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Success Mindset

SAD LITTLE BRITTLE LITTLE SHELL PERSON

When you refuse to open to your deepest soul work, the most open and broken and whole and raw and stunningly beautiful depth of you, you also cut yourself off from receiving, from the very life-force of God and soul AND life, and you make it that you are only every operating at a very reduced,

very dehydrated,

very NOT moist and juicy,

very ‘little crumbs of nothingness’ part of you.

A dear woman, who I will call a long-time sometimes client and, although we’ve never spent time in person or even large amounts of time conversing online, a friend, and someone who I deeply respect and SEE, said something to me not so long ago which took me a little time to process, and know what to do with –

“I often see a substantial part active in your frequency field, which makes it challenging to be that perfect match for a love relationship that works out the way I know you want to. It is a part of you that somehow accustomed to settling for the breadcrumbs of affection rather than go for the whole bread… it requires an awareness that YOU are not this, but something that still travels with you. And that you (your Higher Self) has already let go of this burden.”

This all made sense to me, not just because of past experiences where it wasn’t safe to open up to receiving or letting anything more than a tiny trickle in, but also because – more relevantly because – I could very clearly see that THAT IS WHAT I CHOSE THE WHOLE TIME, BECAUSE IT’S ALL THAT I EVER FELT I COULD OR SHOULD.

It felt written, that I would not have full expansion and receiving in this area … and so, I wrote it. I claimed the story that I was scared would be but also, yes, let’s be honest, resigned to an idea that it WOULD be, my story.

And so, the cycle continued, as is often the case with this things, self-perpetuated.

But! IT NO LONGER GETS TO CONTINUE, and while I certainly would never say I am ever ‘done’ with any sort of work … because we both know that that’s not how it works … I CAN say (and evidence of what has now showed up in life seems to back this :)) that I have recoded the fuck outta that shit.

With bells on.
Amen.

HERE TO RECEIVE THE WHOLE MOFO LOAF, AND ONLY KEEP ALLOWING MORE IN.

I thought about this a little more this morning as I journaled, and specifically as I journaled around what I am leaning in to now in my personal life, what I have been given, shown is available, and am daily letting go with in ever new ways of opening up, breaking open, EXPOSING THE CHANNELS THAT FINALLY GET TO BE FILLED UP, FLOWING, JUICY, AND MOIST.

You KNOW I’m talking about the energy shiz 😉

And,

It got me to thinking about business.

I have created money and soul fulfilment success in online business beyond what most in the space actually even dream of … and beyond what 99.99% of those who DO dream of it actually ever achieve, will ever achieve.

This is not because of my hustle. (Contrary to popular opinion, I hardly ‘hustle’ at all … not in the way most people understand this word at least!)
My grind.
My consistency.
Or even my repeated DECIDING of outcomes, and ‘fuck the how’.

Even though of course it is or at times has been ALL those things.

One of the biggest and most fundamental reasons I have the results I do in business, and not only that I HAVE those results, on the repeat, consistently, for yearrrsssss, but that it comes from absolute soul flow, and me just being in the daily dance of life and God and soul and me, is that I long ago OPENED MYSELF UP FULLY TO MY MESSAGE, MY BROKEN RAW MOST LET GO ME-NESS, MY TRUTH.

I have a level of transparency and vulnerability in business that goes beyond, well, transparency / authenticity / vulnerability.

Let’s face it: mostly when people try to do this, because they heard it was a good idea, it looks EXACTLY LIKE THEY ARE TRYING TO DO THIS#fakeAFauthenticity don’t look good on you, and uh … is actually not a thing.

Why does this happen though?

Because for most people, in business, just like I allowed for myself for nearly my whole life in LOVE, they WROTE it, then re-created and continually claimed it, ultimately BECOMING it, that it is not safe to be all of them.

That they can receive just … so much.
That they can open up just … so much.
That letting go, letting go into the deepest most broken most beautiful most open most COMPLETELY fucking flowing and juicy and RAW yes part of them would result in them being eaten alive,

or laughed at,
made a fool,
etc.

So the ‘deal’ that they made with soul, in this area, was some sort of version of ‘do it carefully, do it like this, show a little, receive a little, be REAL and RAW and YOU, but, well, with caution’.

Of course they usually don’t realise they’re doing this … YOU may not realise you’re doing this … except of course that of course they freaking realise and of course you do too.

Once you’re called out on it.

Or even before.

For me, I let go to complete open-hearted beingness and letting go-ness of all of me in business in a line in the sand moment in time at the end of 2013 after my second baby was born and miraculously he was fine and I myself did not die. After having spent half the pregnancy in hospital being told I might, due to the condition I had, and that if I did live, a ton of other scary shit would happen. When the MIRACLE WE CLAIMED AND PRAYED FOR occurred, I also saw with CRYSTAL clear clarity how not worth it ANY of it was anymore in business if I wasn’t JUST being,

ONLY being,

FULLY being,

The End.

And so, I let go. I broke open. And I contracted with soul that for the rest of my life I would simply do the art I was called to do,

say and speak and share and create what was in me,

even if it never made me another cent again,

THE END.

THIS,

was the tipping point. Yeah, I created success before that. Who do you think you’re talking to? 😉 I’d already made a veritable fortune both on and offline, I was born for creating and selling.

But,

The way you see me show up now SO fully let go, which allows me to be SO fully in flow, in the juicy moist fuck yes receiving allowing otherworldly dance I do business from,

and everything that flows into and through me from that place,

It came from that moment of throwing my arms to the sky and deciding that I didn’t even CARE anymore what happened, I could no longer for another second do business without just being COMPLETELY broken open, raw, exposed, me. Because what I came here to do WAS that, and biz-biz, money making, etc, was only ever supposed to be a ‘whatever’ afterthought. Obvs I could create it, duh. BUT NOT BY FOCUSING ON IT OR WORKING TOWARDS IT.

And every single time, yes EVERY single time I tried to do it that latter way … the working towards way … well.

I only ever achieved such mediocre brittle dry NOT juicy soul yes results,

(of severely limited capacity compared with what I just KNEW was available for me),

and, in the process of it, I LOST THE ME BIT.

You know?

When I realised this, and I in that moment completely let go of ALL of my ‘shoulds’ and ‘tries’ and so on, and I just committed to fully expressed unadulterated and NEVER for an ‘outcome’ ME-ness,

Is when the pathway I’m now still firmly on, where I make money like WOAH, on repeat, and FULLY from flow and ease and soul was shown to me.

Kinda like how the OMGod-sent better than I could have even EVER dreamt of person now showed up when I did the same thing in that area.

The thing about the stuff you long for is …

It’s fully there for you, and beyond what you could even possibly imagine. Your wildest dreams have got nothing on what God has for you.

The thing about the stuff you long for is …

You’ll never get it by trying to be the person who jumps through the hoops to get it.

Unless the thing you’re actually longing for is to be the best hoop-jumper 😉

The thing about the stuff you long for is …

It’s there for you right now.

Want EVERYTHING, and beyond?

Let go of everything you think you should do to get it.

And beyond.

And instead?

Do the damn do of the dance of the flow of the soul of the life of the you that you’d be twirlin’ in if you were already there,

owning it,

and knew it was only getting better madder faster deeper juicier for life.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

🔥🔥 FIRED UP & FINANCIALLY READY TO EXPLODE is here! Eeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkk and a HALF! I have not been this, well, FIRED UP & READY TO EXPLODE in a LONG while.

https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/firedup

You know when something just comes through you?

And it’s HOLY FREAKING FLOW YES and all the things?

And you FEEL the fire and the gold and the energy and the NOW?

Well,

this is that.

AND THEN SOME.

I’m so proud to invite you in to this brand new course with me! I will be teaching this in a LIVE Facebook group with twice weekly livestream trainings (+ more!) – something I have not done in a very long while.

When you say yes to soul-

life says yes to you.

Fired up and Financially Ready to Explode is the NEXT level wealth and mindset strategy for the already successful woman who is done playing small!

Here’s the thing –

There are very clear reasons why you never quite get to that FULL inhale-exhale state of money freedom, even as your income and lifestyle goes up.

You can bet your sweet ass we gonna talk about those reasons. Understand them. And learn how to roll with them. BECAUSE YOU GET TO BE ABLE TO BREATHE FULLY BEING YOU.

And OMG. So much more. And a LOT of it comes down to understanding that the MONEY WORKS FOR YOU WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND HOW TO ROLL WITH YOUR OWN CHANGING NEEDS.

And? That there are a million freakin’ ways to make money and there is ALWAYS money there that gets to come from flow. So for women like us … one of the biggest FOOLHARDY AF things we can do .. is try to make our business flow respond to things we think should work, things that did work, things that are working for others, etc!

What we need instead is simple:

A clear freaking understanding of where today’s money is at. This week’s. This months. The long-terms. And how to do it all in a way where true wealth growth becomes automated and inherent to who you are. Where you can breathe fully in your creative needs each day. AND, where it’s ALL fun and yes whilst making a crazy impact on those you want to help!

In short?

You need to get FIRED UP AND FINANCIALLY READY TO EXPLODE with me.

And that’s what we’re gonna do here:

FIRED UP & FINANCIALLY READY TO EXPLODE

– Next Level Wealth Mindset & Strategy for the Already Successful Woman Who is Done Playing Small –

We begin Thursday Feb 18th, US time.

https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/firedup

30 days together.

Bi-weekly livestream trainings in our closed Facebook group. (Yes! I have not done this in absolutely AGES!)

Q&A sessions after each live training (times will vary to account for the multitude of timezones, all sessions recorded)

Daily conversation and asskickery and added learning in the Facebook group (I can’t wait!)

Journal prompts + homework to follow each training

Complete understanding of the different ways money should be coming in, covering over 30 different considerations for where money comes from and why it’s NOT coming in when it’s not!

Tailored to you pathway for understanding your blocks, setbacks, why you would NOT want what you say you want, and exactly where the biggest ‘bang for your buck’ moves are to be made in order to open up receiving.

Tailored to you pathway for understanding how to flow with the above based on your changing needs, energies, goals, and desires!

I’m teaching you exactly how I always know how to roll with my OWN ebbs and flows, and the exact way that I do that. This is why it’s tailored! I teach you how to design the process for YOU, and how to always know when things need adjusting or fine-tuning

Here is my all in all purpose and intent for you with this brand new course:

1) You understand how to get money to show up from you via automated and systematic ‘cash machine’ sources, in a way that is fully aligned and flow yes for you and your brand AND your peeps

2) You understand how to roll with the day to day living breathing moving changing multi-passionate VIBE of the thing, namely how to pluck down money from the great beyond like the supernatural badass you are DEPENDING ON WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT IT IS YOU NEED TO BE DIALED IN AND SWITCHED ON THAT DAY. Etc.

I can’t wait to spend these 30 days with you! We begin We begin Thursday Feb 18th, US time.

This? Is the fire and gold and holy freakin’ rainfall you’ve been waiting for. LET’S GO.

https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/firedup

PPS.

The pre-work is hands on and practical AF! 🔥 Join today and receive immediate access to a 1 hour+ previously private client only audio I recorded on the 11 Ways We Make More Money Consistently in my company. You can implement all of this now, it’s one of the most powerful trainings I ever recorded.

And!

I’ve included a Join Today Bonus!

Every day up til our start date I will be emailing out a photo of my journaling from that day, and an insight into why / what I journaled, plus a prompt or three for you. This is a join today bonus on TOP of the pre-work! Fun!

Psssst there are other badass bonuses as well. But you’ll have to read the page to see 😉

https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/firedup