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I love the feel of discontent and disconnect in the morning, don’t you?

That annoying and frustrating vibe of, hmmm … something is wrong. Or at least not RIGHT. Something is OFF. I feel … grumpy. Some piece of me is aching and complaining when it has no good reason to be. There’s a slight sense of … my hands feel tied right now, and not in a fun late-night-ish sort of way.

It’s irritating, it’s infuriating, I don’t like it, I just want to get back to flow, and it’s particularly annoying when there’s no immediately obvious reason why alignment just ain’t showin’ up.

of course,
it’s absolutely fucking perfect to feel this way, not to mention INCREDIBLY useful.

So, yes, as odd as it sounds, what I’ve learned, what I’ve trained myself to know and to feel is to LOVE the feel of discontent and disconnect in the morning.

What a powerful opportunity to drop deeper into soul, deeper into certainty, deeper into the little nooks and crannies of my higher self I’ve perhaps been avoiding, deeper, as a result of all of this, of course, into FLOW.

You know how a lot of people who have, let’s say, a grade school understanding of manifestation, believe that they shouldn’t focus on the things they don’t want, in case they accidentally manifest them?

Well, this is some straight up hogwash that, if you’ve been buying into it, you definitely wanna shift past TODAY, because here is what I believe and know for sure –

The monsters under the bed are NOT real, and it’s by peering at them that you take their power away, and you go to the next level like WOAH.

People want to know all the time how it is I have the level of mindset that I do, there’s a way my mind works now, for years now, in which it is very clear I am PROGRAMMED TO UPGRADE, programmed for success, the better I get the better I get and KEEP ON GETTING … how it is I just always KNOW, what to say, how to shift it, how to flip into gratitude and with it, always, flow.


Because I truly believe that every situation, every uncomfortable feeling, every thing which scares or ‘throws’ us, comes along for our growth and good, and I have TRAINED myself, rather than to react distressed, or grumpy, or freaked the fuck out, to verrrrry quickly come into curiosity, and wonder, and simply, to ask –

Why has this come along today?

And –

What is it you’re here to show me?

Of course I am not always right on the ball with this, of course there’s shit that gets to me at times, of course I also lash out and act as the NOT conscious version of me at times. The little ‘human as fuck’ moments are still there

But mostly … mostly, and certainly QUICKLY … I find it useful to assume that everything really IS happening for my growth and my good, and so the sooner I put my own emotion or ‘woe-is-me’ shit aside and go LOOKING for that, the sooner I inevitably find it.

And I might write, as I did just now this morning, for example, something like this, in order to explore –

‘What do I actually need right now?’

‘What am I feeling angry or resentful about?’ (jaw was aching – jaw / throat stuff is communication, anger, resentment, frustration)

‘What do I feel not aligned with right now?’

Nothing was forthcoming, and so I just continued to observe –

‘Something is annoying me … hmm … I feel a little as though … my hands are tied … WHAT is it I’m avoiding or not allowing myself to do?’

These feel like funny questions to ask myself, because, quite frankly, I do what I want all day and only what I want, and I am EXPERT status and then some at following soul desire!

Unlike the me of 10 years ago, or even 5, and unlike a lot of entrepreneurs who are caught up in DOING, and wouldn’t know it’s okay to honour soul all day err day if God himself came down and told them, ALL I do is follow soul desire.

My days are filled with unleashing my purpose work, doing my inner work, a LOT of body work, lots of rest, plenty of fun and play, lots of love and connection with the people I most adore, working with soulmate clients or creating content FROM the soul for my programs, being supported by my soulmate team, etc, etc! And the way I DO all of that is ALSO simply responsive to flow, and what shows itself to be ‘right’ in the moment.


In fact, the more and the faster you learn to SAY YES TO SOUL and fuck the ‘rules’ or ‘shoulds’ about how you think you need to be showing up, the more you will be REWARDED with a flow of abundance and receiving and bliss the likes of which you can probably not even really imagine right now!

But coming back to where all this started – what in the actual FUCK do I have to not feel in flow about, or aligned with, why could I possibly have reason to feel discontent or disconnected this morning, when I’m here in Bali with one of my favourite people in the world, doing my favourite shit I like to be doing, and literally zero things ahead of me that I feel any sense of not WANTING to do?

Some would say … people who don’t get what continual GROWTH is about would say … get over it, and get on with it. Or, perhaps, that ‘that’s just life’, some days you just don’t feel it.

Cool cool, I get that. I may even say that sort of shit from time to time, if it feels like the aligned answer from within!

But mostly what I’ve found is … when a whisper or a nudge or a frowny-face comes up from within, LISTEN.

No, you don’t have to make it into a big deal.

And no, there doesn’t have to be any idea that you MUST shift it, in order to enjoy your day / week / life!

In fact, one of the simplest ways to shift it is just to SURRENDER, and to decide that, while you will tune in and see whatever there is to be seen, and then of course take action accordingly, you will also allow what IS to BE.

If today is a less-than-flow day, and no answers present themselves to me, so be it.

It is what it is and that’s all it is, and also, of course, as with all things – THIS TOO SHALL PASS.

But what if … what if … WHAT if … this feeling, this ‘meh’, this ‘I’m not in the zone’ shit, if we simply remove emotion and get curious about it, could show us even an 0.001% shift we could get to make, or new space to turn towards, or new place to investigate inside our soul?

What if there was just one teeny tiny thing that came up, from asking and looking, that it turns out I’d NOT been addressing, or being truthful with myself about?

And what if that little shift – 

Those little shifts – 

Those eensy-weency 0.001% adjustments – 

Made daily – 

Without attachment – 

Without expectation – 

Whilst also expecting and KNOWING, of course, that THIS IS THE WORK WHICH WORKS – 

Well, what if those little moves made, which most would deem not relevant, not worth it, or they’d label you as being obsessive, relentless, unable to accept reality, etc, what if those little moves – 

Daily over time – 

Added up to a life of full-colour soul fucking alignment?

Here is the thing about alignment – 

You are never on course.

You’re never just ‘locked in’ so you can set and forget.

For a plane to stay on course it must continually be adjusting, by the smallest little little bit, from where it has shifted OFF course.

Ever off course.

Ever returning to course.

Is how you end up at the destination you’ve been focusing your sights on.

People often ask me … ‘how do you do all of that, create all of that, live like that, and how do you just KNOW all this stuff?’

Well, because I recognised a long while ago that without continually adjusting back on course I always ended up off.

And I decided that my daily focus, first and foremost, would be returning to course rather than wandering further off.

You either accept the gradual decline, and the gradual furthered disconnect from your true path –

Or you refuse to allow any such thing.

Don’t kid yourself that there’s an in between option. If you’re not choosing alignment you ARE choosing to shift off course.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x


Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”



Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,


And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,



Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.


With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –


Starting January 18th!


The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –


For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:



All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.


Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.