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how long will you continue to run away
Purpose

HOW LONG WILL YOU CONTINUE TO RUN AWAY?

It’s so overwhelming to me sometimes to hear the true impact I make on people’s lives. What a hefty burden it can feel to bear … to know that, when I truly let my magic and soul message come out, I’m not doing anything safe and tidy at all, nothing so simple as helping people with BUSINESS, for example, but instead what I’m doing with them is raw, is messy, is gritty, is PAINFUL, traumatic even at times, and real.

A stripping away of everything in life which is not supposed to be there –

In order to reveal the core.

It scares me. It scares me when people tell me the way my words have shifted them, when I read what they email me, or comment perhaps on social media, or send me on a private message.

It scares me to feel the DEPTH of it and the fact that somehow, through what I have let out of me, this person is literally now wiping the slate clean and re-setting their entire LIFE.

Like today, just now, when I read an email from a woman who says “I don’t think I can fully express just how much your emails help me.”

And then goes on to talk about how she has previously unsubscribed (a common theme!), how she wasn’t ready for what I have to say, and now is.

She spoke of learning about alignment through me, and being able to now clearly see where work is needed and where she must pull back, and of the fact that every email I send helps her.

Shared details of her life, and the specifics which are being changed, impacted, attended to.

And thanked me, for being a gift.

And I felt … so happy to read this, a little teary, right away, in doing so, and also I felt that feeling of slight fear … the pressure I suppose, the responsibility of knowing just how damn powerful my work is, when I let myself be all of me.

Sometimes it feels so heavy, so full on, so demanding, so RELENTLESS and infinite that I just can’t even face it.

And the truth of the matter is, I know I’m barely getting warmed up here. I know that I too still hide, and run from purpose! I am great at putting on a show and stepping into the performer role alongside the healer, leader, messenger, and I suspect … I suspect that quite a bit (not all!) of the theatrics is my way of hiding from going even deeper, more real, more true, with what I have to say.

Because if it already overwhelms me to know that I am literally a trigger to set people on a path of living their entire LIFE differently, and being who they were always meant to be, how would I know how to handle even MORE of that?

I don’t know if I’m ready.

I don’t know if I can.

And yet at the same time of course I will continue, as I’ve always done, to not give myself a choice.

It’s been years now, of seeing that when I stay in my truth I impact people this way. Years, back to when I was a personal trainer, during which I’ve had thousands of people in tears, and probably many thousands or even tens of thousands more who I don’t know about, as they suddenly realise, through what I say or somehow just my presence, that they CAN’T KEEP LIVING THE WRONG LIFE.

Years during which I’ve seen high-powered and high-paying jobs left – 

Toxic relationships walked away from – 

Fresh starts embarked upon, and then again, and again, til it sticks – 

Empires built – 

LEGACIES from purpose, created.

And it STILL.FUCKING.SCARES me. When somebody really tells me with raw soul truth how grateful they are for me and the work I do.

It scares me because of the power of this thing IN me, which flows through and from me but is certainly far far greater than who or what I could ever be, and what if I don’t have what it takes to be a good steward, you know?!

What if I can’t contain it … what if I’m not SUPPOSED to contain it, and I lose myself in it … what if I somehow disappear into the work … what if I don’t steward it PROPERLY … what if I’m with fire working with people on the level I do, the other-worldly, the soul, the cellular? What if I in my human state can’t cope with the outcome of being a transmitter for all of that power?! Sometimes it’s so much, or I don’t remember to take care of my physical self because I’m so far gone in soul, and I tip tip tip into anxiety, into flying so high I can’t breathe or come down, or simply into that insanely frustrating place where you just.can’t.stop.

Because the more you create and let what’s in you out, the more that comes THROUGH you to create and let out, and sometimes, for the love of GOD – !

Just turn the damn thing off.

Just give me a MOMENT of not being this person, please!

Do you ever feel that? Like, can I just not be this person for a SECOND? Can I just not know, not care, not SEE? Can I just work in a fucking bookshop and be content with a life quite ordinary, just for a day?!

I don’t mean to imply I feel all of this often. I manage my human self very nicely, and from expansion. I am pretty discerning at knowing when to pull back, when, despite the damn message still hammering away at the door of my soul, Katrina the HUMAN needs to say no.

I know how to ground.

I know how to not be open energetically for the whole world.

I know when it’s time to SPRINT, and when it’s time to pause.

But maybe I’m TOO careful of not giving in to the full power of what’s inside of me. And maybe understanding that there’s no need to be scared of not being able to handle it, is as simple as this:

You’re not given something you can’t handle.

And probably?

Any tiredness, overwhelm, anxiety, worry, and so on, is a simple product of trying so damn hard to make sure you stay balanced, not led ‘too much’ by your power, for fear the monster or superhuman within you takes over and the only human is gone for good.

But what if,

you never were only human

and there is no monster within, no superhuman either

what if there were no separation at all –

and you just trusted,

I was given only what I am capable of, no more and no less.

There’s nothing to try and manage.

Nothing to ‘balance’.

And I don’t need to be scared of accidentally leaving this world altogether, because it’s my natural fucking state to EFFORTLESSLY dance between both.

When I give in to being fully me –

life allows me to see –

that I was actually always free.

 

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Here’s the thing girlfriend.

Sister.

Brother.

BADASS REVOLUTIONARY FUCKING LEADER YOU.

You came here to be all of you, be all of you now.

And now?

It’s time.

👉👉 IDENTITY.

10 Days with Katrina Ruth to Wake You Back Up to You. And Unleash the Game You’re Done Waiting For.

Day 1 LIVE Asskickery shooting into your soul in just a few days time!

DAILY you + me + God + soul to follow.

This?

Is the do/not/miss time going into you that you’re soul has been hungering for and it’s time.to.FEED it!

Here’s how it’s going down:

> 10 Days ALL new live online course with Katrina Ruth

> DAILY asskickery | activation | bulletproof coffee up the booty (that’s me)

> DAILY journal prompts | worksheets | exercises to get you going and flowing into ALL of you

AND:

> (this is crazy!) DAILY bonuses to help you implement our IDENTITY work in different areas of your business. Money. Body. Relationships. Life! Application of what we are working on out the wazoo!

> All trainings recorded and yours to keep for life in your Katrina Ruth Members Dashboard (training times will be announced day by day as we begin. Day 1 live asskickery at XXXX. Training times will vary day to day to account for students all around the world!

> Live Facebook Group with Kat and the #KatNinjas throughout

> IMMEDIATE and then DAILY and then FOREVER AFTER switch flickin’ into YOU as soon as you say yes! (That is just how this works).

What to expect, from this time together?

Every.single.thing. you’ve always known was there within.

> Certainty. Of soul, of God, of what flow requires, of, well, everything.
> Ability to always know the right decision to make, and how to make it. NO MATTER WHAT.
> Courage and abilily and inner strength to then ACT as you need to
> Ability and soul certainty walk away. Know what to walk away from. Shred and burn. Immediately and as required. Amen.
> ALWAYS ability to access flow. Message certainty. Soul guidance on what you create, unleash, how, to whom.
> Magnetism. Activated. From within. To and from your soul peeps. In all areas.
> Money certainty, where it comes from, how to inhale / exhale it, infinitely, PEACE on this.
> Peace. In general. Where it comes from. How to be IN it. How to return to it when it seems far away.
> Moving through the ‘woods’ of business, of life, of you. Recognising it. Being okay with it!
> Leaning in. Surrender. The things that go with this. How to let it be easy, happy, a joy!
> JOY. From God. From within. All THROUGH you. AS IT WAS ALWAYS MEANT TO BE.
> Forgiveness, and grace. Where you know it comes from. How to receive it fully.
> RECEIVING. Unlocking the portals to. Opening up the floodgates. Seeing where you dial it back. Stopping that shit!
> Turning up the dial in all areas. What it means, and how.
> BEING the mofo light. Being all of it. Owning your too muchness! SWAYING with it.
> Being in the dance with God and soul and life and ALWAYS knowing your next move. ALL of that. And so much more.
> Creating. Being the artist the messenger the performer the leader the shift the YOU, who just lets it flood out. Knowing what works. Does not. How to release. Go deeper. And also? Sell TF outta that game.
> Being the leader NOW. Appointing yourself. What it means and why you’re already pre-approved.
> BIRTHRIGHT. Accessing and owning your soul blueprint. The blueprint of YOU. Of purpose. And destiny. And truth. Let’s go!

You want more?

There’s so much more.

^^ This? Is the warm-up, the first bit of what dropped through to me when I felt in to this, allowed it to come through, for you.

We will see what unfolds,
when it unfolds,
when we enter this dance,
together!

But what this is really about, and why you know you need to be here?

You’re done with playing the game of waiting to play the damn game.

Identity, baby.

IT’S TIME.

https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/identity

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