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Success Mindset

THE KILLING OF THE CREATIVE FEMININE

Oh honey, don’t you know –

You shouldn’t say that, men don’t like that, other women won’t like that, you’ll get a name for yourself, don’t DO that, now shush, and go, quietly, back to your work.

Oh little girl, what did you say?

That’s funny, that’s cute, that’s sweet, just be careful though, and remember – if you show too much of your soul, somebody might take it from you, so best, really, not to, and look –

Let me show you how to be like the others, how it’s done, and then, you are safe.

Oh child, with your magic, and your lightness, and your dreams, and your fairy-tale way of seeing the world –

No (said with a slightly patronising smile, and a tilt of the head) –

Art isn’t learning.

Art is just for fun!

You can do that when you’ve finished your lessons child, now back, to the things that matter, and away, from the things that call you, because don’t you realise, didn’t they tell you the rules?

If you want to do it –
If it’s calling you –
If it feels like FUN – !

That means it’s wasteful of time, and of energy, and not what a GOOD girl does, and you might be able to do just a little of it as a luxury when you have done the things you MUST but only, of course –

If you colour between the lines.

Just like us.
Just like us.
Just like us.
And the way we were shown, so that, nobody can see our heart, but more still than that – 

So that we ourselves don’t see our heart or worse still –

Know her.

Oh darling, yes, I know you were born with the knowledge of the ages deep inside of you, with wisdom running through you just as thick as the blood in your veins, with the mysteries of the collective ALWAYS just accessible, and I know that when you were young you did things, you knew things, you SAW things, and magic, was normal.

Visions would come to you.
Dreams.
Visitations, also.
And you’d travel –
In your heart
In your soul
In your spirit
Far away
To places where you’d create other worlds, and dance in them, and see EVERYTHING that was to come laid out before you, and you ALWAYS knew –
Exactly what to do
And exactly how to do it

There was never a question
There was never a doubt
You
Were
Magic

AND SO LIFE WAS

I know this. I remember this time too, but didn’t you learn?

This was the way we thought before we were told how to think. What is allowed. What to talk about. And what to lock away. Ever so tightly. And then tigheter still. Until eventually we forget –

It was ever there.

Don’t TELL people you can do that, don’t SHOW them you know that, and for God’s sakes – !

Keep your mouth shut about the worlds between worlds and the layers you can see even right now in this moment –

As you look around –

The physical just one representation of what you’re currently IN.

And when you do your art –

As I know you inevitably WILL, for, as much as they tried to tell us that that is not what a GOOD girl does, it crept out, it snuck out, around the edges, we tried to quiet it and keep it down, we TRIED to conform, but there was always just a LITTLE bit of crazy popping out, and eventually a bit more, and soon enough we just COULDN’T hold it back, and so it came out –

But how did it come out?

When you do your art –

You can breathe the SMALLEST bit again, because finally you’re DOING the damn thing, but really –

It’s EVER so careful
It’s EVER so safe
And look – !

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL JOB YOU DID OF COLOURING IN THE LINES BABY GIRL!

And with a pat on the head and a smile, they send you on your way, YOU send yourself on your way, and you feel –

Something.

Something.

Something.

The feeling of just barely TOUCHING your own soul coupled with the ANGUISH of letting it languish and die.

What a very interesting feeling …

What a very interesting way to live your life.

As you dance and play and write and create and PRETEND you’re doing what you came here to do when the whole entire time you’re still just that child –

Waiting for a gold fucking star and hoping you did it right.

KNOWING that if you let what was really inside of you out it would horrify | fascinate | magnetize | appall, but MOST of all it would LIGHT YOU UP WITH THE POWER THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE, and maybe –

Just maybe –

You’re not ready to be all that you are.

They tried to kill us.
They tried to keep us down.
They told us how to be safe.
They told us the RIGHT way.
The mocked our art, and made it small, made it a task for ‘after the real work’, for ‘fun’, and of course if it’s fun it can’t be real, it can’t be life.

We can get angry at them …
We can feel betrayed …
We can scream and shout …

But don’t forget –

Somewhere along the way –

We let them.

And somewhere along the way –

We REALISED this was wrong, and then?

We kept.fucking.letting them!

Your curiosity will kill you.
Your art makes you a crazy one, unsafe, not fit for normal society.
If you bare your soul you’ll get hurt.
Accessing your feminine WILES is dangerous.
Hide your sensuality.
Push your truth down.
And for the love of God –
DON’T SHOW THE WILD.

There you go –

Good girl –

You’re doing it right –

You’re just like us –

You
Look
Perfect

And now we lay you down to rest

Preserved and pretty and just the way we always wanted you to be

Another lifeless clone of the rest of us

And the worst part of all is maybe not even that you never lived your God damn life, the WORST part of all is that you allowed yourself to be an example for women to come –

Of how to not be who you always were.

But well done …

You didn’t go out of a single line!

You get TEN gold stars.

And one soulless life.

Maybe you were gonna be somebody
Maybe you were gonna tear shit up
Maybe you had something BRILLIANT in its strength and power and RAW and wild

It doesn’t really matter

It was all just a game of make believe anyway

And look – !

This is what you chose.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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