THE SINGLE MOST TRANSFORMATIVE SHIFT OF MY LIFE
The single biggest and most transformative shift I’ve experienced in my entire life has been something I’ve known the ENTIRE fucking time (and definitely utilised as well; a LOT!), but really only GOT and REALISED I could use, in the last 12 months or so.
Can you guess what it is?
This is the thing which lets it be EASY …
It’s the thing which lets it flow …
It’s the thing which makes it SO fun …
It’s also the thing which gives you back ALLLLLL the time –
ALLLLL the space –
ALLLLL the freedom –
Maybe even your entire fucking life! Depending upon how much of it you’ve been PAYING right now, in exchange for, well – what? The hope and dream that if you do it right, join the dots, just like this, OMG, let me make sure I DON’T SCREW IT UP OR … OR … OR … OR I’M GONNA F.A.I.L AND EVERYBODY WILL HATE ME …
Yeah.
That.
I KNOW you do that!
And here is what else I know, for SHIZZLE:
Deep down inside, you know that it doesn’t have to be this way.
You know.
You KNOW that there’s a way where you can just tune in, listen in, create from within, and never again have to do a single fucking thing which doesn’t FEEL amazing.
You know this.
You KNOW.
Every day, as you go about the push, the grind, the joining of the fucking dots, the doing it this way, oh, no, that way now, okay! As you make lists upon lists and continually peer over your shoulder to see what every other motherfucker is doing and PROBABLY YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY DO THAT TOO, as you go to bed once again exhausted, mind racing, feeling like, well, I did SOMETHING, but where is this even GOING, you KNOW –
Don’t you?
That you’re chasing your own tail.
You’re running round like Chicken Little thinking the damn sky is falling in.
You’re cuttin’ away at tree after tree with the rustiest fucking axe in the WORLD, and you KNOW this, and yet you continue on –
Stuck in a paradigm that says if I DO more, if I show UP more, if I tick more shit off, if my stuff LOOKS good and I do it right and I do it like THEM, if I can just get ahead, if I can just keep up, if I can just somehow keep on TRICKING the Universe into thinking I’m good enough, if I can just somehow REPLICATE what I did that ONE time, if I can just SUSTAIN this, but oh GOD I know I can’t sustain it ’cause maybe I’m not good enough at ALL, after all, and everybody is gonna find out and besides which –
FAAARRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
– I REALLY just don’t know if I can keep GOING like this
Oh yeah.
I KNOW you baby.
I know the things you do! I know the ENDLESS things you tell yourself you gotta do. I know how it never ends, it feels as though it never will, you have NO fucking idea what you’re even doing half the time and you are literally living in fear AND adrenalin overload and yet you JUST.KEEP.GOING.
Oh yes.
These are the things I KNOW, about being driven to have it all and having somehow along the way embraced the idea that HAVING it all means DOING it all (forever! and never stop! And as more time passes do MORE! or else!) … even though the REAL fucking truth is that you DO FUCKING KNOW –
That you’re a MORON
(in the nicest and most self-loving possible way!)
That if you just TOOK a breath
That if you just pressed PAUSE for a second (no, not always play!)
That if you just CHOSE to have faith that you can act FROM faith and intuition
That if you just shut the fuck up and LISTENED (to your own self)
That actually?
The one
true
thing
the ONLY thing
for each day
each hour
each moment
and indeed
your entire fucking life
would be revealed to you
AS IT ALWAYS ACTUALLY IS.
IN FACT.
WHEN YOU ASK.
AND WHEN YOU TRUST.
you know
You KNOW
That the answers have ONLY ever been in one place, that it’s the same place you’ve reached to a million times in your life when you just got to a point where you didn’t even GIVE a fuck anymore, and you just knew you wanted THAT result, NOW, on your terms, and YOU DIDN’T CARE HOW it was just gon’ be DONE.
And then?
Well then.
It fucking happened, DIDN’T it.
And there was no how.
Not a single dot was joined.
In fact when you look back … if somebody were to ask how you DID do that … the best answer you could come up with is, hmm, well, ACTUALLY –
I just decided.
Do you want to know what else happened in that moment, for SURE?
(you know this as well.
but sometimes it’s nice to have your truth confirmed. yes? yes!)
—–> BIG REVEAL AHEAD —–>
YOU FOLLOWED YOUR SOUL’S DESIRES.
DIDN’T you?
You did what you were fucking told to do.
DIDN’T you?
You listened to intuition and flow.
DIDN’T you.
That’s all.
That’s all.
THAT IS ALL IT’S EVER BEEN.
So, yes, well –
I was going to tell you about a shift.
The BIGGEST shift.
The most TRANSFORMATIVE shift.
Which I have EVER experienced!
Which has taken me from “I get all the results because I do the fuckin’ work and I work harder than ERR’BODY BEATCH” (still fun and always will still be part of me by the way!) to – well
ACTUALLY
I do what I fucking want
I am Katrina Fucking Ruth and I do what I WANT
beatch 
SO THERE
But anyway, the POINT is … you SHOULD GET TO DO WHAT YOU WANT
And make millions
And be hot as fuck with abs
And live the life you want
And have it alllllll baby, especially ALLLLLL the fun
Or, whatever it is you want, if you don’t want those things!
Wanna know how?? The shift!
LISTEN TO YOUR SOUL’S DESIRES
Then follow ’em
THAT’S ALL
Of course –
For this to work –
I DO understand –
It’s going to take trust
It’s going to take faith
It’s going to take surrender
It’s going to take some pretty damn definite underlying beliefs about HOW LIFE WORKS (aka always for YOU!)
It’s going to take letting the fuck go
And it’s going to take acting FROM all of those places, now, EVEN THOUGH IT’S MOTHERFUCKING SCARY AND WHAT IF YOU GET IT WRONG
Thing is …
You can’t screw up at being you.
You were BORN with the blueprint you need to have and be and do all the things.
YOU DO KNOW THIS.
Only question is …
Will this be the year you live this?
Either way is fine.
Either way you’ll move forward.
Either way YOU will succeed.
It’s who you are. We know this!
It’s just whether you wanna do it in the push paradigm or the flow fun ease one?
Join me in the latter??
Up to you!
But I gotta tell you … not only DOES it work, but it ALWAYS works, it is impossible for it to NOT work, and also it works like a gazillionX better than the other way.
That’s all.
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