Purpose

QUITTING THE COMPETE LIFE

Maybe the reason the battle to be good enough is draining you is less about the fact that you’re battle-worn, and more about the reality that you’re trying to compete in a world you don’t care about, which was never for you.

Maybe the reason you find it exhausting, frustrating, relentless, and not in the fun way, to play or stay at the top, is that it’s top of a mountain that is not actually your mountain.

And maybe the reason you can never QUITE seem to get there, you know – to the place where you’re actually winning, on top of it, you DID it, BOOYAH –

is that THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU WANNA DO.

And maybe,

just maybe,

it’s time to admit what it would like to be YOU.

The you who wakes up every day and just –

IS.

The you who vaguely remembers a time when she thought it was about being the best this, or the best that. A time when she was trying to stand out in a sea of … something.

A time when she had not yet simply,

calmly,

dropped in,

to the power truth and badassery of her,

just being her.

But now, she HAS dropped in, she HAS chosen, she IS unapologetically and fully and ONLY her, and honestly?

She finds it kind of difficult to even imagine what it would be like,

to be trying so hard.

Because this you, she opted out of the trying.

She opted out of the working to BE.

And she relaxed into the ‘and this is just how it IS’.

>>> When I let myself be all of me,
the way I came here to be,
no matter how it looks or feels,
the need to compete, or climb, or win, or be the best at ANYTHING,
disappears
and I remember
what it was always supposed to be about.

But do you?

Do you remember what it was supposed to be about, and what you always claimed it WOULD?

Do you remember what has beaten within you the whole damn time?

Do you LIVE for what expands you, lightens and lands with you, makes you PROUD of you, makes you MORE you?

Or do you fall,

day after heart-wrenching day,

for what shrinks you
saddens you
robs you of you
and robs the world of what would have come from you
if you just let yourself
BE you.

The thing with being a soul wanderer
a dreamer
one who sees and knows MORE
and who dances between worlds

is that you were never meant to reach the bit where you try to be enough
or best at
or top of
an industry
a platform
a niche
a people group
even the bestest people group in the world

yet somehow you’ve got yourself stuck at this bit

and day after day your soul wonders –

when will it get to be about me again?

Dreamer.
Wanderer.

Soul led sent from beyond CREATOR. One who was born for MORE.

Make it about you again.

And then get stuck on that.

Or were you hoping to have a better crack at simply saying yes to what you’ve ALWAYS known,

in the next life?

Remember –

Life is Now. Press Play! 

Kat x

PS.

– dreamer. wanderer. soul led creator. One who was born for MORE.

I’m creating my new course, Big $ollar Energy, for the one who always knew she is here for millions,

to make it. To impact them. To create. And to LEAD.

Big $ollar Energy

The Money & Expansion Course for the Soul-Led Wanderer Who KNOWS It’s Time to Go All in on HER,

and Let the Damn Receiving Take Care of Itself. The Way it Was Always Meant to Be.

Which means?

Identifying and releasing everything that gets to go, from the way you’re thinking you need to do shit now, to the purposeless bits of the push or biz that it just don’t need to be about, to the hidden junk in your psyche that gets to go.

>>> It’s not about the do. The push. The win. When who you are when you only go within naturally PLACES you at the top,

but of the right fucking mountain.

The one that was always YOURS.

And then you finally WENT there.

Here’s the thing, for us, about allowing an expanse of RECEIVING.

IT HAPPENS WHEN WE GO TO THE PLACE WHERE IT JUST IS.
And always was.

Class starts LIVE on Monday May 24, however early access + Big $ Energy vibes will open from Monday May 17 in our Telegram chat + join now bonuses are open already!

www.thekatrinaruthshow.com/bigdollarenergy

> it’s time.