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Purpose

HOW LONG WILL YOU CONTINUE TO RUN AWAY?

It’s so overwhelming to me sometimes to hear the true impact I make on people’s lives. What a hefty burden it can feel to bear … to know that, when I truly let my magic and soul message come out, I’m not doing anything safe and tidy at all, nothing so simple as helping people with BUSINESS, for example, but instead what I’m doing with them is raw, is messy, is gritty, is PAINFUL, traumatic even at times, and real.

A stripping away of everything in life which is not supposed to be there –

In order to reveal the core.

It scares me. It scares me when people tell me the way my words have shifted them, when I read what they email me, or comment perhaps on social media, or send me on a private message.

It scares me to feel the DEPTH of it and the fact that somehow, through what I have let out of me, this person is literally now wiping the slate clean and re-setting their entire LIFE.

Like today, just now, when I read an email from a woman who says “I don’t think I can fully express just how much your emails help me.”

And then goes on to talk about how she has previously unsubscribed (a common theme!), how she wasn’t ready for what I have to say, and now is.

She spoke of learning about alignment through me, and being able to now clearly see where work is needed and where she must pull back, and of the fact that every email I send helps her.

Shared details of her life, and the specifics which are being changed, impacted, attended to.

And thanked me, for being a gift.

And I felt … so happy to read this, a little teary, right away, in doing so, and also I felt that feeling of slight fear … the pressure I suppose, the responsibility of knowing just how damn powerful my work is, when I let myself be all of me.

Sometimes it feels so heavy, so full on, so demanding, so RELENTLESS and infinite that I just can’t even face it.

And the truth of the matter is, I know I’m barely getting warmed up here. I know that I too still hide, and run from purpose! I am great at putting on a show and stepping into the performer role alongside the healer, leader, messenger, and I suspect … I suspect that quite a bit (not all!) of the theatrics is my way of hiding from going even deeper, more real, more true, with what I have to say.

Because if it already overwhelms me to know that I am literally a trigger to set people on a path of living their entire LIFE differently, and being who they were always meant to be, how would I know how to handle even MORE of that?

I don’t know if I’m ready.

I don’t know if I can.

And yet at the same time of course I will continue, as I’ve always done, to not give myself a choice.

It’s been years now, of seeing that when I stay in my truth I impact people this way. Years, back to when I was a personal trainer, during which I’ve had thousands of people in tears, and probably many thousands or even tens of thousands more who I don’t know about, as they suddenly realise, through what I say or somehow just my presence, that they CAN’T KEEP LIVING THE WRONG LIFE.

Years during which I’ve seen high-powered and high-paying jobs left – 

Toxic relationships walked away from – 

Fresh starts embarked upon, and then again, and again, til it sticks – 

Empires built – 

LEGACIES from purpose, created.

And it STILL.FUCKING.SCARES me. When somebody really tells me with raw soul truth how grateful they are for me and the work I do.

It scares me because of the power of this thing IN me, which flows through and from me but is certainly far far greater than who or what I could ever be, and what if I don’t have what it takes to be a good steward, you know?!

What if I can’t contain it … what if I’m not SUPPOSED to contain it, and I lose myself in it … what if I somehow disappear into the work … what if I don’t steward it PROPERLY … what if I’m with fire working with people on the level I do, the other-worldly, the soul, the cellular? What if I in my human state can’t cope with the outcome of being a transmitter for all of that power?! Sometimes it’s so much, or I don’t remember to take care of my physical self because I’m so far gone in soul, and I tip tip tip into anxiety, into flying so high I can’t breathe or come down, or simply into that insanely frustrating place where you just.can’t.stop.

Because the more you create and let what’s in you out, the more that comes THROUGH you to create and let out, and sometimes, for the love of GOD – !

Just turn the damn thing off.

Just give me a MOMENT of not being this person, please!

Do you ever feel that? Like, can I just not be this person for a SECOND? Can I just not know, not care, not SEE? Can I just work in a fucking bookshop and be content with a life quite ordinary, just for a day?!

I don’t mean to imply I feel all of this often. I manage my human self very nicely, and from expansion. I am pretty discerning at knowing when to pull back, when, despite the damn message still hammering away at the door of my soul, Katrina the HUMAN needs to say no.

I know how to ground.

I know how to not be open energetically for the whole world.

I know when it’s time to SPRINT, and when it’s time to pause.

But maybe I’m TOO careful of not giving in to the full power of what’s inside of me. And maybe understanding that there’s no need to be scared of not being able to handle it, is as simple as this:

You’re not given something you can’t handle.

And probably?

Any tiredness, overwhelm, anxiety, worry, and so on, is a simple product of trying so damn hard to make sure you stay balanced, not led ‘too much’ by your power, for fear the monster or superhuman within you takes over and the only human is gone for good.

But what if,

you never were only human

and there is no monster within, no superhuman either

what if there were no separation at all –

and you just trusted,

I was given only what I am capable of, no more and no less.

There’s nothing to try and manage.

Nothing to ‘balance’.

And I don’t need to be scared of accidentally leaving this world altogether, because it’s my natural fucking state to EFFORTLESSLY dance between both.

When I give in to being fully me –

life allows me to see –

that I was actually always free.

 

Remember –

Life is Now. Press Play! 

Kat x

PS.

I’m excited to announce my Flow-Led Millionaire Private Client Mastermind Days are back, happening this August (PM me for full deets!) 

Warning! This Mastermind will require you to get TF over your hang-ups around:

* Automated income

* Being seen more, and more boldly

* Adding layers upon layers upon layers of more SELLING

* Ruthless repurposing and re-selling

* Structure, systems, process

* Building a cash machine which pays you on repeat regardless of whether YOU are grinding your fingers to the bone to get it working!

Requirements:

You have an existing business which makes money, delivers a fabulous product or service (or multiple of!) which helps people, you know who you are and who you’re here to serve (while always welcoming deeper clarity!), and you have a proven track record for getting results to those people … even if it’s on a scale, so far, which, frankly, you consider outrageous. Since you know you’re here to do insanely big work in the world!

Oh, speaking of which – you know you’re here to do insanely big work in the world! And you’re ready to put the wheels on that NOW, and see your revenue – your growth of soulmate audience – your soul-led result-gettin’ systems – and all in all your own badassery – explode, stat!

You’re not afraid of doing the damn work (duh),

but you also know that there’s a simpler way, a more flow way, a more YOU way.

And you’re ready to get down to the nitty gritty of that now, and then roll it out like the take no prisoners mofo you are.

All with me – secret counsel to the worlds most elite game-changers, leaders, and revolutionaries – supporting you to know exactly what to do,

and exactly how to do it,

so you make MORE money,

reach MORE (of the right people),

the YOU way,

having more fun and flow than you ever dreamed possible,

and finally knowing you’re all in on you,

Now!

What you get out of this time together is simple:

* Identified opportunities for money-makin’ – minimum 3, up to 10+ (this is normal in these conversations with me)

* Specific to you simple soulmate audience growth strategy, which you can roll out right away, and will often involve only ‘tweaks’ rather than having to DO anything dramatically extra

* Confidence and inner tools as well as practical steps for improving / adding to / setting up (depending where you’re at) your automated income / funnels 

* Personalised (to your personality / style / lifestyle / skillset) action plan for implementing

* Tweaks you can add in right away to increase sales on existing processes

* Daily / weekly ‘hustle flow plan’ individualised to you

All in all here’s what it comes down to:

>>> You will walk out with a complete action plan tailored to your business, very detailed and also very SIMPLE, with also a complete understanding of what you need to do and HOW to do it, to take you to the next major income level, and beyond.

This will include your next three offers (MINIMUM), up-sells, or funnel ad-ins, FULLY CREATED IN THE TIME TOGETHER!

Plus:

1:1 follow on support to help you implement and follow through.

I love doing this INTENSIVE deep dive work where we pull everything apart all at once, and then nail down the EXACT action steps for each person to take to get more paying customers and clients, who are soul-aligned, coming in NOW, who are also buying more things, because you’ve got all your damn shit in place!

This immersive day together is limited to 5-7 people per event. 

If this is speaking to you PM me here to apply / for more info!