THE ISSUE IS YOU HAVEN’T DECIDED TO BELIEVE IN YOUR OWN ABILITY TO MAKE MONEY.

Worse still, you don’t know if you really can be the person. You know … THE ONE YOU’VE ALWAYS KNOWN YOU’RE HERE TO BE.

And so you hem, and you haw. You take some action, and then stop. You ‘go all in’ … but only for a season. Just long enough that, when you inevitably pull out again, you can claim ‘see, I tried, and it didn’t work!’, while simultaneously leaving yourself a thread of hope because deep down you know you didn’t REALLY decide to be the person. And so, when you one day do … then it will work, right? Yes? Bueller? Anyone?!

You’re good, too. You know all the success-speak. You can affirm with the best of them. You do the courses, listen to the teaching, watch those who inspire and activate you. You love it! You’re a PART of it. A part of this world. YOU COULDN’T IMAGINE NOT BEING PART OF THIS WORLD. Don’t take it from me!

And I wonder, you know?

How does it feel? To know you’re faking it? To know you’re not actually part of the world you so desperately want to belong to and know is FOR you? To know you’re just … pretending. And to wonder. Day after day after day, with each day dimming your self-belief a little bit more … will I EVER? What WOULD happen if I did actually throw down and launch myself past the point of no return?

I know you wonder if you’d be found out. Hung naked in the wind for all to see. NOT REALLY ONE OF US. WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE HERE. DOES NOT FIT IN THIS WORLD.

And then we’d all know.

Worst of all, so would you.

So yeah, I get it babe. It’s safer, easier, in many ways smarter, on the surface of it at least because FUCK MAN … to play make-believe in a world you’ve never really thrown yourself into BECOMING INTEGRAL TO.

To peer endlessly through the looking glass,

saying the magical sayings,

walking the magical path in your mind,

imagining the magical things,

but never

fall through.

Safer. And ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE DEVASTATING OUTRAGEOUS AND TREACHEROUS.

Now wake up and let me smack you back to soul and truth:

The fact that you are so DRAWN to this world is how you know it is for you.

The fact that it fills you up even when you refuse to fully PLAY in it is how you know you are part of it.

The fact that nothing makes sense when you are NOT pointing yourself in the direction of being that version of you is how you know you MUST.

THIS.WORLD.IS.YOURS.

BUT

there is a medium to high probability, getting higher every day (it’s a math thing hon, I can’t help it), that you will NOT.

Because you still think it’s valid that you can’t yet.

Because you still argue about whether or not you should.

Because you still use ‘can’t afford it’ as an excuse. Relevant to money, and other things, too.

When in actual fact what is happening is …

you haven’t decided to believe in your ability to make money.

You haven’t decided to APPOINT yourself the damn person.

You haven’t decided AND THEN SHE FUCKING DID.

Can’t afford to? Can’t afford to?! Do you UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE LEAVING ON THE TABLE BY REFUSING NOT TO STEP OVER THE DAMN LEDGE?!

There comes a point when you need to acknowledge whether or not you’re willing to CHOOSE in your ability to create results. Because if you did, it wouldn’t be a question of ‘can I or dare I?’ It would be HOW COULD I NOT.

In the end, it’s very fucking simple:

You decide to be the person and then you launch that bitch like a rocket ship to the heavens. You don’t wait til she’s already in the heavens peering down at you and then you realise you somehow became here.

The becoming is the bit you’re scared to do babe.

WAKE UP. Quit moving forward from a place of failing to back yourself, with a plan built on NOT BACKING YOURSELF, which is not gonna work BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T BACK YOURSELF, and decide that today is the day you put yourself in a position where you have no fucking choice,

and so THEN YOU DID.

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