It’s time to quit fucking around here, and claim your rightful place. The reason this whole thing drains the FUCK out of you is that you are not supposed to be DOING it like them! Your exhausting your SOUL by trying to play a game of being one of the masses, of trying to somehow prove or ‘earn’ your way to the top when you were BORN for the top.
You’re doing the wrong job 😉
Your job was always and only to RUN the thing.
Let what’s in you out.
And do what you were born qualified to do! You don’t have to EARN or prove your way to being you! That makes no sense.
And for as long as you continue to try and do it THEIR way you will feel depleted and you will.not.get.anywhere!
Not anywhere that matters.
Not anywhere that REMOTELY resembles that place you’ve always known, inside of you.
Well, I for one will not stand for it! I won’t have it, I won’t allow it to go on, I will NOT sanction a single bit of it!
Okay fine, I guess I can only really technically decide that for myself, but hey hey –
Maybe it’s time you did the same thing too, for you? Hmmm? Hmmm!