PRE-APPROVED BY GOD

It’s never worked for me to follow a strategy.

There’s never been a single time in my life in which I’ve decided an end goal,

taken advice on how to get there,

or even drummed it up from within,

and then effectively and successfully followed that action plan.

Not once can I recall a time I studiously applied myself to implementing STEPS,

and then because of said discipline,

‘got there’.

But yet –

I’ve built a business that consistently produces millions and millions of dollars in revenue per year,

(and is also very profitable),

in which I work maybe 20 ish hours a week,

truly ONLY doing what expands my soul, what I feel deep within my core I was BORN to do, what I ‘can’t not’ and also WOULDN’T not, whether or not it ever paid me.

And yet –

I live my dream lifestyle in my dream home which I bought for myself and my babies right next to the beach, I have only soulmate friends, and lots of them, I’m in love with and planning to marry a man who is SO so far beyond even my wildest imaginations, who blows me away daily just with who he is, whose beingness has resulted in me completely letting go of all possible walls and what ifs, who can ONLY have been sent to me by God.

And yet –

I’ve created and launched hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of products,

(not because I think this is a great way to make money or help people, but because it’s what I wanted to do, what ‘me just being me regardless of outcomes’ happens to look like),

and yet –

I just added to my copious Grown Up Wealth Growin’ Investments by buying my first commercial building, and OMG is THAT just another fuck yes / came from nowhere / seems to have been developed directly out of the blueprint in my mind, which shall now be styled and art-ed and set up as a cool AF set / production studio / art gallery sort of vibe and filled with #KatNinjas and ever MORE creative wonderments.

And yet –

I’m planning my first virtual reality event,

And yet –

I CONTINUE to just see things inside of me that feel right,

or that terrify the fuck outta me but which I KNOW are right,

that I’m led or nudged or poked or flaming arrow prodded with from my soul to say YES to,

and then I do.

And then they happen,

a little faster if I remember not to worry about how, and just to keep true to the end goal of whatever I SEE, even as it shifts and changes,

a little slower if I decide that because it’s a bit fancy or next level or maybe I’m not THERE yet that I therefore should have at least SOME kind of a plan, or expert advice,

before ultimately (always!) throwing my hands in the air, profoundly proclaiming ‘fucketh this shit’ once again to the heavens,

and then doing it my way.

Whatever messy random all over the place situation THAT happens to be.

And then it works.

Comes to life.

Becomes a PART of me.

So much so that it’s questionable as to whether it ever was NOT.

And everybody thinks, oh -!

But that’s just Kat.

She’s confident. She’s prolific. She’s a badass. She’s sure of herself. She’s unstoppable.

She works her ass off. She has something special. She somehow KNOWS MORE OR IS AT SOME KIND OF MORE PRE-APPROVED BY GOD LEVEL THAN ME.

And I think, oh – !

YOU’VE NO FUCKING IDEA.

How unsure of myself I so often am.

How much I question my right to do ANYTHING that’s not already ‘part of me’.

How much I even question THAT sometimes.

How much I worry about being ‘allowed’ to have it so good, be blessed like that, be loved and taken care of and seen like that, make money like that, fucking BREATHE like that,

etcetera!

All.

The.

TIME!

(just ask my friends, just ask James, just ask my Mum, just ask God)

It’s relentless sometimes. Kicking my own butt back to soul, back to FAITH led choice, back to being who I CAME here to be in GOD,

rather than who Satan would have me be in doubt, in not enough-ness, in colouring between the latest societally approved lines,

and so on.

DO YOU GET IT NOW BUT DO YOU REALLY FUCKING GET IT AND WILL YOU EVER ACTUALLY GET IT?

I just keep choosing beyond my readiness.

I just keep choosing beyond the possible.

I just keep choosing beyond where I think I am allowed!

I just keep choosing beyond my humanness.

I just keep choosing beyond how.

I just keep choosing beyond what makes sense.

I JUST KEEP CHOOSING WHAT I SEE INSIDE OF ME,

EVEN IF IT’S THE MEREST TEENY NUDGE OR WHISPER,

THE END!

DO YOU GET IT NOW BUT DO YOU REALLY GET IT AND WILL YOU ACTUALLY LIVE IT?

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

EXHALE THE BULLSHIT THAT SAYS YOU ARE ANYTHING LESS THAN SUPERNATURAL, SEEN AND LOVED AND SUPPORTED BY GOD IN WHAT HE HAS FOR YOU,

not what the Devil tries to convince you you’re allowed.

worthy of,

have to do time for,

ETCETERA.

The blueprint is within sweetness.

And it goes like this –

Choose the things you see inside of you. Do it without hesitation, and in fullness. Do it certain you have your feet planted firmly in God, in soul, in truth.

And do it with the COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING THAT NOW IT JUST GETS TO HAPPEN,

POOF,

LIKE THAT.

Sure,

the ‘poof’ bit may have its … moments.

But hey,

either way you’re gonna be gettin’ through the days doing SOMETHING.

Might as well be all in on the life you’re for some God forsaken reason still waiting to be approved for.

You were pre-approved before you got here.

Stop wasting time.

The End.

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