I get so annoyed at myself, when I find myself once again looking for answers outside of me; wondering if I shouldn’t just ‘do this one thing’, ‘test out that strategy’, try something different, or new.

It’s such a seduction, a myth, a trap! To imagine that the next level for you can possibly come from anything other than BEING MORE YOU, and doing what you’ve always known you must, going DEEPER with it, going all the way in, until it’s time, eventually, and shown to you, finally, to come out again.

So few will ever get this …

So few will even CONSIDER this …

And sometimes that frustrates me as well! Knowing that my message, the way I let it BE the message and come out however it DOES come out, mostly ramble and non-sensical and chaotic and odd, is for so FEW.

Sometimes I tell myself ‘write something more RELATABLE, get seen more!’

And then I shake it off, shake it off, shake it off, it’s not always EASY, as that seductive voice from NOT within and NOT higher is often tempting me, calling to me, singing at me, like a siren on the rocks, just waiting to DASH the pieces of my soul against them, and cast them away, for good, into the sea.

When I feel pulled outside of me like this, or I find myself frustrated like this, wondering what I’m ‘missing’ in order to elevate further, and faster, wondering if maybe I SHOULDN’T just ‘suck it up’ and do things I don’t reallllllyyyyyy wanna do (such as allow myself to be interviewed by the whole world and its dog, for example, for the purposes of reaching more people), I take pause for a moment – through my journaling, usually – and I ask things like the following:

‘What does my higher self already know about this; what would SHE be doing?’

And –

‘Am I resisting or being lazy? If I were really committed to fame in a worldwide way, I would …?’

I think about this.

WOULD I be trying to get my shit out there everyday, do interviews for example, and ‘present’ myself to the world?

No! Fuck that!

The answer is swift, and firm. It just doesn’t FEEL right, and if there’s one thing I’ve learned for sure from all these years creating what’s inside of me is that time spent pursuing so-called worthwhile endeavours which didn’t FEEL right in the first fucking place is ALWAYS time wasted.

And that the ultimate way to get to where you desire to go and believe you SHOULD is, essentially – keep your damn eyes | mind | soul focused on it, and stay the course. Action ONLY from alignment.

Instead, what WOULD I be doing then?

Again, the answer is swift, and firm.


When in doubt, ALWAYS be more Kat!!

Well, how do I do that; how do YOU do that, for you?

You make space for it. Simple. You push the world away. Simple. Actually you just exit it, in the human / physical / energetically available for others sense, and you allow yourself to go into the place where it is ONLY you, your soul, and certain knowledge about who you truly are, what you must do, and where to begin.

The thing is …

The thing is, this takes great commitment, great courage, great faith. Because what it TAKES is being willing, every single day, to simply BE IN THE SPACE.

Connecting to soul.
Connecting to source.
Connecting to spirit.
Connecting to higher self.
Connecting to God.

Expecting nothing.
And keeping the demands of the world at arms bay, UNTIL SUCH TIME AS IT IS CLEAR YOU ARE READY TO NOW COME OUT OF THE SPACE.

I TRUST, that when I make space – how much space? All the space! – the answers are revealed to me, the way made clear, the ONE thing I must do revealed, creativity goes into the fifth, I become a WHOLE PERSON, for when I stay ONLY in the physical and seek to ‘do’ in order to ‘get’, I am not whole, cannot be, never, it’s not possible.

So, once more, as I dive in, in this morning’s work, I am shown –

With a slight sigh OF the human  –

That the answer, still, as it’s always been, is to go within, to allow SPACE, to be more of me, and also, of course, to simply EXPECT more if I desire more.

‘What would I be doing differently right now, if FULLY and deeply connected to soul, and coming from that place?’

Annoyingly – and perfectly – my higher self mocks me with the answer:

– Hmmm, who knows!! You can’t know in ADVANCE, the answers will ONLY be revealed to you when you make space for them.

How much space? ALL the space! Until it is done.

I test myself out with a different question –

‘What does the 10mm / year version of me have to say about this, what would she know or do differently?’


– She STILL – duh – just follows the flow. She just fucking expects higher than this version of you!!

I KNOW this is true. I KNOW that those – and maybe this is you – who are currently making under 10k / month, or even under 100k, or even under 1k, and feel so NOT seen, wonder how it could possibly be available to you to make millions per year by JUST BEING YOU, and doing the things your soul DEMANDS of you to do, you think that surely you’d have to apply a STRATEGY, get more FANCY, but then – look at me! I did it! I got to millions per year, consistently for years now, without DOING that shit. In fact all STAGNANT or paused or teeth-pulling-like bits were when I WAS trying to do strategy or get fancier or follow a plan, and that was the only reason it took me so long!

So … based on this, I know that even though MY mind feels at times it’s ‘impossible’ for me to get to 10mm, 100mm per year, and beyond, without gettin’ more fancy, my soul laughs at the ridiculousness of this, and reminds me sternly not to entertain such bullshit, unless it’s that I desire to waste time until eventually I come back to what I ALREADY KNOW.

I KNOW the next level for all of us comes as a result of BEING more of us, not being LESS of us or doing things that ‘should’ create an outcome, things which contract us or make us feel shrunken and trapped.

How could THAT make sense?!

And so I say to myself, and I say to you, what DOES your soul say about all of this?

What do you see, when you go into the future, go all the way in, go deep in to where your soul and your deeper self know all things, and wait, patiently or NOT so, for you to see them, and live by them?

I see –

Call it IN more.


And if you desire to be SEEN and KNOWN more and also yes to RECEIVE and be able to GIVE more, than God DAMNIT, when will you learn that the answer is the same as it’s always been – !


And to receiving into the millions, tens of millions, beyond, or whatever it is your soul TELLS you should happen.

I KNOW this is equally YES inside of you as much as it is INFURIATING inside of you (me too, sometimes; yes my message infuriates me at times!!) and your human mind asks but HOWWWWWW Kat, HOW?

The thing is –

Think back – !

EVERYTHING you have created or allowed in thus far, in ALL areas of your life, has come as a product of your expectation elevating.

I would have thought you can’t make millions doing whatever the fuck you want – aka ignoring mostly everyone and everything and just letting your art be the art, just letting it out each day, following ONLY what you’re guided from within to do, and randomly and chaoticly throwing it at the internet – but it happened because I gradually turned up the dial and EXPECTED it to happen.

Just like I EXPECTED my body to age a certain way – damn well, and backwards! – and so it did, and does.

Just like I EXPECTED I could call in, allow in, a true deep soulmate love connection – and so I did.

Just like I EXPECTED every little and big thing, internal and external, which I see or have or have become or do or AM in my life.

You get what you expect.


The end.

THAT is what being energetically aligned / on the same frequency of, means.

So ‘how’ do you get there, from here?

You MAKE FUCKING SPACE, didn’t we already talk about that?!

How much space? All the space! Until the answers are shown to you and you know it is DONE.

And in that space

You allow yourself to travel

To access the other places and spaces which exist within you

To leave the human for a moment perhaps

And SHIFT in the energetic, the spiritual, yes the quantum, and beyond

You BECOME the version of you who DOES of course already exist in the infinite, the version of you who you SAW on the inside having that stuff, doing thatv stuff, BEING that stuff.

You can’t see or dream of it, if it doesn’t already exist! You know this!

How to become the version of you?

MOSTLY by making space!

Because IN that space you already ARE that version of you, yeah?

So yes –

You can come into the human

And you can PRACTICE, this is ‘how’ I would do it if I stayed only in the physical realm

Practice embodying the energies
Thoughts, feelings
Actions of course
Even physiology and physical being

Of BEING that next level version of you

‘Hack’ your inner and outer world so that by BECOMING it, the results show up automatically, an outcome of who you’ve chosen to be and PRACTICED being

But don’t you see?!

IN the other parts of you – the soul part of you – the higher self – the quantum and beyond – the infinite –

You ARE already that person, you don’t need to practice shit!

You, we, all of us, have just grown up so damn conditioned to exist only in the physical and thinking that that is where shifts and answers lie, thinking that if we utilise only our physical tools and self we then GET somewhere


You are JUST as much energetic, emotional, spiritual, mental and an INFINITE BEING OF LIGHT as what you are physical!

So if you’re primarily USING the physical, or trying to figure shit out there, you are SERIOUSLY handcuffing yourself

You’re operating at SUCH a small percentage of your power

You’re BEING –


And enough is enough.


ENOUGH with looking OUT of you when the answers are IN you, in ALL of you, not just in the flesh and blood you.

BECOME all of who you always were.

Expect higher.

And then let your feet leave the ground and go fucking get it.

📷 by my 4 year old son Nathan!!