Would you be willing to talk about something that most don’t even dare think about with me?

Would you be willing to open up to pure magic, to reckless endangerment of your construct of the physical, and even what it means to be human?

Would you be willing to let go –

And finally drop into pure flow?

Would you be willing to shed the constructs of your very IDENTITY, and what and whom you with such deep commitment believe and purport yourself to be?

Would you be willing to drop the ENTIRE motherfucking story, and return with me –

To soul?

And with it –

To the other places, the other spaces, the ones between and beneath and all around THESE ones, the ones you’ve always known are there and for long enough now,

Have hidden from

Run from

Made ‘not important’, or ‘for another time’, but yet which you can no longer deny –

Call you home.

A simple mantra thrumming strong in your soul:

It’s time.
It’s time.
It’s time.
RETURN to me.
It’s time.

Yesterday I took a small group of my private clients, in my 25-Day 1:1 intensive, ‘Programmed to Upgrade’, on a brief trip to another realm.

It feels scary to me to say this …

It felt scary to me before I began the live training which led to this happening …

In fact, I felt so filled with fear and self-doubt and ‘who the hell am I!’, that I VERY nearly tried to cancel the training on my clients. Haha. I stood in my kitchen for minutes instead of going live, wondering to myself what would be a good enough reason to cancel it, re-book for another night.


I don’t prepare my trainings … not for ANY of my programs, and certainly not for THIS one, which is all around the quantum, the 5th dimension, other realms and places, contracting and expanding time as well as all other so-called constructs of reality, and being, ultimately, who you’ve always known you are.



I was almost shaking, thinking that finally I’ve gone too far. What the HELL was I thinking, why should I be teaching on this shit, why did I decide to?!

The answer came through clearly, and firmly –

“You didn’t decide to.

You were told to. It was downloaded to you. You know this.”

I did know that.
No getting out of it.

And with it, as I knew that of course I WOULD now go live, a final word came to me –

Just press freakin’ play, and TRUST.

I was shaky as I began the training …

Rambly …

I told the story I’ve just told, and led my clients into a small commitment around ALL of us, including me, being open to what was being co-created here, and to what needed to be shown, and received.

I shared a little of my story of always knowing that I had these powers, knowing how strong the call upon my life was, and yet how I had run from it, hidden from it, made it bad or wrong, and then ultimately of course RETURNED to it, drawn in, not even a choice, but simply ‘I couldn’t NOT’.

Perhaps you feel the same way, as you’re drawn to read this message today? Perhaps you feel that pull, that magnetic whisper, that nudge, that HURRY THE FUCK UP demand of your soul, telling you –

Come home.
Come home.
Come home.

It’s time.

After I had shared the story, and spoken a little of what we were joining together for, I’m not sure what happened or when it happened, but all of a sudden, IT happened.

Don’t you just love … how when you trust … when you surrender the idea of it ‘having’ to be anything, as I had surrendered the idea of this message for my clients being anything; I’d allowed even that it might be TERRIBLE … and then you make space and just BE in the space … the magic comes?

Superflow baby, but more than that –

We slip slip slipped away.

I was led to guide my clients on a visual meditation, it came through me and from me but certainly not of me, I could observe myself in the human and I noted how clear I was on the guidance, obviously I’d led this exercise and used these visuals a thousand times by the sounds of it!

But no –

Never before.

Not once.

At least not in this place 

And nor did I have ANY idea that this was going to come through.

It’s always the way …

I was simply allowing mySELF to be guided, allowing the message to come through, painting the picture, and guiding the souls who had opened themselves up to receiving through and with me, and as I did –

Away we slipped.

It happened, as it often does, as a WHOOSH. You can feel it. It’s sort of … slow at first, but you’re aware you’re being pulled in, like being pulled through the looking glass, or dropping out of the back of the wardrobe, it’s an awareness of oh – ! Something is about to happen! Where am I going and who am I even and AM I at all real?!

And then suddenly, eyes wide open, there you are –

You transported.

I’ve never before done it so directly WITH others though.

We weren’t gone for very long … if you’re measuring in the physical realm that is … but we were certainly gone for long enough to experience an energetic shift the likes of which changes you, for the rest of your life, and with it, a very clear outcome occurred for each person there.


I’d had no idea this would happen
I didn’t even set the INTENTION it would happen
I didn’t ask for it to happen!

But yet it was clear to everyone –

Your soul just got re-set back to total alignment, and purity.

The ENTIRE fucking construct of who you’ve made yourself to be fell away, the veil was lifted, and now suddenly you SEE just how damn powerful you always were and how you are RIGHT NOW IN THIS MOMENT a completely blank slate –

And you get to choose.

A few people commented on how odd they felt, how ‘not there’, and the messages around that have continued today.

“Well, of course”, I said – 

“You do realise we just astral traveled together?”

And now, as we continue this work, we get to UNDERSTAND that better, and I’ll speak more of what it is, and the non-how of it, but really –

What is there to understand?

In that moment, as we drew our time together to a close, there was nothing else needed, to know or to understand, but one thing was quite clear –


I asked each participant to allow themselves time and space to sit, to be still, to go within, even if they had something that they had to get to, to stay in that place of just SITTING, internally.

Nothing you need to do …

But always of course at some point, action to take.

For how long do you sit, I wondered aloud on behalf of everyone –

Why, isn’t it obvious? Until you are clearly shown you need not sit anymore.

You sit until the sitting is complete.

Just as you write until the writing is complete.

Or make love until that’s complete

Today, I was drawn as I often am, to follow ONLY the flow of the day. Okay, let’s be honest – ! I always and only follow the flow of the day 

One of my favourite things to do, is to take an hour to sit in the infrared sauna in the middle of my day. Often I write my blog in there, sometimes I masturbate (#duh), sometimes I reply to messages, or I read, and sometimes – as in today –

I just sit.

And wait.

And BE.

Conscious of all there is to do, in the physical, all that is pressing upon me, if I allow it to.

I haven’t written my blog yet and I’ve so many client messages from yesterday I didn’t look at and I said I’d do this and that and OMG – ! I’m so busy!

And then I remind myself –

Busy is a choice.
Time works for ME, not the other way around.
I expand that shit on the daily, today is no different.
And as for so much to do in the physical?! Meh – 

I’ll just exit the physical for now then, just as we did last night, and I’ll go to the other places and spaces, and allow, IN that, the work in the physical to take care of itself.

Instant manifestation is just a simple product of doing whatever work needs doing in other realms and then returning to the HUMAN now, y’know?

Typically I find that the more I think is required of me in the physical, the more I need to leave it for a moment, and remind myself of who I am, and where I came from.

The more I think I must rush around! And do all the things! The more I need to slow down –

Pause –

Do nothing –

And just SIT.

Waiting for the message to be shown to me. Making SPACE for the guidance. Allowing what IS, to be.

And trusting and knowing that when I simply do life from soul this way, follow and trust as I’m directed to this way, sooner or later, just as I feel happening again right now –

I slip slip slip away, and whoosh – ! There I just went.

It’s easy to wonder how somebody like me makes it look so effortless, so flow, so fun, how she ‘does it all’.

Well, what if you just remembered that the physical is only one little piece of who you are.

And what if you just turned on the damn light.

Here we are.

We’re all around.

Not where THEY would ever know to look for us.

But where you have always known your truth lies.

And where now, perhaps, finally –

It’s time to come back to.

We’re waiting for you.

It’s time.

Come home.

You can create, shift or change anything with your mind, you can become a new person each moment, you can PROGRAM yourself to upgrade, and ensure that the better it gets the better it just KEEPS ON GETTING.

You can become stronger each day.

Leaner, fitter, hotter and faster each day.

YOUNGER each day.

More energised, more radiant, more sensual, more magnetic, more desirable and adored and SEEN.

Attract more and more MONEY each day.

And have your soulmate clients … business … lifestyle … and LIFE, simply show up for you, on repeat, with the click of your fingers, the blink of your eyes, and the clack of the back of your ruby red slippers, together.

And now?

I’m going to show you how.