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Success Mindset

I JUST WANT TO CREATE AMAZING CONTENT AND PERFORM!

I was lost in my journaling this morning.

Not in a powerful or fun or flow way, either.

Just lost.

You know, one of those days when you’ve just got –

Nothing.

The inspiration just ain’t there baby, and the muse? Has left the building, or is down on the beach tanning or something.

And I asked myself:

“ok. What do I get to write about today…?”

My mind served up nothing answers, answers that bored me. Blah and meh and what-EVER, is how I felt about it.

Like that I should write about discipline, or mastery, or just doing the work. “Yes, yes yes, I said to myself – DUH. Do the things today” (like … I already KNEW that, stupid mind; do you think I’m an idiot?! I ALWAYS do the things … tell me something EXCITING!).

So I asked myself:

“What am I really looking for? Letting it be even easier … letting it be even more just me … doing what I know I need to do … the videos, the show … if I were going to create a new piece of content today (ha, if!) what would I tell people?

Your greatest gift is being you, I’d tell them that”

And again I thought – boring. Old news. I talk about this shit all the time, who wants to hear it?! And I noticed:

Something in me was judging myself.

I felt … uncomfortable. And I wondered:

Am I actually just really fucking lazy? Do I LIMIT my potential? Am I refusing to really step into my God-given gifts, because the way I do what I DO do, the way I’ve built this business into the millions per year of income and a biz and life on my terms, HAS actually just been by doing what comes SO damn naturally to me that it feels at times as though I’m CHEATING …?

Am I using the fact that I can get pretty damn epic results without even really trying to avoid creating something truly AMAZING?

(And when I say –
Without trying –
I mean –
By bleeding and sweating and grinding and doing what others WON’T, on repeat, these past, oh, several decades. So I guess there was WORK … but really, I don’t know. I don’t really feel like I tried to do anything outside of what I was ALWAYS going to DO, which is to say be ME … I always knew I’d be the one to work while they all played.
Didn’t you?
And isn’t work anyway –
Play?
So, it’s confusing, this whole thing of whether I TRIED. You know?)

But anyway.

I was thinking about the concept of MASTERY. Like, I should PRACTICE being BETTER. I should make my stuff fancier … plan it out more … take more time over things … right?

But yet (I journaled) –

“NO. Something in me resists the fancy … I mean, my team can do that. I don’t have to do that!!”

And it hit me, the breakthrough, it came, as it always does, as it always MUST and WILL, when we simply sit, with the DISCOMFORT of not knowing, of not being inspired, of the muse doing whatever the fuck it is he or she apparently wants while we are LEFT –

In a void.

And wondering –

If we’re even real or have a single CLUE!

And what hit me was this.
The SAME OLD SAME OLD SAME OLD SAME!

“I just have to share my message.
I just have to be me.
I just have to perform and let it out however it wants to come out! FUCK the idea of TRYING to make it good.
It’s not good when I TRY, when I seek to practice a SKILL, apply something from outside of me ONTO me.
It’s good when I let everything out of me fade away.
And I just go in.
And I see what comes out.
And as for the FANCY or the POLISHED or the ‘turn it INTO something’, well –
I have to LET them (my team) bring it to life.
And I am doing that …, so ..”

But still.
It felt I’m missing something, about what I get to dive into today.

And I realised. Stop looking for something AMAZING and EXCITING and oh my fucking GOD! The work is what it’s always been.

The often nothing fancy.
The humble small steps.
The daily showing up.
The trusting in the process.
The knowing that if you just keep doing what today serves UP for you, however ‘meh’ it may well feel.
And you keep the vision in your mind of where said showing up IS taking you.
It’s GOING to turn into something fucking amazing.

And everybody will look at you, and will wonder:

HOW DID SHE GET THERE?

How did she get so FANCY?

How do I do so much, have so much, get followed so much, be KNOWN?

And you’ll think to yourself, well.

All I ever did was in an awkward and fumbly and knowing not a fucking clue how manner do all that I ever WANTED to do, even though MOST of the time it felt AND feels not good enough, not fancy, like ‘where is this all going and shouldn’t it be more PROFESSIONAL or at the VERY least organised!’

Which is to say, all I ever wanted to do was create amazing content and perform, and inspire you to know:

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/