BLANK SLATE YOUR LIFE

The thing which will most kill your soul, force you into a horrible ghastly downward spiral of contraction and yucky and UGH, make you question everything and wonder if you shouldn’t just burn it all to the ground and go work in a bookstore or something, is when you start to label yourself as HAVING to be or do anything.

You decide that somehow it’s become you are ‘this’ person, who shows up in ‘that’ way, people see you like ‘x’, YOU see yourself like ‘x’, and that now you just ‘have’ to keep doing ‘x’ and ‘y’ and ‘z’ or the whole thing won’t work, and frankly you don’t WANNA.

You start to look around at what everyone else is up to, and it all just feels so … distasteful.

Is this what it’s really come to?

Everybody just churning out the same freakin’ shit?

Your whole industry seems incestuous as fuck.

You can’t EVEN with how obvious it all is.

And you hate that you’re part of it, hate that you feel like a hamster on a wheel just do do DOING, hate that you know you’re born for SO much more and yet you don’t even really quite know what that more is, or who you’d be or what you’d do if there were no rules, and you could do anything, be anyone, have it all, on your terms!

Can I remind you of something you probably already know?

YOU CAN.

This is, contrary to what frustration may have you believe, not hard, either!

It’s actually the easiest thing in the world, to be ALL that you were meant to be, and to create your dream life; your version of it all.

But why most people will never DO it, even those who believe, and know, is that they’re not willing to be in the damn void and in the dance with LIFE.

They think that the answer to going ‘next level’, or to finally figuring everything out, to getting past uncertainty and irritation and SLOW growth, is to figure out a plan –

a GOOD plan, a great plan, a ‘get me there’ plan –

and then to follow it.

To finally nail down exactly WHAT,

and exactly HOW,

when in fact the answer is the same as it’s always been which is that girlfriend?

you gotta start making more shit up 🙂

And I mean every DAY.

And no I don’t mean ‘create new content’ every day, or make up new shit for your marketing or something!!

I mean you gotta make up your LIFE new each day!

>> your problem is not that you’re bored,
or don’t know what to do,
or can’t see the next level or how to get there –
your problem is you think that the answer to next leveling your life and self is to figure out a fucking method and then roll that shit out!

when the ONLY way is that EVERY day is a new day

(duh)

a blank slate,
a new dance with life,
a new dance with God and soul and you!

Sister,

it was never meant to be make a plan,
check it twice,
live the plan,
achieve the things,
The End!

Even if this WORKS for you to achieve the things (which I very much doubt, because that’s just not how it works for us soul-led peeps, and you know this),

it’s NOT what will work for you in terms of you loving life,

being lit up,

being happy,

being joyous,

and being TAPPED THE FUCK IN TO THE CREATIVE SOURCE WHICH WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY!

You wanna go next level, have it all, know the way to transcend so damn far beyond where you’re at now that it will seem laughable you ever WERE only ‘here’??

Then your number one job each and every day is to be.fully.you.

And that shit? No matter HOW much you already know about who you are, what you thrive on, what makes you tick and makes you love life and self –

CANNOT BE WROTE DOWN IN ADVANCE!

You have to make it up each day
You have to treat each day as a BRAND NEW BLANK SLATE
You have to let go of the need to figure it all out,
to plan it all out,
And you have to be in the dance,
with life
with God
with soul
with you

You also have to be HONEST with yourself,

you’re bored, you’re over it, it’s not moving fast enough?

You probably are NOT challenging or stretching yourself enough.

You probably ARE avoiding confronting growth orientated leaps of faith which you know it’s time to do.

You probably DO need to pull your damn socks up, put your skates on, and go fall the fuck over a few times learning a new dance.

What?

You think that by ‘dance with life’ I mean rolling out the same damn steps you’ve rolled out every day since forever now?

No girl.

I mean you’re twirling and whirring and making up an ENTIRELY NEW DANCE every single day.

Steps never yet wrote, or even heard of.

And a life you didn’t even know it was time to step into revealed.

The thing is –

You won’t know the beat of the next move if you refuse to take the current one.

The thing is –

The current one is not the same as the previous one.

Time to wake up sister.

You’re falling asleep on your feet.

And it’s a really shitty dance move.

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