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I STILL SO OFTEN FIND MYSELF NOT FEELING GOOD ENOUGH FOR WHAT’S INSIDE OF ME…

I still so often find myself thinking or feeling that maybe I’m not good enough for what my soul desires, what I long for, what I see inside of me and WANT.

Do you?

Silly question; I know you do.

In particular with the things I want MOST, the things which, when I look at them in my soul are VIBRANT in colour, BRIMMING with life and light, seem almost like they have their own heartbeat, blood running through them, connecting to the blood in my veins, saying YES –

I am part of you.

I am PART of you.

I was always meant to BE, part of you, TAKE me and MAKE me,

Yours.

I think … I have learned, I should say … that the things which most take our breath away, when we imagine what it would BE like, to have that as part of our experience, as ‘done’, the things which leave us feeling almost a little shaky at just the idea of it; imagine – !

Could life really be that good?

For ME?

– these are the things which are most actually meant to BE ours.

The shit you feel like would be COOL, nice, even ‘great’ – really –

WHATEVER.

Do it, don’t do it, be it, don’t be it, have it, don’t have it; you KNOW it doesn’t actually really matter one way or the other, and so because it doesn’t MATTER –

You construct your life of it.

It’s safer, to build a life of ‘nearly your dreams’.

Because after all, in order to LIVE your true dreams, you must first CONFESS THAT YOU DESIRE THEM TO BE YOURS.

You must say YES, I want this. I believe this is how it’s meant to be. Like THIS, and you lay it out clearly.

After the confession?

You gotta DECIDE. I DECIDE, and it’s DONE; so there! (A daily practice, by the way, this deciding thang)

And then?

Well, then.

You gotta CHOOSE to believe.

I believe I can have it and it’s done and it’s MINE, even though my mind simultaneously is freaking the fuck OUT!

What I just outlined? It’s basic manifestation. You MUST do this, to bring what’s in you to life, but precisely BECAUSE it requires ‘confessing your desires’ like this is why mostly people do NOT.

Because,

After all,

That’s fucking scary!

And you think –

“What if I what if I WHAT if I admitted to myself that I WANT this, and then I DECIDED, and then I said I BELIEVE, and then it didn’t.fucking.happen!”

It would be like a rejection from GOD HIMSELF, from the UNIVERSE or something, and the WHOLE WORLD WOULD KNOW I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR COOL ENOUGH AND MY HAIR ISN’T SHINY ENOUGH!

And so,

You instead,

Choose something less than.

Something which doesn’t matter SO much.

But sure –

It’s cool.
It’s nice.
You have become ‘successful’, lauded, even, and people think highly of you.

You did it; you’re living the dream! Just –

Not actually your God damn dream.

And so it goes and so it goes and so you LET it fucking go, and are you SERIOUS? When ALL you have to do, and you KNOW this, is to be COURAGEOUS enough to boldly claim the true shit which is inside of you, the stuff you LONG for, the stuff which fills your heart, your soul, and indeed IS your soul, the stuff you know –

Actually –

In your heart of hearts –

When you put aside the fear –

When you quit the ‘I’m not good enough’ game –

When you step away from your own DRAMA and STORY –

You KNOW –

Is available.

For you.

NOW.

YOU KNOW THIS.

YES, you might walk around worrying that you’re not good enough, you haven’t proven yourself yet, you didn’t do enough, how could it be like that for YOU, and what would people THINK, and what if you didn’t live INTO it, and blah di blah di SO much fucking blah – !

I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I STILL DO IT.

Like I said.

But underneath that –

ISN’T IT TRUE –

That ACTUALLY –

You KNOW.

You DO believe.

You have ABSOLUTE fucking certainty.

YOU HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN.

That what you feel inside of you is real, that what you see inside of you is DONE, and that ALL you gotta do is put aside the story and say YES to it, lay CLAIM to it, be brave enough to DECIDE.

The ‘I’m not good enough’ story is clouding you.

It’s like a poison spreading through your veins.

And YOU ARE LETTING IT.

Well, today, here is what you’re going to do –

This is how I do it; it’s how I’ve always done it, it’s the only WAY to do it –

You feel and notice and SEE the STORY.

You let yourself freak the fuck out for a minute, if you like! Enjoy!

And then?

YOU GOD DAMN DO THE THING, BE THE THING, ASK FOR THE THING, LAY CLAIM TO THE THING ANYWAY.

Don’t look at those who are ahead of you and LIE to yourself that they have greater self-belief.

What they HAVE, is greater courage to say yes to what’s inside of them in the face of fear.

Which does indeed BUILD self-belief, but it’s still where it starts and ends.

I feel the voice of doom and gloom rising.

And I CHOOSE to drown it out with the voice of BUT I’M GOING TO FUCKING GO FOR IT ANYWAY.

Because through it all –

Always –

And forever –

When I have said yes to my soul.

Life says yes to me.

Amen.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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