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Purpose

IT’S YOUR FUCK UPS, MADNESS, MISBEHAVIOUR AND ABSOLUTE INABILITY TO FUNCTION PROPERLY IN POLITE SOCIETY THAT LETS ME KNOW YOU’RE AN ARTIST

If you look throughout history, and investigate the personal lives or behaviours of just about any famous (or infamous!) artist, creator, inventor, at those who in some way changed the world with what they UNLEASHED, you’ll see a chaotic mess of inappropriate and sabotag-y AWFULNESS.

I’m talking truly bad behaviour, and in some cases just flat out bat shit crazy.

Van Gogh and the whole chopping off an ear thing? Just a tiny example from a string I could share with you about good artists gone bad. Seriously – go take some time today to Google your favourite artist or inventor, and get ready to sit back in somewhat horror. You’ll be APPALLED … perhaps, because I know what I feel when I read this stuff, when I look through history’s pages at those who were without doubt GENIUSES?

Relieved.

Maybe there’s nothing wrong with me after all … that I continually screw up when it comes to how you’re supposed to ‘do’ life, as a woman, as opposed to what you naturally just DO do, as an artist. That at times I do stuff that is WITHOUT doubt bat shit crazy and just WRONG … that I continually MISBEHAVE when it comes to social norms, sometimes in BIG ways, and that no matter how hard I REALLY DO TRY TO TRY at times, I just don’t seem to have it IN me to sit at a dinner, or stand at an event, smile, and CHAT.

At least not with THEM, I’d do it with YOU, and then we could go back to yours or mine and sit there side by side with wine in hand CREATING.

What else?

It’s not just artists and inventors who racked up the bad boy and girl points, either, in years gone by. Look at ANY high achiever, leader, speaker, writer, performer, and you’ll see the same thing.

Pure.
Unadulterated.
NAUGHTINESS!
Interwoven with what can only really be summed up as the natural pressure cooker explosion that comes from taking one who was not born for the normal world, and trying to force them into it.

Can I tell you?

There’s a reason that you just don’t seem to EVER get it right when you try and play life like the human people.

There’s a reason that anytime you DO appear to be getting it right, doing it like them, smiling and nodding and PARTICIPATING, that behind the scenes you are falling –

OH so much the fuck apart.

And either NUMBING, of course, with food or whatever else, so that you can somehow manage to relieve the AWFUL intense build up from having had to keep your feet planted and (God! The horror!) PARTICIPATE with them, or if you’re not numbing, then you’re OUTWARDLY letting it out.

Losing your shit.
Doing BIZARRELY stupid stuff, stuff so freaking random and crazy it’s mind-boggling how you even managed to come up with a way to screw with yourself or others so much.
Being self-destructive.
DELIBERATELY flouting the rules.
Being RUDE, that’s probably the least worst of the lot, but it’s still something you do, isn’t it, and even to those you care about?

Yes.
I know.
Me too.

And you tell yourself –

STOP IT. Be NICE. Play nicely with the other kids! But don’t you see –

YOU’RE TRYING TO PLAY IN THE WRONG FUCKING SANDBOX.

And it’s never going to work.

NEVER.

I mean, SURE, you can try to make it work like you’ve done up until now … like so many before you have done … we’ve talked about how that works!!

And if you think –
I have an answer for you –
Of how to make it work –
And squish yourself in –
Nicely –
Walk the tightrope –
And have it all just balance out stepfordly BEAUTIFULLY!

NUP.

I got nothing. I DON’T BELIEVE WE WERE MADE TO PLAY WITH THEM.

I think you have to CHOOSE –

Your art, your heart, that throb you feel all the way through you, which doesn’t even COME from the physical you but rather from the imprint of your SOUL, you can choose that –

And it will mean –

You never fully ground. With the normal people. You continually fuck up. With the normal people. You WILL sabotage. And really it means that you’re NOT even fully choosing your art, because the SECOND you compromise or sacrifice you’re saying no to TRUTH.

And to alignment.

Or you can choose the things, which we were told, we should want, and must do.

To be the good wife or husband.
Do it right.
Play by the rules.
Show up socially.
Smile.
Nod your head politely.
Gaze into the distance as you repeatedly try to focus on what on EARTH they’re on about.
As you feel your soul.
Explode into a million pieces.

And you go home and you do –

Well. Exactly all the mad crazy shit we’ve just been talking about, because if you try to PUT a creature of creation in an environment not RIGHT for it, it WILL lash out, self-destruct, or just slowly –

Fade.

Just look to ANY part of nature.

There is a scene in the movie La La Land which sums all of this up perfectly. Emma Stone’s character is at dinner with her boyfriend, his brother, the brother’s wife. And the conversation is a ‘normal people’ one of success, money, heights climbed, some such thing.

And you can see her just – fading. But also you see the trapped animal side of her itching to get out. You can FEEL her anxiety and how AWFUL it is, to be there, for even a moment. How at that point in the movie this is the life she’s been choosing.

And then she snaps –

Gets up, mumbles a quick sorry, and just –

Flees.

You have to understand that it’s okay to just FLEE from whatever it is you’ve been giving your time and energy to if it’s not lighting you up, if it’s not allowing you to FULLY breathe.

THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

Either you FLEE, or else it WILL break you.

THEY WILL BREAK YOU.

In the end, it’s very simple:

You’ll give your life for the things we were always told we should, and when you die, they’ll say you were a good wife or Mum or whatever, except even that won’t have REALLY been true ’cause you and I BOTH know you can’t play ANY other role if you don’t first give in to the art.

Or:

You give the fuck in to the art.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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