DIDN’T YOU COME HERE TO TEAR SHIT LIMB FROM LIMB? WTF IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW THEN?
You can choose to release the guilt, choose to release the shame, choose to release the bullshit, choose to release the story, drop ALL of it, now, and there’s nothing that’s stopping you, except for –
You can choose to say FUCK it, to the rules, of behaviour, the ones you rail against and RAGE against, and you get so damn ANGRY, and “WHY DID THEY DO THIS TO ME”, when really you know though, that the only place it’s coming from is always, has always been, CAN always onLY be –
You can choose to say no!
And to stamp your feet in fury!
And to wail and to roar and to REFUSE to do ANY of it, you can choose whatever the fuck you DESIRE, it’s available NOW, and
You know this
You’re FULLY aware of it
You’re living and breathing with it every.damn.day
As you look in the mirror
Adjust your hair just so
Re-arrange your face from the raw and bloody and gory mess it IS, into something
Back where it was always been
Has always been
The face behind which you create the dream
Just a pity –
Don’t you think?
That it was someone else’s dream
Just a shame –
That THIS WAS NEVER THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE
And you look in the mirror and you straighten and square yourself JUST so, and yes. Yes. Yes. THIS LOOKS NICE, I’m so PRETTY and now –
People will like me
People will accept me
People will even ADORE me, perhaps
And the only person who will know that they NEVER COULD POSSIBLY LIKE OR ACCEPT OR ADORE YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE NEVER FUCKING YOU, was always, and only –
But it doesn’t matter! Why would it matter! That you build the entire thing on a LIE, that you build a foundation which is a house of CARDS, that you’re giving your LIFE for the God.damn.EVERYTHING that is not THE thing, why would it MATTER –
WHY WOULD IT FUCKING MATTER?!
Are you KIDDING me?
Are you out of your tiny masked-up MIND?
YOU shriek back at ME, when I ask such a RIDICULOUS THING, but yet it’s still YOU –
Who is living this way.
I don’t have time.
I’m not ready.
I don’t know how.
What will they say!
What about this and about that and by the way, please tell me –
IS it the right phase of the moon?
CAN I really?
AM I ready?
I need a sign, yes that’s it, a sign – !
To tell me everything I always fucking knew and never could NOT know.
– She says scornfully
With a flick of her hair, and a reminder to her own soul, that yes –
I’ve been there.
I’ve been where you are, I know this place, I know OF this place, and I prefer, if you don’t MIND too much at all –
Not too speak of it.
Perhaps just a little.
To SCARE me back to my core.
But since you insist.
Since you keep bringing it up.
Since you THROW IT IN MY FACE and the rest of the worlds ALSO, that you bloody-mindedly CONTINUE to give your life for EVERYTHING except your soul –
YES I will see you and yes I will RAISE you, one look of –
YOU who was born for it, who has lived and breathed it, who IS it, who came here as a vessel, a channel, to BE the place from whence will come –
A river flooding over of POWER and of BRILLIANCE and of magnetic.fucking.I don’t even KNOW what.
You are going to live like this.
O …. kaayyyyyy
I suppose I thought
That you were one of us
That you came here to TEAR SHIT LIMB FROM LIMB, to turn the world on its tail before BREAKFAST, to dance on top of it, to SCREAM to the heavens and from the heavens, all at the same time
That’s what I thought
I see now
I see that you’re, hmmm, how do I say?
A SHADOW version of us.
Of the ones who were called.
Perhaps you’re the shadow, yes, that’s it.
And your role is actually to remind US of what we CONSCIOUSLY CHOSE TO TURN OUR FUCKING BACKS ON.
Lest we forget.
HOW DARE YOU?
How DARE I?
HOW DARE YOU?!
Take what was GIVEN to you, what you were CREATED for, and squander it like this.
And it’s enough.
You say you were born for more, and you’ve never actually questioned it, really.
Even in the darkest of days and the deepest of fear, the TRUTH is, you’ve never fucking QUESTIONED it.
You know what you know.
It is what it is.
And that is just HOW it is.
But someday –
One day –
The final bell will toll
And you’ll look back
And I PROMISE you, here is what you will NOT say –
“I’m so fucking glad I waited so long to press play”
Maybe it’s just that this is why you came,
To remind the rest of us,
Of what not to live for
Either way –
Thank you for playing
Thank you for being here
Thank you for showing up
As you do
And well done …
For making your choice.
Just as it is.
Don’t forget –
Life is Now. Press Fucking Play.
Or die never trying.
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This is what is missing:
You’re a Queen, a leader, a badass, we KNOW this, you were born for it and it shines out of every pore of you, but more than that, you’re a motherfucking EMPRESS, gorgeous, you’ve ALWAYS known this, and let’s get real now:
(it might sting a little)
This whole LITTLE game you’re playing, of “I’m a COACH, and I teach this, or that, or the other thing, join my program, sign up for my stuff, I’ll teach you HOW, and show you the process and how I can HELP you?”
It was never going to cut it, WAS it now?
THIS IS NOT NEW INFORMATION FOR YOU.
You look around –
At all the things –
You tell yourself you have to do each day –
The way you think you gotta show up, sell, prove your worth, get people to want to LEARN from you, and therefore pay you, and what you don’t SEE is that the reason you were always meant to be PAID –
Damn highly, I might add!
– is for people to be in your presence.
To soak up the ENERGY and the ESSENCE of you.
To be lifted up and elevated to where THEY need to be, and into the action which automatically just goes with it, because of the way that YOU show up and shine.
This has nothing to do with what you teach.
It’s NOT a fucking strategy.
And you can break down the components of it all you like, but REALLY it’s a vibration thang.
You’ve either got it.
Or you don’t.
And you, well you have always HAD it, haven’t you? You’ve always been that person who shines so.fucking.bright, who sees the world in a particular way in which others do NOT, who has lived their LIFE in a certain way in which others do not, who has quite literally TRAINED for this shit.
Since you were a young girl –
Since as far back as you can remember –
No need to pretend otherwise – !
You KNEW you were born for more.
You looked around …
As though in a daze …
Not quite understanding what everybody else was ON about, or why they cared so much …
And just kinda sorta ALWAYS fucking realising –
This is not where I am going to be ANYWAY.
These are not my people …
This is not my path …
This is not the world I will OPERATE in!
It’s as though your soul knew, since before time even began, that you came from different stock.
You were born into the wrong world, you had to spend time there for perhaps learning, or growth, or just the gathering of PATIENCE, but it was always clear that one day?
just as with an orphan –
who dreams she is really born of royalty –
Your real life would come for you.
What you didn’t realise, what you were perhaps never told (and why would you be, because who would TELL you back then, or even KNOW?), what you must now take OWNERSHIP of, is that the life you’ve been waiting for this whole time, and the you who you’ve always known you must step into, it was NEVER GOING TO COME FOR YOU AT ALL.
It was always that YOU had to step up for IT.
And now here we are –
You show up online –
Every day ‘doing the do’
Valiantly seeking to demonstrate why YOU are better coach, or even, the best – !
When actually you are NOT A FUCKING COACH AT ALL, and quite frankly the whole thing faintly SICKENS you, because when all is said and done and IF you dare to admit it –
You’re just so much more than that.
It’s always been the way.
You just didn’t know you had to own it.
And now, well NOW –
You wonder why you struggle to break that next income level
You wonder why so many of the things you set out to do exhaust you, and you either don’t DO them (and continually beat up on yourself for it), or you do them and you RESENT EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF IT
You wonder what is WRONG with you
Why you can’t just get your shit DONE
Why you don’t seem to think or FEEL like the other coaches
And why it doesn’t feel like FLOW yet when wasn’t the whole damn POINT supposed to that you just get to wake up each day –
Follow your heart –
Create your art –
Do what you can’t NOT?!
And you know –
IT MOTHERFUCKING WAS.
So why does it feel so NOT that yet, why is it that even when you’re CLAIMING flow and ease the truth is there’s this constant fucking NIGGLE there, this missing piece, this emptiness, this frustration, this WON’T YOU ALL JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE energy?!
Isn’t it obvious?
Don’t you see?
Haven’t you ALWAYS FUCKING KNOWN?
You’re not a coach.
You’re not an ‘online business owner’.
You’re not even ACTUALLY an entrepreneur, not if there’s a full stop after it, anyhow.
You can do all these things.
Be all these things.
And indeed always WILL, howEVER –
What you are, who you are, how it’s always BEEN, and why the whole damn thing is NOT in fact flowing as you know it should and COULD, is because you?
Are an EMPRESS baby.
Born for more.
Born for exceptional.
Born for EXTRAORDINARY.
And not of this world.
And you tell yourself –
How outrageous it is, to think so HIGHLY of you, to expect so much, to feel that REALLY if the world were at rights with itself YOU WOULD BE IN CHARGE, to know that you know that you know that people REALLY need to shut the fuck up and LISTEN to you, and that actually you should ALWAYS and ONLY get to do what you want –
Have what you want –
With the click of your fingers, and the blink of your eyes, and TOTALLY as you imagined it, and that while we’re on it people SHOULD pay just to be in your presence –
You tell yourself it’s TOO MUCH AND CRAZY –
But in actual fact
and you’ve always known
she says –
with a shrug of her shoulders, and a ‘what do you want me to do about it’ look –
this is just how it IS …
Which I suppose begs the question –
When in actual fact do you imagine you might like to start owning the fact that THIS IS JUST HOW IT IS?
How about right fucking now?
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It’s time to stop playing so coy –
Pretending you want for so little –
And telling yourself a STORY –
That you’re here to build a business online, make some money, be one of the fucking PACK, when the only truth is ALWAYS –
You were born to run the world.
EMPRESS initiation has begun –
Your rightful place is waiting –
This is 1:1 with me the likes of which has NEVER been done before, or even, heard of
It will take your breath away
It will shake you to your core
It will cause you to question EVERYTHING you’re doing right now
And it will show you
Why you feel SO DAMN EMPTY INSIDE
When you’re supposedly DOING everything you’re meant to be doing
How can you feel
what you’re mean to feel
and what it was always supposed to BE about
when you haven’t even actually begun
on the life you really came here to build
There is a reason you feel like so much is missing, and here is what it is –
The thing you’ve been missing?
Is being the real fucking you.
Me and you.
CLAIMING your rightful place, and everything which goes with it.
LIFE IS NOW.
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