"Okay God ...

show me what's next

what would you have me do

what would SURRENDERING
and YIELDING
to you
BE right now"

I want you to write a thing

"What thing God?"

A thing about time and space and love and me

(me: this sounds like I am making things up)

I want you to write what you SEE
when you look to me

"When I look to you God I feel certainty.
I feel trust.
I feel RELIEF.
I feel like I can BREATHE.
I feel -
Faith.
But why do I struggle so MUCH at times Lord, to feel the faith I so desperately long for, and know EXISTS, in you?

Why does it feel so hard to access at times?
Why do I find myself flailing around again?
Off in my own way and will once more?
TRYING,
instead of being?
GOD. I AM SO TIRED OF FINDING MYSELF ONCE MORE TRYING, AND NOT TRUSTING."
What I SAID was,

I want you to write what you SEE -
when you look at me.

I did not say I want you to write what you WISH you would see, when you do not look at me. When you refuse to look at me. When you don't have time to look at me. Or when you glance real quick at me, before getting on with your day.

I want you to write what you SEE -
when you look at me.

I want you to think about the line you have written for years now, in which you say "we see without eyes,

and pluck dreams from the skies".

You wrote that line before you fully gave yourself to me,
but yet I planted that IN you
as I have planted in you ALL supernatural truth which you have known,
shown,
taught,
and seen.

And where have you seen it?

Where IS it?

It is in the place where you see without eyes.

So what do you SEE child,
when you look at me?
... Phewwwwww...
and,

okay.

EXHALE.

"I see my Father.

I see myself relaxing, my shoulders dropping, the burden falling away. 

I see myself almost falling,
so heavy was the weight I was carrying,
the frame I had made for myself,
the RIGIDITY,
with which I lived.

I see myself RUNNING,
light
happy
joyous
and free
into the arms of He who CREATED me.

I see that there is a dance together God, you and me.
Every day a new dance and "LOOK - !" "See what we will do today!"
As you show me
the way it should be.

I see myself exploring. Time abounding. Space unlimited. Love endless, and beyond all knowing. Love as an IS, a state of being, and environment,

as I rest IN the work
the play
the creating
the art
the wonder
and joy
of what you give to me.
EVERY DAY A NEW DAY LORD,
IN WHICH I DANCE WITH THEE."
So why then,
do you not choose this?

When you see so clearly that when you turn to me,
fully come to me,
give it all to me,
pick up your cross daily and FOLLOW me,
I WILL make the way
and FURNISH IT BOUNTIFULLY
you will REST in certainty
assuredness
and the knowing
you're on path

the very things you have craved
chased endlessly
and pursued
instead of me

you SEE them there
and yes you believe
yet you do not choose
to only look at me

"Because I am scared God.

I don't know how God.
I feel I will get it wrong God.
And I suppose most of all ...

because I listen to the lies that I can't,
don't have time,
shouldn't take my eyes off my DOING,
just in case."

Then it is a discipline thing?

"No God.

I mean sure - discipline is part of it. JUST WALK IN TO YOUR PRESENCE, NO MATTER WHAT.

But actually -

it is a faith and a commitment thing.

It is:

AND THEN SHE JUST DID."

So then child -

why not make today -

AND THEN SHE JUST DID?
*
FAITH,
ON THE EDGE,
A WAY OF BEING,
NO LONGER AN OPTION,
BUT SIMPLY,
HOW IT IS.
"Okay God".

AND THEN I JUST DID.

Can I tell you something? Will I?

There are times I am so tired of the endless surrender, the endless yielding, the perpetual not knowing, the PUSH I feel within me,

to find firm ground my SELF.

When I look to my mind I try to argue and reason and find a logical path, one which 'should' work and 'maybe I can just follow it and finally be done here!'

When I look to my emotions I alternately want to do EVERYTHING, or NOTHING.

When I look to God,

there is a moment which inevitably arrives in which there are no more questions and simply:
GO.
Do THIS.

Or NO.

Do that.

Or SLOW,

and wait,
and watch
as I work.

And through all of it, always, when I am IN Him?

The whole entire thing is the FLOW
I ran after
my whole life
not realising that the faster I ran to grab hold of an idea in my head, and a knowing in my spirit, of what should BE,
the more it evaded and eluded me
without HE.

"When you look to me, what do you see?"

God,

I see me the way you DESIGNED me to be
and the relinquishing of everything I tried to form it to be.

And now there is this.
Are you ready?
FAITH,
on the edge.
A new walk with the Lord,
in which He reveals how to live in and also FROM Him,
when it feels as though everything is up in the air
you cannot afford to stop
you don't know how to even if you could
and you long to simply TRUST
yet can't.
This is where we SEE
without eyes

where we KNOW
beyond sight

where we HEAR
what makes no sense
yet is a resounding YES
in our truest and most let go in Him self.

Have you been fighting SO so hard to surrender?

Are you just TIRED of the endless work, the trying to get, or be, or do, or know?

Are you CERTAIN there is a different way, yet you so often feel as though you're knocking on the hard wooden back of a wardrobe which everybody else seems to have already slipped right through?

Do you desire to walk DEEPLY, yes I mean FULLY in the rest of God, which is to say in FAITH AND CERTAIN KNOWING AS A WAY OF BEING?

Would you like to hand over time, space, and 'having to get or do'?

Are you done with IDOLISING ANXIETY AND FEAR, even though you certainly don't mean to or want to; yet your actions and beliefs and default patterns say otherwise?

And are you ready,

OH so ready,

to wake up each day and say "WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO TODAY LORD?" and then that is what it IS?

HE IS HAVING ME MAKE THIS FOR YOU.

Details!

This is an entirely home-study course! Your access is lifetime. We begin on Wednesday 24th October.

You will receive day by day access to a new class each day, prophetic journaling prompts each day relating to different areas of business, finances, daily flow, thoughts, beliefs, TRUST, and more, as well as scriptural accompaniments + suggestions, and PDF worksheets guides for you to apply TO your day as we go.

You will also receive PRE-work before we begin, which is a bonus class on Dropping the Money & DOING Fear. This class alone is worth the cost of the entire course, and is one I may well sell separately at that cost after we are done!

This work is simple, and it POINTS YOU DIRECTLY TO THE ONLY PLACE WHERE PEACE AND TRUE FREEDOM EXISTS, WHICH IS IN JESUS, IN THE LORD, AND IN YOUR LIFE BEING FULLY HOLY SPIRIT LED.

It is one thing to know you need to turn to God more, come into His presence more, listen and HEAR more, and take only the action shown.

It is another thing entirely to cultivate a way of being where this is your normal.

In FAITH ON THE EDGE,

we do exactly that.

What we will cover / What you can expect in this course:

  • Understanding what faith really means, and why being in comfort or human certainty is not the destination
  • Living a life of walking on water and being HAPPY about it
  • Trusting in Gods abundant and only good desires for you, trusting in His faithfulness, understanding how to surrender to this even in spite of fear, doubt, and past pain or hurt which may be blocking you
  • ​What it means to truly WALK in faith as an entrepreneur, such that you are ever aligning to your greatest and TRUEST path of destiny yet also able to fully breathe, relax, and BE
  • ​Discerning Gods will and way over yours
  • ​Discerning the lies of the enemy about who you are and what 'you get'
  • ​Letting go of depending on YOU ... and being happy about it. Thrilled, even! Better still: CERTAIN, that this is right, and will lead to only good AND right things
  • ​Breaking up with the self-made system, AND with hustle and grind as something to pedestal
  • ​When faith lands you in the muck: what then, and what does it really mean?
  • ​Direct revelation and guidance from the Holy Spirit for YOU
  • ​Permission to fully surrender ... ability to yield ... trust to know it's safe and that you CAN
  • ​True peace, steadfastness, joy; not dependant on circumstance nor on YOU
  • ​Really really actually believing God is for you, and that His promises are too
  • ​The wilderness
  • ​Burning fire for God AND for the faith life
  • ​What it really means to trust in God
Yes this is a lot more than 10 topics! Don't worry - we don't follow a step by step system here, and we can weave in more than one thing into a training and conversation at once! I can't wait to do this with you!

Or - Join my membership The Secret Garden, and the place God gave me for my ongoing live coaching with you, the faith-led entrepreneur, and receive this course free.

**The Secret Garden can be paid in full upfront for an entire year (best price!) or you can sign up month by month. All of my smaller courses + classes + core curriculums, typically sold between $89 to multi-hundreds of dollars, and excluding any of my signature courses (4, 6, 10 week or larger courses, usually $497 upwards) are included free in The Secret Garden! If you have been looking for a place to rest ONGOING in Him, as you walk the path of an entrepreneur, creator, leader, and woman of God who KNOWS she has been called for this time and who is saying yes to ALL of the path God has written for her ...

Either way,

I'll see you WALKING FREE AND ON FIRE WITH ME in FAITH,

ON THE EDGE.

Now don't forget -

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat
PS.
How much longer are you willing to wait to see what God has for you, if only you'd let go of trying to include Him in between what YOU think you need to do for you?
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