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Success Mindset

THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE, TO NOT DO YOUR PURPOSE WORK

It feels like you’re bored, and tired, all the time.

You’re so damn TIRED, there’s no way you can possibly do anything; the smallest things feel like a tremendous effort, and that’s just the idea of them, not even the reality. You don’t know the reality, because you’re just too TIRED to do it.

You’re so damn BORED, you just want things to feel fun and exciting again, but most of the time you’ve forgotten that that’s even a thing. And how can you be bored when all you want to do is rest and when on top of it you’re actually so BUSY and you have so much going on, even good shit going on?

But yet you are.

You feel listless. Colours don’t seem to shine as brightly as they once did. Other people seem annoyingly chirpy. The weather bothers you no matter which way it’s going. And everything you have to do seems so ENDLESS.

You feel sad. You might walk around and you smile and you smile and you smile, and you nod your head politely and you PARTICIPATE, but underneath and through it all what you feel is sadness.

“When will it ever end, and what is even the point?”, you wonder.

But the inability to answer your soul’s questions with something clear and firm and yes weighs so heavily upon you and feels so DAUNTING, so you don’t even try.

You sabotage.

Of COURSE.

You binge and you consume and you swipe and you scroll and you imbibe and you numb and you rub and you moan and you distract.

Sometimes with things that could be considered GOOD distractions.
A lot of the time by doing shit you feel ashamed of yourself about, or just ANNOYED at how you can’t seem to STOP.

To make it worse, it’s these activities you feel as though you most look FORWARD to, because this is when you feel like all of the noise inside your head just SHUTS THE FUCK UP and you can forget for a moment, the pressure, the continual God damn pressure you feel to do something, know something, choose something, BE something, and besides, in a way, when escaping, you feel –

This is most when I am me.

You take tests, of course, to figure out why you’re so down, so flat, so unmotivated, can’t even.

Endless
Endless
Tests
You investigate pills
And potions
And fancy fucking lotions that are suppose to be asborbed through your skin and shit

You are NOTHING if not a diligent student of what it would take to be LIMITLESS, unstoppable, the BEST, and ripped and shredded as well as rich, duh!

You go to the talks … (when you can motivate yourself to get there) …
You read the books …
You listen to the ‘right’ stuff …
And you keep up with what’s hot in the world of success! And dream life creation! And location free! And doing it on your terms!

 

YOU KNOW ALL THE THINGS AND YOU DO THEM, AVIDLY.

 

Somehow getting through each day, despite how badly you just want to get AWAY all of the time, and REST, close your eyes, numb, or even, fade, away.

And even when you ARE up, and about, and doing, things, and perhaps you feel a little spark, like maybe this could be IT –

There’s this feeling, somehow, of operating in a bubble.

You feel surrounded by a haze, a fog, a cloud.

You know nothing and you are nothing and you care about nothing, but yet you want ALL of it God damn it, and you were BORN for it God damn it, and you were SUPPOSED to be a fucking STAR and a LEADER and the world should shut up what it’s doing and LISTEN when you speak!!

If only you knew what to speak ABOUT!

Or how to let it out.

And the best way you can describe all of this, the whole damn thing, the WHOLE DAMN THING that is your life, is that in spite of how fucking awesome you truly ARE, in so many ways, and despite everything we just agreed upon the truth is also you get your shit DONE, and you do take a really good amount of action, the BEST way you can describe it all is this:

You feel like you’re biding your time.
You’re living in limbo.
You’re just waiting –

“Waiting for a train to go or a bus to come,
or a plane to go or the mail to come,
or the rain to go or the phone to ring,
or the snow to snow or waiting around for a Yes or No
or waiting for their hair to grow.

Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night

or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.

Everyone is just waiting.”

So you wait.
And you wander.
And you wonder.
And you SCREAM AND CRY AND RAGE at times.
And you SO desperately want to know how to SHIFT this stuff, and it feels as though you’ve travelled to the ends of the earth to try to figure it out and you really would spend anything, do anything, try ANYTHING, and you pretty much HAVE!

But yet here you are.
Still not sure.
Still not scared.
Still so stuck.
And STILL
Fucking waiting.

This is what it feels like, when you don’t do your purpose work.

This is what it feels like, when you don’t do your purpose work.

This is what it FEELS like, when you don’t do your purpose work.

And perhaps you think –

You need to take a trip.
Get a new lover.
Shake things up.
Mix up your routine.
Take up a new sport!
Spring clean the house.
Start taking some sort of fucking drugs or plants.
Choose a new religion.
Do something WILD.
Go a little CRAZY.
Show people you still have a beating fucking heart.

And I want to let you know, I want to let you know, I want to grab you and shake you and let you fucking KNOW:

 

STOP FUCKING WANDERING.

 

Stop searching so far and wide and all around OUTSIDE of you.

Looking for the cure.
Looking for an answer.
Looking for an injection, of God knows what.

Looking for the solution.

To the NEVER-ENDING FUCKING LIST OF AILMENTS which occur –

From not being you.

The answer is as it’s always been gorgeous, and as it only CAN be.

Be who you were born to be.
And DO THE FUCKING WORK.

The real work …

That’s all.

And also?

This:

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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