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What do you really really really need in your life?

What is it that fuels you; keeps you alive? You ARE alive, I assume? I’m talking about on a conscious level. Brimming with life. With va-va-voom.

Or are you desperately trying to claw your way out of a life somehow ever-full of regrets, if onlys  and one days?

There are a few things I really need in order to be truly vibrant with life. One of them is writing. When I don’t write for a day or so I become frustrated. Resentful and grumpy at the world and everyone in it. Most particularly at myself. Instead of doing something about it (like writing!) I start to self-sabotage, in a variety of ways. Ignoring the mess in my house, perhaps. Constantly clicking and re-clicking through emails. Refreshing Facebook somewhat maniacally at times.
It becomes ridiculous. A day of swallowed creativity might turn into two or three, and then a week. And suddenly a month or more passes and I’ve start to become the kind of person I claim to not understand. A person who doesn’t follow their dreams, who doesn’t acknowledge that life is NOW. Who doesn’t press play.

When I talk about writing, I mean this kind of writing; the type I’m doing right now. Writing purely for the love of it and for creating something authentic. You could call it from the heart I guess. Something REAL; something that I believe in.

Not something I should do. Not something to boost my rankings on Google, or because multiple people have emailed me asking me to write about it. I don’t mean I don’t enjoy writing blog posts or workshop bonuses or larger projects like books but I will admit that the writing I do to complete a task (even if it’s one I’ve set myself) is quite quite different from the writing I do to release something deep within.

I don’t know about you, but if I don’t get my creative release regularly, I start to bubble and overflow with stress. I try to get rid of it in other ways. I virtuously cull my to-do list, update my Facebook page, answer my emails, write some useful and practical blog posts. I dream up new joint ventures or research marketing ideas for my blog. I harass my PA with multiple emails fired off one after another; quick little notes or reminders about all the things I want to do and need to do to be successful. I ‘de-stress’ with a glass of red, watch some boring American sitcom to convince myself that I am normal, that I can relax and do ‘fun’ things. I schedule a night out or some obligatory me-time. I do extra workouts, or I convince myself that I need a few days away from the computer in order to rejuvenate my mind.

I do anything, in fact, but what I really need to do to feel like me.

I don’t know why I do this. But I don’t think I particularly care to keep doing it. Not when it is so very simple to fix.

What do YOU need in your life? I mean really really really need?

And what’s your excuse?

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

PS

The day has come and there will be no avoiding it.

It’s time to boldly gaze into your own soul, and remind yourself of WHO YOU ALWAYS WERE.

Becoming the Queen: 28 Days to Remember, Initiate, and Activate, Your Crown

Your wings are waiting.

Your CROWN is waiting.

Your THRONE is waiting.

Your COURT is waiting.

The initiation has BEGUN,

but Queen –

Where are you?

It’s normal to be nervous, as you begin the walk into the deepest shadows of your soul.

As you begin the activation of power beyond what most would dream of, or deem remotely available, or real.

As you feel in advance, the weight of the jewels atop your crown bearing down upon your beautiful beautiful and oh-so-high-held head.

It is not normal, however –

(although it may well be COMMON, amongst those who, in the end, show themselves to not have what it takes to be who they are)

– to CONTINUE TO AVOID, and hide, in spite of this.

enough is enough.

It’s time for sovereignty.

It’s time for activation.

It’s time for you.

It’s time?

For Becoming the Queen: https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/becomingthequeen/