I spent so.damn.long. trying to crack the money code.
I did EVERYTHING I saw others doing to create success. Paid the BEST business coaches in the world. Joined ALL the dots and put a cherry on top to be safe! I’ve always been a good student, and BUSINESS, the business of creating my purpose-driven DREAM FUCKING LIFE sure wasn’t gonna be anything different!
So I bought all the programs, on business, and success, and money, and purpose, and more! You name it, I bought it. I’ve spent over half a million dollars on personal development and education! I’ve learned from the best in the WORLD, and I’d say I’m familiar with just about every system for wealth out there.
But despite following along AVIDLY …
Doing PRECISELY what I was told …
Giving it my ALL …
It took me years.
YEARS and years.
To finally break through and GET it, and then be able to LIVE it, MAINTAIN it, and now even grow it and also SHARE it.
That time in between, that time of trying to figure it all out, is one I’m BEYOND fucking grateful for now. As is true for all of us, I simply wouldn’t BE who I am today without having fought that fight.
But it was NOT fucking easy.
It was TORMENT, if I’m honest.
There were times when I was, quite literally, curled up in the fetal position on the floor, crying.
Times when I yelled at my then 2-year old daughter for asking for a treat, when the truth was I didn’t have the $2.50 to buy it.
Times when I met friends for coffee and just had tap water because I couldn’t AFFORD a coffee and didn’t want to assume they should or would pay for me.
Times – so many times! – when I couldn’t even buy groceries.
Throughout all of that, no matter how tough things got, and no matter how close I really did come to moving back in with my parents, the deeper truth is that I still always believed.
I believed I WOULD have the break through.
I believed that THIS WAS NOT GOING TO BE MY STORY.
I believed that I was born for more, that I’d always been born for more, that I was here to make millions –
IMPACT millions –
And maybe even change the world.
COMPLETELY on my terms baby, too!
Can I ask you a question?
It’s fine to admit it to ME … and maybe even to yourself!
Do you believe?
Are you like me, in that you’ve ALWAYS known you were born for more and that you’re going to live a life of purpose, of passion, of flow, of saying YES to everything your heart desires and then BRINGING IT NOW TO LIFE?