Purpose

AND THEN YOU JUST.FUCKING.CHOSE.

You already know how it was that you got to the place you’re hoping to go, there’s not a single place, not a single ‘level’, not a single vision, not even the smallest whisper of what could be which you don’t have written inside of you,

and just waiting for the bit of it all when YOU wanna show up.

Picture it like this –

The soul you.

That ‘next’ you.

That higher self and beyond you.

That you who is doin’ the thing of bein’ the EVERYTHING you wish and hope to one day attain –

SHE is already over there somewhere, waiting.

She exists.

She is complete.

She lives and breathes.

And she is impatient and frustrated AF because the only thing stopping her from actually going out into the world and being EXPRESSED in her beingness is –

you!

YOU refuse to just go and meet her, become one with her, integrate into her, and say yes to the fact that you already get to do life THAT way.

Because you’re busy playing out an entire different paradigm of life which, for some God forsaken reason, you think you have to maze your way through and hope to be lucky or skilled enough to come out the other side of and graduate into your one day life.

The God forsaken reason being, of course, that they told you this is how it is.

You accepted that this is how it is.

And so you continue to perpetuate the belief and thus reality that this is how it is!

So she sits.

That YOU of the future who could play in the now, and gift all of us, if only you’d let her.

And she waits.

And she is frustrated, over it.

But also compassionate, because ultimately?

She gets it.

She gets that you’re not ready.

That a part of you deep down ABSOLUTELY knows you could just choose to be it, become it, have it, all of it.

But that you need to first dance a lil more with your fears.

Pursue your what ifs.

And work with that struggle and push story a little longer.

So she smiles.

And she waits.

Rolls her eyes.

And she waits.

Wishes and wonders.

And she waits.

Is THERE for you the whole time, nowhere else for her to go –

as she waits.

Waiting for the day when you will have had enough,

when you decide you’ve done enough,

when it hits you that you always were enough,

when something happens and you scream THAT’S enough

or when life has had enough of you and spits you forward at her in messy dramatic glory

or,

(and we’d rather not speak of this yet we must)

the day when you say goodbye to this life,

never having become one with her

never having let her express beyond her being

because you never let enough be enough

and that alone was the actual thing, the ONLY thing which was NOT enough

because in the end

and through it all

and with her and it ALWAYS there for you, your LIFE always there for you just waiting for you to say yes to and walk into,

you still had to choose

you still had to choose

you still had to choose

And so, picture this –

you just fucking choose.

Today.

No more questions.

No more what ifs.

No ‘I gotta or I should’.

You just get up,

today,

and you turn in the complete opposite direction of where you normally go and who and what you usually be,

and you just calmly walk into the THIS IS NOW MY LIFE,

of what ALWAYS ALWAYS WAS.

Because finally,

you dropped the world away,

and you just.fucking.chose.

Remember –

Life is Now. Press Play! 

Kat x

PS.

– dreamer. wanderer. soul led creator. One who was born for MORE.

I’m creating my new course, Big $ollar Energy, for the one who always knew she is here for millions,

to make it. To impact them. To create. And to LEAD.

Big $ollar Energy

The Money & Expansion Course for the Soul-Led Wanderer Who KNOWS It’s Time to Go All in on HER,

and Let the Damn Receiving Take Care of Itself. The Way it Was Always Meant to Be.

Which means?

Identifying and releasing everything that gets to go, from the way you’re thinking you need to do shit now, to the purposeless bits of the push or biz that it just don’t need to be about, to the hidden junk in your psyche that gets to go.

>>> It’s not about the do. The push. The win. When who you are when you only go within naturally PLACES you at the top,

but of the right fucking mountain.

The one that was always YOURS.

And then you finally WENT there.

Here’s the thing, for us, about allowing an expanse of RECEIVING.

IT HAPPENS WHEN WE GO TO THE PLACE WHERE IT JUST IS.
And always was.

Class starts LIVE on Monday May 24, however early access + Big $ Energy vibes will open from Monday May 17 in our Telegram chat + join now bonuses are open already!

www.thekatrinaruthshow.com/bigdollarenergy

> it’s time.