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“THANK YOU GOD FOR BRINGING ME TO MY KNEES”

When you show up in your human AF state, refusing to listen to God or soul and make your centre what it should be, insistent that ‘I know best’, resistant to surrender to Him, to surrender to soul and let yourself be led, don’t be surprised if you find yourself struck down, on your knees, once again on the floor crying and wondering how you didn’t see that coming.

I had something happen this week which, in one fell swoop, shattered my cocky ‘I, the human AF me, am in charge of my own life’ refusal to put God first. Refusal? Hmmm, not that exactly, more like a ‘can I really trust?’ sort of thing.

Can I really trust God, that if I let go and hand this area of my life over to you, that my needs and desires will be met? I don’t know! I don’t know if I can trust in that, if I am willing to hand over the reigns in that area! I get that you are all powerful and want and also KNOW the best for me, but maybe, hmmm, maybe I’ll just get this one myself, yeah?

What’s funny is, I felt God watching and waiting, arms crossed patiently, tapping one finger against the opposite elbow and giving me a look which reminds me of my Grandfather, something like – “Okay then child. Let’s see how that plays out for you. I’ll be right here, still waiting, still loving, always ready, when it all comes crashing down”.

The thing is, whether you wanna put God in the conversation or no, when we try to do things only in our human ‘me me me, ME is in charge, ME knows what to do, ME has the answers to all things, WATCH ME RUN MY LIFE ALL BY MYSELF’ state, not only do we sound like particularly amusing 3 year-olds who think we know what’s up, and it’s kinda cute, but also?

WE LITERALLY BLOCK OFF OUR ABILITY TO ACCESS RECEIVE OR BE GIVEN THE ACTUAL EVERYTHING THAT WAS IN STORE FOR US.

Operating purely in the physical like this, on a God AND an energetic AND a science level (and YES by the way, all these things go together, in fact Science was FOUNDED on Christianity, via amazing men like Galileo and others of his era), reduces our ability to download and access creativity, magic, flow, and literal INFORMATION by over 99%.

It’s like having a wide open damn, water gushing, abundance infinite –

And then closing it off so only a mere trickle comes through.

You’ve experienced this, you know this, you’ve seen what your life is like when you let go and let FLOW, when you stop trying to DO or FORCE or PUSH or THINK your way to success.

So yes.

I felt God waiting.

I knew that even if what I thought was playing out WOULD play out as the thing, that I’d kinda already (not kinda lol) got the ball rolling the wrong way by having God in the conversation as a side note rather than as centric.

“Oh hey God – I’m over here deciding that I know best, you’re cool with that right, can you get on board with this sitch over here? K thanks, bye”.

Haha.

I love all of this.

I LOVE that I was brought to my knees this week. Humbled. Shattered. Sad and deflated and contracted and ‘wtf-ing’ all over the place for a MINUTE.

And then, within minutes, able to OH so clearly see –

“Oh. 

Oh yes.

OF COURSE.

THANK YOU”.

And this morning I got up, feel sad, but feeling FULL acceptance, and also IMMEDIATE readiness for what is next.

One thing I am very proud of myself about, is that over this past year, or perhaps even past 6 months, I have become DAMN good at turning my back in a split second THE split second I recognise and admit that a thing is not aligned.

I just don’t bullshit myself the way I used to.

I’m talking about my personal life right now, but on a not-so-side-note, wanna know how I make millions each year in my online biz, doing exactly what I want and being fully me, all purpose led?

^^^ that.

I stopped bullshitting myself years ago in business, and I got really damn good at INSTANTLY walking away from not-fuck-yes, and at relentlessly pursuing and holding space and belief for that I get to have it all, on my terms.

Some areas of our lives we hold out longer yeah?

It’s okay.

God has always got us.

Soul is always waiting.

WE GET A FRESH SLATE ANY DAMN TIME WE CHOOSE IT.

This morning as all of this was reminded to me, I sat and wrote, journaled, ADMITTED, and released –

“My peace is found in God, in me. I find it WITHIN me, from finding it in God.

I surrender in this area now God.

I hand it over.

I’m sorry.

I will let you lead.

I will let you show me the way.

I now fully shift my focus.

God first.”

And I acknowledge –

“That was the last piece I had to let go of. Okay, sure, and then there will always be more, of course.

THERE WILL NEVER STOP BEING MORE TO LET GO OF!

Thank you thank you thank you, Amen.”

And finally –

“What are you directing me towards?”

Maybe you want to roll your eyes at the idea of not being in control of your own life, at my suggestion that this is not a good idea, at the concept of handing anything let alone everything over to God.

Okay, cool. Do what you like. That’s the whole point. You are ALWAYS allowed to do what you want.

Just don’t be surprised when it INEVITABLY all comes crashing down and you don’t GET what you want, or – perhaps worse still – you do. And then OH.

Like I said, with or without putting GOD in the conversation, life without surrender does not WORK.

We know this.

At some point perhaps you desire to TRUST in this.

At some point perhaps you will stop fuming about things not working, or letting it cause you to feel sad or mad or bad or ‘why me’ for more than a human second, and instead you will pause.

Tune in.

And say OHHHHH –

Okay THANK YOU God. Thank you SOUL. Thank you LIFE.

For affording me the lessons I clearly still need.

For BREAKING me and bringing me to my knees in order to help me finally admit where I was off my true path.

And where I am now willing to let go, and let you.

To put God, soul, Higher Self at the centre, but ALWAYS.

Yes, it’s gonna be scary.

Yes, it feels annoying sometimes! Why do I always have to freakin’ trust! And why is what I want not here yet?! Maybe I can ‘make’ it be here! I’m sick of waiting!

But,

Maybe you still GET to practice patience.

Maybe you still GET to get your path fully on path, and yourself centred in what must BE at the centre.

And maybe if you actually wanna speed shit up it might be time to admit that!

To admit that while surrender feels worrisome, like it’s gonna mean you don’t get what you want and feel you need, it is ACTUALLY the fast track.

What if this whole entire damn time –

God was the fast-track?

Just something to think about.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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