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Purpose

GET A LIL’ WEIRD, GET A LIL’ FUCKED UP, GET A LIL’ NAKED, NOW SHOW IT TO THE WORLD

Don’t you get it, don’t you see, don’t you realise, aren’t you THERE yet?

It’s your EXACT brand of weird-ass | fucked up | SERIOUSLY random shit that the world wants to see and NEEDS.

That plus your naked soul baby, but all of it.

I see you over, hiding, and shrinking a little, and SHRINKING, and playing small, and I know what you’re thinking –

“I’m not cool enough.
I’m not like the other kids …
People won’t like me or accept me or they just want think that what I do, MY art, MY message, ME – 
Is good enough”

And so you hold back.

You unleash … something.

But not everything.

Not the real RAW of what’s inside of you. Not the WILD. Not the CRAZY. Not the ‘what in the actual fuck is THAT shit?!’

“I’ll be a little bit crazy”, you tell yourself – 

“Just not too much”

“I’ll be a little bit me!”

“Just not THAT piece”

“I’ll be mostly true to my art”

“Just so long as it’s safe, done cautiously, coloured between the lines”

When you think about it –

And I hope that you DO, I hope I’m smacking you in the face with it right now!

DOESN’T IT MAKE YOU SICK?!

It’s.

Disgusting.

It’s.

Abhorrent.

It’s.

VILE!

ESPECIALLY, since deep down, beneath the ‘just for Facebook’ layer, and beneath the fear and ‘am I good enough layer’, and beneath the fuck THIS shit layer, and beneath the shame and DESPAIR layer, and even beneath the CHOCOLATE layer (!!), you know –

Your soul knows –

The CORE of you knows –

That you were BORN FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH, AND WORTHY, AND POWERFUL, AND THAT.THE.WORLD.NEEDS YOU, and you know what else?

They WANT you.

Your art is not just ‘allowed’.
It’s not just something you can, if you’re careful and strategic and do it right, ‘get away with’.

Your art is WANTED.
CRAVED.
DESPERATELY.

People want to EAT IT UP, they desire to BINGE on it, they desire to GORGE themselves on it, and with it, your soul.

Just as you’ve always wanted, let’s not pretend that that is something which FRIGHTENS you.

And just as you’ve always known it MUST be, HAS to be, SHOULD be and WILL be.

Only thing is –

It WILL be fucking NOTHING, until you admit that 90%, 99%, even 99.99% of being YOU is jack.fucking.shit.

The world will look away –
Turn away –
In boredom
And disgust

The SAME WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF, when once again your head hits the pillow at night and you did NOT do you, you did NOT show up, you did NOT be –

Anything

That matters

Or could be remembered

Really

By them, by the world, by those who you came here to impact?

Well –

Perhaps.

But really,

We’re talking about by YOU.

And this game, this game, this BULLSHIT game you’re playing, of pretending that you can’t be as full on next level CRAY CRAY bitch as what you are, that YOUR brand of weirdassery and fucked-up-ery is not gonna WORK, well, the whole thing is a LIE.

You know this.

Deep down,

Beneath ALL the fear and the doubt and the resentment and the ANGER and the SADNESS, at your CORE, you know EXACTLY that it IS your exact brand of weirdness which will free you –

Fame you –

Allow you EVERYTHING you desire, and long for, and KNOW is divined to be, and ultimately, of course, because what else could it do –

Set you free.

And you know what this means, don’t you, as you sit here, you nod your head, you square your shoulders, you grit your teeth, you feel yourself fire UP, you feel ANGRY at YOU for not ACKNOWLEDGING and then also BACKING this shit already – !

It means it’s time.

No more bullshit.

It’s time.

No more ‘but what are THEY doing’.

It’s time.

No more HIDING.

YES, you’re not like the other kids, you’re not like the other CRAZY ones even, your style is WEIRDER, it’s MORE random, it’s SCARIER in its power, ALSO.

WASN’T THAT THE WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING POINT?

Enough.

ENOUGH.

ENOUGH.

Now get to fucking work.

The real work –

Of being you.

OR DIE NOT EVEN TRYING.

THAT’S ALL.

Remember –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat

PS

Ready to get a little weird, a little fucked up, a LOT naked with your soul, and then show the world? 

IT’S TIME!!

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This is what is missing:

You –

You’re a Queen, a leader, a badass, we KNOW this, you were born for it and it shines out of every pore of you, but more than that, you’re a motherfucking EMPRESS, gorgeous, you’ve ALWAYS known this, and let’s get real now:

(it might sting a little)

This whole LITTLE game you’re playing, of “I’m a COACH, and I teach this, or that, or the other thing, join my program, sign up for my stuff, I’ll teach you HOW, and show you the process and how I can HELP you?”

Well –

It was never going to cut it, WAS it now?

Nope!

THIS IS NOT NEW INFORMATION FOR YOU.

You look around –

At all the things –

You tell yourself you have to do each day –

The way you think you gotta show up, sell, prove your worth, get people to want to LEARN from you, and therefore pay you, and what you don’t SEE is that the reason you were always meant to be PAID –

Damn highly, I might add!

– is for people to be in your presence.

To soak up the ENERGY and the ESSENCE of you.

To be lifted up and elevated to where THEY need to be, and into the action which automatically just goes with it, because of the way that YOU show up and shine.

This has nothing to do with what you teach.

It’s NOT a fucking strategy.

And you can break down the components of it all you like, but REALLY it’s a vibration thang.

You’ve either got it.

Or you don’t.

And you, well you have always HAD it, haven’t you? You’ve always been that person who shines so.fucking.bright, who sees the world in a particular way in which others do NOT, who has lived their LIFE in a certain way in which others do not, who has quite literally TRAINED for this shit.

Since you were a young girl –

Since as far back as you can remember –

No need to pretend otherwise – !

You KNEW you were born for more.

You looked around …

As though in a daze …

Not quite understanding what everybody else was ON about, or why they cared so much …

And just kinda sorta ALWAYS fucking realising –

Well.

This is not where I am going to be ANYWAY.

These are not my people …

This is not my path …

This is not the world I will OPERATE in!

It’s as though your soul knew, since before time even began, that you came from different stock.

You were born into the wrong world, you had to spend time there for perhaps learning, or growth, or just the gathering of PATIENCE, but it was always clear that one day?

just as with an orphan –
who dreams she is really born of royalty –

Your real life would come for you.

What you didn’t realise, what you were perhaps never told (and why would you be, because who would TELL you back then, or even KNOW?), what you must now take OWNERSHIP of, is that the life you’ve been waiting for this whole time, and the you who you’ve always known you must step into, it was NEVER GOING TO COME FOR YOU AT ALL.

It was always that YOU had to step up for IT.

And now here we are –
You show up online –
Every day ‘doing the do’
Valiantly seeking to demonstrate why YOU are better coach, or even, the best – !

When actually you are NOT A FUCKING COACH AT ALL, and quite frankly the whole thing faintly SICKENS you, because when all is said and done and IF you dare to admit it –

You’re just so much more than that.
That’s all.
It’s always been the way.
That’s all.
You just didn’t know you had to own it.
Is all.

And now, well NOW –

You wonder why you struggle to break that next income level
You wonder why so many of the things you set out to do exhaust you, and you either don’t DO them (and continually beat up on yourself for it), or you do them and you RESENT EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF IT
You wonder what is WRONG with you
Why you can’t just get your shit DONE
Why you don’t seem to think or FEEL like the other coaches
And why it doesn’t feel like FLOW yet when wasn’t the whole damn POINT supposed to that you just get to wake up each day – 
Follow your heart – 
Create your art – 
Do what you can’t NOT?!

And you know –

Yes actually.
IT MOTHERFUCKING WAS.

So why does it feel so NOT that yet, why is it that even when you’re CLAIMING flow and ease the truth is there’s this constant fucking NIGGLE there, this missing piece, this emptiness, this frustration, this WON’T YOU ALL JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE energy?!

Isn’t it obvious?
Don’t you see?
Haven’t you ALWAYS FUCKING KNOWN?

You’re not a coach.
You’re not an ‘online business owner’.
You’re not even ACTUALLY an entrepreneur, not if there’s a full stop after it, anyhow.

You can do all these things.
Be all these things.
And indeed always WILL, howEVER –

What you are, who you are, how it’s always BEEN, and why the whole damn thing is NOT in fact flowing as you know it should and COULD, is because you?

Are an EMPRESS baby.

Born for more.
Born for exceptional.
Born for EXTRAORDINARY.
And not of this world.

And you tell yourself –

How outrageous it is, to think so HIGHLY of you, to expect so much, to feel that REALLY if the world were at rights with itself YOU WOULD BE IN CHARGE, to know that you know that you know that people REALLY need to shut the fuck up and LISTEN to you, and that actually you should ALWAYS and ONLY get to do what you want –

Have what you want –

With the click of your fingers, and the blink of your eyes, and TOTALLY as you imagined it, and that while we’re on it people SHOULD pay just to be in your presence –

You tell yourself it’s TOO MUCH AND CRAZY –

But in actual fact
you know
and you’ve always known
she says –
with a shrug of her shoulders, and a ‘what do you want me to do about it’ look –
this is just how it IS …

Which I suppose begs the question –

When in actual fact do you imagine you might like to start owning the fact that THIS IS JUST HOW IT IS?

Question:

How about right fucking now?

EMPRESS

Claim Your Rightful Place, NOW.

4 Weeks 1:1 with Katrina Ruth, for Women UNAPOLOGETICALLY Born for More

Empress ENERGY AND VIBRATION
Empress EXPECTATIONS AND DEMANDS
Empress ENVIRONMENT, EVERY BIT OF IT
Empress EMPIRE, THE WHOLE SHEBANG
Empress MOTHERFUCKING EVERYTHING – THE WAY IT WAS ALWAYS SUPPOSED TO BE

It’s time to stop playing so coy –
Pretending you want for so little –
And telling yourself a STORY –
That you’re here to build a business online, make some money, be one of the fucking PACK, when the only truth is ALWAYS –

You were born to run the world.

EMPRESS initiation has begun –
Your rightful place is waiting –
This is 1:1 with me the likes of which has NEVER been done before, or even, heard of
It will take your breath away
It will shake you to your core
It will cause you to question EVERYTHING you’re doing right now
And it will show you
UNAPOLOGETICALLY
Why you feel SO DAMN EMPTY INSIDE
When you’re supposedly DOING everything you’re meant to be doing

How can you feel
what you’re mean to feel
and what it was always supposed to BE about
when you haven’t even actually begun
on the life you really came here to build

There is a reason you feel like so much is missing, and here is what it is –

The thing you’ve been missing?
Is being the real fucking you.

EMPRESS gorgeous.
Me and you.
CLAIMING your rightful place, and everything which goes with it.
When?

LIFE IS NOW.

Message me to learn how to get in, and for all that this is about.

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