The thing you get off on, it lights you up but also makes you feel a bit NAUGHTY; like you’re kinda getting away with something, hacking this whole life and success thang like a mofo, connected in on a way to do it which is just faster and BETTER than what everybody else thinks is needed, and you KNOW how good it looks on you too, to be doing it this way, THAT –
THAT, my dear –
Is the thing to pay attention to.
The thing that makes you giggly.
And a little bit wriggly.
And you just feel so damn kid-on-Christmas-morning HAPPY.
And you’re kind of BOUNCING as you walk, because isn’t life just so GOOD?
THAT is the thing to pay attention to.
Straight up, if you’re not TURNED ON BY YOUR PROCESS then it’s not the one for you. And, just like how some people turn us on and then, well, DON’T anymore, you’ve also gotta be tuned in on when your process just ain’t YOURS anymore, not on a soul level anyhow, and yet you just keep ACTING like it is.
Here is what else:
If you’re feeling maybe –
Or sorta –
Shit ain’t right for you. And it doesn’t matter how many other mofos it (supposedly!) worked for, it’s not what YOU need to be doing. And you know this. So if you’re continuing to basically beat your head against a wall by giving bits of your LIFE to doing shit you don’t really wanna do –
In a way that doesn’t really suit or serve you –
And with or for people who you don’t even LIKE –
In the hopes that it somehow will lead to you getting to live a life you love –
Then guess what? That MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE! How the heck can it make sense to create a life you love by doing shit you don’t love? That’s just bad math.
And yet here you are –
You wanna try and create a result by going against soul and playing a GAME, then what you will GET is a life in which you are BOUND ETERNALLY BY THE RULES OF THAT GAME.
It’s a vicious cycle you’ll never escape, a hamster wheel you’ll remain trapped on, a way of going against your very SELF which may indeed result in some sort of result, but never –
The one you actually want, desire, long for, and KNOW is available for you.
The one where you are free.
And it’s BETTER than what you could have even imagined.
And it’s just so YOU.
And there are no games.
No manipulation, for an outcome.
And damn well no saying yes to things which drain the very LIFEforce outta you!
How to know if something is for you then? How to know the pathway YOU must take to create the life you want?
– It will expand you not contract you
– It makes you feel excited
– You KNOW in your soul that doing it this way is the ONLY right way for you regardless of outcome
– Your very SKIN is more glowy, your body works better inside and out, your libido is where it should be at, you’re on fire with energy and the joie de vivre of life itself!
Check in for just a mo –
If you’re not feeling ALL of these things, and so much more good stuff besides, from the decisions you’re currently making and the ways in which you are going about creating your life, then guess what?
You off track baby.
You so damn far off the path you don’t even know there is a path!
And you’re feeling –
* A forced energy
* Struggling to do the work, or to do much of anything
* A little bit mad!
* But yet still bullshitting yourself that ‘this is just how it has to be’, because such and such person or guru or method says so!
Nobody else can show you the way; stop being so damn lazy and looking for a shortcut or a process you can just blindly roll out to get a result.
Get back to trust.
Get back to gut instinct (it is NEVER wrong!).
And go do the fucking work which is already being shown to you IN you –
Fuck trying to sell stuff, and fuck your working towards vibes, where you push endlessly…