of artists tools that struck my fancy,

and the beat of my own heart.

And KNOWING that wherever that takes me –

is exactly where I was meant to be.

And KNOWING that all the things I wanted, and strove for, and was willing to press pause on my true life for, the one I’d be living ‘if I were already there’,

will show up FROM that free flow of how I now get to be.

Almost … an accidental outcome. “Oh look at that! I just made another million dollars … got my dream house … fell into my dream relationship … impacted the world … fell into my dream life!”

“And I don’t even really know how I did it, to be honest I was kind of … distracted just twirling into my flow. Just … letting what was in me out.

Even when it made no sense.

ESPECIALLY so”.

Truly, now hear me – THIS IS HOW IT HAPPENS.

For those of us who are called.

As artists.

As SOUL led leaders.

As messengers.

As those who share and unleash from beyond the place that most people see as ‘now’.

Yes,

there is a way of making money, of building business success, of ‘achieving’, which comes from a lot of thinking.

A lot of planning.

And then following of said plans.

DON’T PRETEND FOR A MINUTE THAT YOU EVER BELIEVED THAT WOULD BE YOUR WAY.

The truth is you don’t have it in you to do it that way even if you try.

And oh how you’ve TRIED.

And OH – ! What a cost to your soul.

The truth is,

you’ve always known:

When I get ‘THERE’?

It will be because I realised I already was already. I already had everything I needed. I already had what was IN me,

and I just had to say yes to it.

And sure sure, I at some point, in some recess of my mind, my journal, whatever, ‘chose’ –

I’ll have a lot of money.

Soulmate friends and love and life.

Lots of cool shit.

Why wouldn’t I?!

So,

it showed up.

But not because you pressed pause on your truth to try and get it.

Because you handed it over as the sidenote to your life that it is, and assumed it would be given to you as the birthright IT is, and simply – because you asked for it.

Meanwhile,

you got on with the only job that ever mattered:

Wake up.

Be ACTUALLY you.

Repeat.

And imagine – !

If the whole entire time that was the freakin’ way.

And yet you spent years ‘knowing’ that but refusing to quite drop into it.

Today, I urge you:

DROP FULLY IN.

And fuck everything that doesn’t fit with that.

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