QUIT SCRABBLIN’ FOR SCRAPS. YOUR DESTINY ALREADY EXISTS.
It’s not enough to know what is meant to be, what you could or even should have, what is waiting for you, in destiny, and purpose, and God, and yes.
It’s not enough even to be CERTAIN that these things are absolutely aligned to come to pass.
It’s not enough to look into the vision for your future and see, with calm quiet confidence and ALL the fuck yes-ery, that yes –
This is what shall be.
This is what I was born for.
This is what I came here to do, and have, and receive, Amen!
You might be right.
I’m sure you ARE.
But none of it, no none of it, no not a single bit of it, that’s right NONE of it, will come to pass if you don’t first understand that it’s.on.you.to.CHOOSE it.
I mean –
really.
How much mofo simpler could this be?!
– You see the things inside of you
– You think “oh, yes please, that looks rather nice, don’t mind if I do!”
– You say yes to said things, claim and lock ’em in, decide it and hand it over, and then MOVE FORWARD IN THE CERTAIN EXPECTATION THAT IT IS DONE,
(surrender to the fact that it’s always ‘this or something better / more aligned’ out the wazoo at the same time obviously)
– the thing shows up
Answer:
it really could not be much fucking simpler!
You literally have it all at your fingertips, a breath away, even the things you make SO hard, and SO big, and SO all up on a pedestal, and SO ‘not yet’, the things you truly (almost) convince yourself are for another time or place, yep, all of it (you know it!) is ALREADY right at your fingertips.
It’s there in the quantum, in the ethereal, in the supernatural, in your freakin’ SOUL girl, so.it.exists.
The fact that you haven’t snapped your dainty little fingers and called it in to your current PHYSICAL reality has nothing to do with anything, although everything to do with EVERYTHING to do with the fact that you.just.didn’t.CHOOSE it!
Could it really be this simple?
Is it really possible?
Here are just some of the physical things which showed up in my life right after I CHOSE them. Note that in many (lol, pretty much all) of these cases, before just CHOOSING, fully, and handing it over, ‘fuck it, I don’t even CARE how anymore, but I am fully decided and surrendered!‘, I was hemming and hawing and exhausting myself on it for YEARS prior.
Or at least months.
– Multi-million dollar dream house by the beach (took 3 days once I decided, then a further 3 months of actively holding tension to snap it into physical reality rather than cave to the so-called reality that I wouldn’t come up with the money in time)
– Dream staff in my business, for specific jobs or tasks I wanted covered (this has happened many times, always within a week or two of actually deciding, and always resulting in CRAZY soulmate peeps who are better even than had I have designed my own build-a-ninja)
– My incredible partner / soulmate / Godmate / man of my dreams / man who is planning to marry me (and vice versa lol), and (please God) have babies with (5 days)
– Changing my body, dropping often 1-3 dress sizes in a couple of days – this has happened numerous times, too many to remember (usually 48-72 hours)
– Million dollar per year income (about 9 months from decision)
– Multi-million dollar per year income (about 3 months from decision)
– Commercial office warehouse space literally looking and feeling and newly developed as though the developer plucked the vision for it straight out of my mind (3 days from decision to offer to purchase accepted. Zero research / thought / planning around this prior)
– Numerous 5 or 6 figure amounts of cash come up with for various investments, property, business or other (always within the exact timeframe committed to when the decision was made, and no matter how ‘crazy’ or unrealistic it was)
– Pregnancy (I hesitate to put this here, as I get that this is a big call to say I just decided and got pregnant, and I FULLY accept that there may be a helluva lot of luck, good fortune, genetic blessing, whatever in there … but yes, in both cases I did just decide and was pregnant 2 days later. Also I have not used contraception in 20 years, not once, and have never fallen pregnant accidentally)
– Not dying from pregnancy complications as told I had high risk of, also not having other outcomes of the rare condition I had eventuate, such as hysterectomy or bladder removal, despite being told in the first that it would be NO CHOICE AND I HAD TO (16 weeks lol, the remainder of the pregnancy from when I was told all this stuff)
And on.
And on.
And ON.
Fuck, even just yesterday I pictured in my mind the exact art I want for my new building The Katrina Ruth Show just purchased, and then it popped up last night in my news feed. Art completely different from anything you’ve ever seen before, too!
Okay okay, I get that that one is just Marky Mark Z reading our minds again. Hahahaha.
Here’s my point.
And my reminder to ME, as well as to you.
When you ACTUALLY decide shit, and hand it over, it gets done. ALWAYS. Or? Something better / more aligned or more ACTUALLY desired by you or your soul.
Think that this is not working for you? Maybe your ability to actually decide and trust is what needs some attention. Or, maybe you ARE getting what your soul actually requires and desires, and it’s just fucking up your physical shit right now. So there’s some lessons to learn.
But,
even if there is still ‘work to be done’, and lessons to learn (which there ALWAYS will be),
you can STILL just decide, and override that shit.
True decision, coupled with handing it over and surrender, ALWAYS results in an outcome.
It.
Can’t.
NOT.
This is SCIENCE, brah.
Energetically – in the quantum – a true decision tethers in an outcome. It’s like casting an anchor. It’s DONE. The outcome, with tension maintained on it, MUST.SHOW.UP.
So –
either:
Or –
quit folding like a cheap hooker everytime you don’t get what you want, and running around wailing how the sky is falling and you’re obviously not worthy and shit, or pretending you’re fine with something other than, or whatever it is you’re doing.
AKA NOT ACTUALLY DECIDING AND THEN STAYING THE COURSE.
Aka breaking tension on that tether, so that it no longer can build and then snap into the physical.
Aka –
decide fucking better.
And then act like you actually did.
Don’t wanna believe like that?
Cool cool.
There’s a whole world out there that’ll agree with you.
Go play life with them.
It’s the comfy corner.
But don’t keep crying about why you don’t have more, be more, allow more, when in actual fact you just don’t choose more.
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