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I get so annoyed at myself, when I find myself once again looking for answers outside of me; wondering if I shouldn’t just ‘do this one thing’, ‘test out that strategy’, try something different, or new.

It’s such a seduction, a myth, a trap! To imagine that the next level for you can possibly come from anything other than BEING MORE YOU, and doing what you’ve always known you must, going DEEPER with it, going all the way in, until it’s time, eventually, and shown to you, finally, to come out again.

So few will ever get this …

So few will even CONSIDER this …

And sometimes that frustrates me as well! Knowing that my message, the way I let it BE the message and come out however it DOES come out, mostly ramble and non-sensical and chaotic and odd, is for so FEW.

Sometimes I tell myself ‘write something more RELATABLE, get seen more!’

And then I shake it off, shake it off, shake it off, it’s not always EASY, as that seductive voice from NOT within and NOT higher is often tempting me, calling to me, singing at me, like a siren on the rocks, just waiting to DASH the pieces of my soul against them, and cast them away, for good, into the sea.

When I feel pulled outside of me like this, or I find myself frustrated like this, wondering what I’m ‘missing’ in order to elevate further, and faster, wondering if maybe I SHOULDN’T just ‘suck it up’ and do things I don’t reallllllyyyyyy wanna do (such as allow myself to be interviewed by the whole world and its dog, for example, for the purposes of reaching more people), I take pause for a moment – through my journaling, usually – and I ask things like the following:

‘What does my higher self already know about this; what would SHE be doing?’

And –

‘Am I resisting or being lazy? If I were really committed to fame in a worldwide way, I would …?’

I think about this.

WOULD I be trying to get my shit out there everyday, do interviews for example, and ‘present’ myself to the world?

No! Fuck that!

The answer is swift, and firm. It just doesn’t FEEL right, and if there’s one thing I’ve learned for sure from all these years creating what’s inside of me is that time spent pursuing so-called worthwhile endeavours which didn’t FEEL right in the first fucking place is ALWAYS time wasted.

And that the ultimate way to get to where you desire to go and believe you SHOULD is, essentially – keep your damn eyes | mind | soul focused on it, and stay the course. Action ONLY from alignment.

Instead, what WOULD I be doing then?

Again, the answer is swift, and firm.


When in doubt, ALWAYS be more Kat!!

Well, how do I do that; how do YOU do that, for you?

You make space for it. Simple. You push the world away. Simple. Actually you just exit it, in the human / physical / energetically available for others sense, and you allow yourself to go into the place where it is ONLY you, your soul, and certain knowledge about who you truly are, what you must do, and where to begin.

The thing is …

The thing is, this takes great commitment, great courage, great faith. Because what it TAKES is being willing, every single day, to simply BE IN THE SPACE.

Connecting to soul.
Connecting to source.
Connecting to spirit.
Connecting to higher self.
Connecting to God.

Expecting nothing.
And keeping the demands of the world at arms bay, UNTIL SUCH TIME AS IT IS CLEAR YOU ARE READY TO NOW COME OUT OF THE SPACE.

I TRUST, that when I make space – how much space? All the space! – the answers are revealed to me, the way made clear, the ONE thing I must do revealed, creativity goes into the fifth, I become a WHOLE PERSON, for when I stay ONLY in the physical and seek to ‘do’ in order to ‘get’, I am not whole, cannot be, never, it’s not possible.

So, once more, as I dive in, in this morning’s work, I am shown –

With a slight sigh OF the human  –

That the answer, still, as it’s always been, is to go within, to allow SPACE, to be more of me, and also, of course, to simply EXPECT more if I desire more.

‘What would I be doing differently right now, if FULLY and deeply connected to soul, and coming from that place?’

Annoyingly – and perfectly – my higher self mocks me with the answer:

– Hmmm, who knows!! You can’t know in ADVANCE, the answers will ONLY be revealed to you when you make space for them.

How much space? ALL the space! Until it is done.

I test myself out with a different question –

‘What does the 10mm / year version of me have to say about this, what would she know or do differently?’


– She STILL – duh – just follows the flow. She just fucking expects higher than this version of you!!

I KNOW this is true. I KNOW that those – and maybe this is you – who are currently making under 10k / month, or even under 100k, or even under 1k, and feel so NOT seen, wonder how it could possibly be available to you to make millions per year by JUST BEING YOU, and doing the things your soul DEMANDS of you to do, you think that surely you’d have to apply a STRATEGY, get more FANCY, but then – look at me! I did it! I got to millions per year, consistently for years now, without DOING that shit. In fact all STAGNANT or paused or teeth-pulling-like bits were when I WAS trying to do strategy or get fancier or follow a plan, and that was the only reason it took me so long!

So … based on this, I know that even though MY mind feels at times it’s ‘impossible’ for me to get to 10mm, 100mm per year, and beyond, without gettin’ more fancy, my soul laughs at the ridiculousness of this, and reminds me sternly not to entertain such bullshit, unless it’s that I desire to waste time until eventually I come back to what I ALREADY KNOW.

I KNOW the next level for all of us comes as a result of BEING more of us, not being LESS of us or doing things that ‘should’ create an outcome, things which contract us or make us feel shrunken and trapped.

How could THAT make sense?!

And so I say to myself, and I say to you, what DOES your soul say about all of this?

What do you see, when you go into the future, go all the way in, go deep in to where your soul and your deeper self know all things, and wait, patiently or NOT so, for you to see them, and live by them?

I see –

Call it IN more.


And if you desire to be SEEN and KNOWN more and also yes to RECEIVE and be able to GIVE more, than God DAMNIT, when will you learn that the answer is the same as it’s always been – !


And to receiving into the millions, tens of millions, beyond, or whatever it is your soul TELLS you should happen.

I KNOW this is equally YES inside of you as much as it is INFURIATING inside of you (me too, sometimes; yes my message infuriates me at times!!) and your human mind asks but HOWWWWWW Kat, HOW?

The thing is –

Think back – !

EVERYTHING you have created or allowed in thus far, in ALL areas of your life, has come as a product of your expectation elevating.

I would have thought you can’t make millions doing whatever the fuck you want – aka ignoring mostly everyone and everything and just letting your art be the art, just letting it out each day, following ONLY what you’re guided from within to do, and randomly and chaoticly throwing it at the internet – but it happened because I gradually turned up the dial and EXPECTED it to happen.

Just like I EXPECTED my body to age a certain way – damn well, and backwards! – and so it did, and does.

Just like I EXPECTED I could call in, allow in, a true deep soulmate love connection – and so I did.

Just like I EXPECTED every little and big thing, internal and external, which I see or have or have become or do or AM in my life.

You get what you expect.


The end.

THAT is what being energetically aligned / on the same frequency of, means.

So ‘how’ do you get there, from here?

You MAKE FUCKING SPACE, didn’t we already talk about that?!

How much space? All the space! Until the answers are shown to you and you know it is DONE.

And in that space

You allow yourself to travel

To access the other places and spaces which exist within you

To leave the human for a moment perhaps

And SHIFT in the energetic, the spiritual, yes the quantum, and beyond

You BECOME the version of you who DOES of course already exist in the infinite, the version of you who you SAW on the inside having that stuff, doing thatv stuff, BEING that stuff.

You can’t see or dream of it, if it doesn’t already exist! You know this!

How to become the version of you?

MOSTLY by making space!

Because IN that space you already ARE that version of you, yeah?

So yes –

You can come into the human

And you can PRACTICE, this is ‘how’ I would do it if I stayed only in the physical realm

Practice embodying the energies
Thoughts, feelings
Actions of course
Even physiology and physical being

Of BEING that next level version of you

‘Hack’ your inner and outer world so that by BECOMING it, the results show up automatically, an outcome of who you’ve chosen to be and PRACTICED being

But don’t you see?!

IN the other parts of you – the soul part of you – the higher self – the quantum and beyond – the infinite –

You ARE already that person, you don’t need to practice shit!

You, we, all of us, have just grown up so damn conditioned to exist only in the physical and thinking that that is where shifts and answers lie, thinking that if we utilise only our physical tools and self we then GET somewhere


You are JUST as much energetic, emotional, spiritual, mental and an INFINITE BEING OF LIGHT as what you are physical!

So if you’re primarily USING the physical, or trying to figure shit out there, you are SERIOUSLY handcuffing yourself

You’re operating at SUCH a small percentage of your power

You’re BEING –


And enough is enough.


ENOUGH with looking OUT of you when the answers are IN you, in ALL of you, not just in the flesh and blood you.

BECOME all of who you always were.

Expect higher.

And then let your feet leave the ground and go fucking get it.


Life is Now. Press Play!



TODAY is the very final day to reach out to me about Programmed to Upgrade …


Message me NOW, if this has been or is speaking to you.

Are you coming on this ride with me? Are you ready to run into EVERYTHING you know is still there for you?


It’s time.
You were called.
You are chosen.
Say yes.


Programmed to Upgrade is closing today, or when the final few places fill. 

Is it time to work with me 1:1?? Maybe … but you KNOW you gonna need to be ready, willing and OKAY with letting go of the BS and saying yes to all of you.

Message me now for the full overview.

What if you could become a new person every day, access all new experiences and realities, start each day with a fresh slate, and KNOW, that infinite possibility is available to you now, and also, of course, becoming true?

What if you were not only able to become a new person every day, but a new person each MOMENT, programmed, quite literally, to upgrade, automatically, and the better it got, the better it continued to get, and then keep on getting?

What if you could change your body in the blink of an eye, melt fat with your mind, carve out abs and a tight lean ass and thighs just because you decided to?

What if you REPEATEDLY went against the norms, the expected, the so called rules of behaviour of the world, of life, and even of your own previous self?

What if you actually understood and also LIVED by the reality that your mind is capable of anything, and WHAT if you regularly performed acts of transformation and creation which most would deem impossible, outrageous, mystical, magical, it must be witchcraft, it can’t be, it’s surely WRONG?!

And what if –

You knew that it wasn’t only WRONG, it was 100% fucking RIGHT, and indeed HOW IT WAS ALWAYS MEANT TO BE?

And WHAT if –

You started now



25 Days.
One on One.
You and me.

To quantum leap like you’ve NEVER leapt before.


This will be intense …

And a lil bit scary. But buckle up, because you KNOW you’re ready for it.

SO fucking ready


Programmed to UPGRADE! 


25 Days, 1:1, with Katrina Ruth, to SCREW the Rules, SCREW the Norm, Go So Damn Extra, So Freaking Hot, So Fully SEEN, and Snap Your Future Into the Now So Damn Fast It’d Make Your Head Spin … even as you nod in certainty that of COURSE, this is what was ALWAYS supposed to be ..

Here is what this is about:

You can create, shift or change anything with your mind, you can become a new person each moment, you can PROGRAM yourself to upgrade, and ensure that the better it gets the better it just KEEPS ON GETTING.

You can become stronger each day.

Leaner, fitter, hotter and faster each day.

YOUNGER each day.

More energised, more radiant, more sensual, more magnetic, more desirable and adored and SEEN.

Attract more and more MONEY each day.

And have your soulmate clients … business … lifestyle … and LIFE, simply show up for you, on repeat, with the click of your fingers, the blink of your eyes, and the clack of the back of your ruby red slippers, together.

And now?

I’m going to show you how.

—> message now; doors close today!

In Programmed to Upgrade I want to show you, I want to work with you, I want to kick your ass as you reCODE you, to become, step into, and receive, the following:

Oh and by the way –

Hell to the YES we are talking mystical weird as fuck but PERFECTLY FUCKING NORMAL SHIT.

Normal if you know that TRUE deep magic, and instant transformation and manifestation is normal; that kind of normal 

Seriously though … this is seriously next next NEXT level, and it’s more extra than anything you’ve ever seen or contemplated.



I can’t WORK with you if you’re not a believer

But if you believe

And you always have

And you’re now ready to LIVE into that belief, allow it to FULLY become embodied, real, and true, then, well –

Here is what’s going to happen, when you work with me in Programmed to UPGRADE

A little taste, first, some things which I journaled just now, which are true for ME, and which are my reality, my norm, my now, and what I have ALLOWED:

“I have INCREDIBLE energy
I have the BEST sleep
My sexual experiences just get better and better, and more and more flow
I ALWAYS make money while I sleep (or do anything)
I ALWAYS receive tens of thousands of dollars each day
Money flows to me like a RUSHING RIVER
ALL of this is true NOW
MORE and more is shown to me each and every day and I open myself UP to more and more each and every day
The more money I make, the more money I make
The more on purpose I am, the more on purpose I am
The more I open myself up to mad crazy quantum leaps the more open I become and the bigger and faster the leaps
All things are available, and given to me now
I quantum leap DAILY, with money, with mindset, with energy, with sex, with LOVE, with my body, with every element of my business and life
I am the among the best in the world at reprogramming my mind and manifesting instantly
I am becoming leaner right now as I type
Body fat is melting off me
My abs are being carved out
My legs and butt are smooth, toned, TIGHT, sexy, hot
I look and feel fucking incredible
I stand up tall and proud and I feel HAWT
EVERYTHING is possible and I know this
I practice changing my beliefs and reality daily
I allow myself to quantum leap daily
I allow myself to receive and also give total adoration and love
I am becoming leaner, richer, tighter, hotter, brighter and more lit up as I speak
This is the best moment of my life, and it JUST GETS BETTER FROM HERE

Do you know how available all of this is for you? Do you realise? Do you understand?

It’s what we’re about to do together, as we begin, this journey.

And here is what you will experience, what you will REMEMBER, what you will come back to, because of course NONE of this is new to you. Is it now?

Okay then.

In Programmed to Upgrade I’m going to show you how to step fully into the energy and the reality and the NOW of:

* Receiving money like magic, rivers and rivers of money flowing to you, almost as if from nowhere, more and more each day, all from a place of purpose, passion, and flow, and for the greater good of yourself and of others

* Doing NOTHING for this, nothing at all, YES it sounds ridiculous and once again ‘wrong’, by the NORM, however what this comes back to is trusting and knowing that YOU WILL BE DOING THE WORK YOU’RE MEANT TO DO REGARDLESS, that that is who you ARE, and what this is about is faith based RECEIVING, by virtue of energy, expectation, decision, and vibration. As for what you WILL now be doing … you will being you. All of you. Fully you. Purely for the PURPOSE of being you, and expressing what is meant to come out of you into the world, and baby THAT bitch?

Deserves to get paid, aka deserves to RECEIVE, in ever greater amounts and with ever greater ease and flow and so that is what is gonna get to HAPPEN

* Contracting and expanding time, stepping away from living IN or BOUND by physical time, and instead accessing the reality that all time is available now, and therefore are quite literally able to access all POSSIBILITY now, and so – you will

* Having more and more people find you each day, be drawn to you automatically, through the energy, through your signal, through the collective, and have them desire to give you money (more and more each day) and also DO so

* Instant manifestation in all areas, via accessing other realms / dimensions / worlds, and completing the work and energy shifts in that place, whilst also clearing what needed to be cleared in the physical

* Accessing and also CREATING, now, all things inside of you, fully

* Knowing your own mind, your soul, being deeply and daily connected to what is divined, required, and desirable, by and for you, and also allowing yourself to bring it all to life, SNAP – now

* The best damn sex of your life – magic sex and energetic orgasms on the repeat 


* Immediate access to superflow and pure bliss

* Shifting into instant FAME

* Being fully SEEN, known, desired, and heard, loved and adored by millions … or whatever your aligned desire in this area is

* FULL message and soul / purpose work clarity

* FULL ability to give and receive and be IN love

* Ability to heal and change your body of aches, ailments, energy disruptions and pains, just through decision and choice

* Your soulmate clients coming to YOU and signing YOU up, then loving to pay you upfront and / or with ease, right away

* FULL support, of the most desired and soul aligned and mind-READING kind, in all areas

* Being fully taken care of and treated like a Goddess and a Queen by others

* KNOWLEDGE and certainty that God has your back and you are abundantly taken care of

* Your ideas brought to life INSTANTLY

* Creativity running through you like a tap that you couldn’t turn off if you tried

* SUCCESS elevation as powerful and rapid as a gushing river

* Every day better and better energy and every day dropping deeper and deeper into superflow

* The ability to increase your income (and all receiving) each day | week | month continually, again without DOING anything, simply BEING who you are meant to be

* Continual transformation across all areas, for the greater good and continual rapid ENERGY shifts

* Being lit up and buzzing as your natural state – simultaneously having access even whilst IN the physical / human state to other realms and knowledge wisdom brought down from your own higher self as well as the collective, being able, therefore, to bend time and space and reality at will, even whilst moving through your day

And most of all, and what ALL of this connects into and is about –

Recording your body, mind, income, health, wealth, love, lifestyle, anything, in an instant – clicking your fingers or blinking your eyes and SEEING MAGIC HAPPEN

Becoming the ALREADY AVAILABLE version of you who upgrades automatically, across all areas, where upgrading and becoming the next level you is your habit, and your natural state, as a result of which

* Everything you desire is brought to life, immediately if not sooner
* EVERYTHING you desire and see and feel inside of you is known and acknowledged as already real and true, and you know and understand that all you need to do is choose it
* You can become famous NOW
* Crazy lean and hot NOW
* Sensual and sexy and desired and adored NOW
* Confident, badass, beautiful, owning your fierce feminine divine energy and power, and being a magnet to your soulmate people all around the world NOW
* Receiving of love, adoration, gifts, opportunity, ‘luck’, and INFINITE quantum leaps NOW becomes your daily norm
* You wake up, every day, and you CREATE THE NEW YOU WHILE YOU ALSO LIVE IT


There is more I have to say about it.
CLEARLY this is some next level mystical magical shit, and not for everybody. But for those for whom it IS divined, it’s not fucking mystical at all.

It’s precisely what you’ve always known.

And what you’re now ready to access. 

If that’s you, message me and tell me why it’s you, and we will go from there.

📷 by my 4 year old son Nathan!!

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