THERE IS NO LEVEL YOU FIRST NEED TO REACH IN ORDER TO BE ALLOWED TO BE FULLY YOU
I know you want to be held accountable, to have your ass kicked so you do the work, no excuses, err day, no matter what, to be held almost into submission until you become the damn person.
I know you want permission, to have somebody you look up to, believe in, admire, or perhaps just life itself tell you that you can, you’re allowed, your idea is good, your soul is worthy, you MUST.
I know you want to have the overwhelm and overthinking taken out of it, to be shown a clear roadmap you can trust so that you no longer have to worry about getting it wrong or missing a critical step.
I know you want to believe you can do it.
Believe you have what it takes.
Believe that what you feel inside of you is real, that you are the damn person and that of COURSE it will work if you work it!
I know you want to wake up each day feeling so damn certain that you can’t NOT just dive straight in to doing the work, becoming the work, transcending beyond and WITH the work.
I know you want to feel lit up –
On fire with certainty and passion –
Led by purpose and soul –
Powerful in your raw bold truth as you charge through the day like the Warrior Fucking Queen you are, letting nothing and nobody deter you from destiny, from legacy, from YES, from creating it all, allowing it all, having it all, NOW!
These are just a few of the things I know about you
And about me
About all of us!
But here is what else I know, and what you perhaps get to remember today. Something which I myself had to learn and say yes to, in order to move past and beyond all of the above, and OH – ! It felt hard.
It WAS hard.
But then again – not as hard as continuing to not press play, and create the wrong life. You wanna talk about hard? That’s fucking hard!
What I had to learn, and what I eventually decided, “fuck it”, to live by:
The only person who can give me permission and say I am good enough and worthy is me.
The time to do that was always now.
There was never anything I needed to figure out or prove first, no ‘level’ to get to in order to be allowed to show up and be fully me.
The overwhelm which I SO fully believed was true, the continual overthinking and craziness of the monkey mind, the feeling of being frozen, bound by resistance, like it all just felt SO heavy and I didn’t know which move to make, which action to take, couldn’t trust myself barely an INCH –
All of that was a simple fucking product of not just taking action anyway.
And went away as soon as I made just doing the work no matter what a daily rule.
The self-belief I thought I needed to ‘get’ to –
The confidence I thought I needed to grow –
The certainty I was searching for, to be ready, to be able, to know how – !
NONE OF IT NEEDED WAITING FOR.
Not even a little bit.
No, not at all.
Back when I was lost, and stuck, and broke, and SO so very far from where I wanted to be, I believed all of the things stopping me were real, and valid. I bought into the story that I needed to FEEL something different in order to be able to do the damn thing.
And in the end … I got sick of waiting I guess, but more than that – I reached an enough is enough point where it finally hit me that NOBODY COULD APPOINT ME, I NEEDED TO JUST APPOINT MYSELF.
That self-belief, confidence, certainty, and getting out of overwhelm and into results-based action, these things are not earned or worked towards, they are CHOSEN.
And so I chose.
I chose to appoint myself.
I chose to believe in myself.
I chose to trust in myself.
I chose to back myself.
I chose to freakin’ BE myself.
The HIGHEST version, y’know?
Want to know what’s funny, hilarious, ridiculous, outrageous, infuriating, and AWESOME?
That was actually all it took.
There is no level you need to reach before you’re allowed to be you baby.
Give yourself the damn certificate you’ve been waiting for.
And go give the world what IT is waiting for.
Don’t forget –
Life is Now. Press Play.