Success Mindset

RESISTANCE COMES FROM HERE –

When you think about why you resist so much, why you just can’t seem to ‘even’, why you procrastinate and put off and delay, and then once again go to bed at night feeling shitty with yourself for not being who you PROMISED yourself you would, do you ever stop and get real about why this actually happens?

It’s not because you’re lazy …

It has NOTHING to do with organisation, or your lack thereof …

Your ‘problem’ is not that you’re messy, all over the place, have a million things on your mind and then invariably think of a million more before you bring THOSE to life …

You do NOT need to get your shit together! YOU are perfect just as you are, and the very madness, the mess, the craziness, the mayhem, which you think is your weakness is one of your GREATEST strengths, indeed without it?

We’d probably never see your true art, NOR give a damn.

So embrace the mess!
Embrace the madness!
Embrace the CRRRRAZZZZYYYY, and let it ALL out, let it run free, like the wind, to do as it pleases, and ENJOY THE RUSH THAT YOUR LIFE GETS TO BE!

But if part of the RUSH you seek (thank you very much) is the rush of having done the shit you SAID you’d do (each day, ideally, and ALSO, with ease and just kinda automatically), then there’s something you need to understand.

About resistance.
About avoidance.
And about why you just can’t seem to even MAKE yourself, no matter how much you carrot and stick dat fine ass.

It’s VERY simple –

Your
soul
will
not
ALLOW
you
to
do
jack
shit
until
you
have
done
what
matters.
The
End.

It’s a haiku, except not really, it’s a #KatrinaRuthTruth and one that transcends ALL space and time, and also ALL planning and schemery, no matter how well laid.

Here’s something you need to know about your SOUL baby –

It knows what’s up. It knows what’s RIGHT. It knows what needs to get done. And it is ready to DO it!

It’s rubbings its eager hands together, ready and willing and of COURSE able to do what it takes, no matter what it takes, UNTIL it takes, in order to bring the truth of YOU to life!

But it’s not just that it wants to and it’s willing and it’s damn well wishing and praying and hoping, a lot of the time, while you do your darndest to do every OTHER thing but THE thing never mind BEING the thing!

It’s also –

Your soul is kind of a battleaxe. It has RULES for you. It is absolutely prepared to LAY DOWN THOSE RULES. And, one of those rules is – nup! Sorry! No can do! You’re just not ALLOWED to do shit that matters less –

Until you do the shit that matters most.

Side note: typically, once you start to consistently do the shit which matters most, you find that the shit which matters least never really mattered at all! Often this happens because, once you start doing THE shit, you just keep running out of time to do that OTHER shit. And then eventually you realise that the world did not in fact end, and meanwhile you got rich, successful, on purpose, and free.

Pretty much, that’s how it’s done …

But anyway, the self-protection thing. It IS that, and only that, don’t you see? You have an in-built mechanism in you which simply RANKS HIGHER than the insistent yipping and yapping of your fear mind, the ‘better-be-busy’ self, trying to tell you that you CAN’T do that deeper work right now, you’ve first got to do this, and that, and the other.

Maybe you’re avoiding doing your soul work because it feels scary … or you feel unsure of what it even is … or you’re all caught up in ‘how’ (not realising that how shows itself as a product of ‘I just did it anyway’) … or you’re just having a bad hair day and don’t wanna!

Whatever the reason, when you don’t attend to what you KNOW you’re meant to be, everything else will feel like moving through quicksand.

Gonna avoid doing the art, the messaging, the soul unleashment, trying to tell yourself that later will be just fine?

Go for it! Just, good fucking luck getting anything else done all day.

You may well go through the motions. And even move some shit around, maybe tick a few things off. But you will be SWIMMING in muck the whole way through.

Everything will feel so.slow.moving.

You will resent and want to scratch the face off of most people.

The world itself will appear to be hell-bent on annoying the shit out of you.

And you’ll wonder why on earth you just can’t seem to stop stopping, scrolling, sabotaging, or self-destroying in the smallest of ways –

Ultimately leading to the end of your days,

If you’re not careful.

ALL of this is a by-product of not saying yes to your soul.

THAT’S THE ENTIRE FUCKING STORY.

It’s the same as how we were all born with an innate ‘survival’ totem pole, which makes us AUTOMATICALLY place survival, shelter, sex over other needs and desires.

When those things are taken care of – you then get the ABILITY to even think about, focus on, or action other things. When those things are NOT taken care of, you will not be ABLE to think about, focus on, or action other things.

You can try.

It will get you nowhere.

FAST.

Same with your soul work.

You can give your life for PUSHING through SO much heaviness, resistance, contraction, trying so damn hard to be the person who does the work, and gets the prize, continually beaten down, shrunken, exhausted, the cost of ANYthing gained almost too great to bear –

And meanwhile going to bed EVERY night feeling as though you STILL GOT NOWHERE, and you’re just not FEELING what you need to be feeling.

Or you can say THAT’S ENOUGH NOW.

Turn away from EVERYTHING.

And turn in.

Finally LISTEN.

And then do what you know you must –

The stuff which is the ONLY stuff which can ever get you ANY place that matters.

Because how do you ever expect to get anywhere you care about?

If you refuse to give your life for what you care about?

And for what it’s meant to be about.

Just something to think about, as you consider –

 

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