WHY YOU SHOULD CONSIDER UNFOLLOWING ME NOW
So today I was audio-ing my bestie, as I do every day, with MULTIPLE of my besties, and I was fully in RAGE mode.
Against people who don’t like me and rail against me??? Nah … I actually really do send them love. More on that in a sec.
I was raging against ME.
“I HAVE to remember to just follow my soul’s desires FULLY!”
I was talking about the KILLER day I’d had already at that point, how everything was just PURE beautiful hustle flow. Money, creativity, answers, downloads, breathroughs, fun and high-vibery, ALL of it was flowing in a way that was expanding my mind at a rate of knots.
I was on FIRE.
Watch my FB live from today if you want to know more about the SUPERFLOW and how to get it!
As I walked the dusty backstreets of Bali and shared ALL the things on my audio msg, it suddenly hit me –
Fuck! The SOUL’S DESIRES thing – I have to remember that for ME following my soul’s desires means doing MORE, a lot of the time.
Truth? I’m at a place in my business where even if I do NOTHING (except just show up and be me … write, speak, sell etc …) I make hundreds of thousands of dollars per MONTH. I know … roll your eyes if you please. Too bad; I did the work! You can too 🙂
I am fully supported.
There is NEVER anything I HAVE to do.
And as a result of that I’ve become QUITE the fat cat. Not fat Kat. haha. Fat cat aka I FEEL like I sit around doing nothing a lot. I’ve become lazy … kinda. Not technically, if you look at what I do. But it’s how I feel.
And what hit me today, a day in which I sat my ass down and did SO much, and just flew from creative outlet to creative outlet, is that I FUCKING LOVE THE PUSH.
I’ve only ALWAYS known it about myself.
And sure, I love to do fuck ALL when I feel like it too, but I DO get off on going a million miles an hour and juggling like a crazy person. It lights me UP!
So, no wonder things just were working and flying in like magic today … it’s because I was in MY magic as a go go go go GO adrenline-infused badass.
And, well –
I’ve kinda missed her.
I don’t NEED to go go go go GO, as I said above. But fuck me I WANT to. And then when done I will lay back and be fed grapes and given orgasms! And so it is. But make no mistake – I IS BRINGING BACK THE HUSTLE, BITCH.
Speaking of suck it, here’s why THAT made me start to think about the topic of this blog –
There’s a trend, y’all.
It’s a trend of the ‘not-quite-right-for-me’ people.
Or, a trend of those who don’t actually fucking LISTEN to what I’m saying, and then lose their shit.
They then TELL people all the ways in which I am a Bad and Terrible Soul-less Chanel-Obsessed Person.
The other people then tell ME, usually ’cause they’re defending me.
But, hearing the things people who I KNOW used to love me and even be friends say about me, well –
This makes me sad.
The scared little girl inside of me feels upset … not good enough … ‘too much’ … and as though she should hide.
It’s especially sad when it’s somebody who I myself NEVER stopped loving, and I seriously don’t understand how I triggered them so much! Well, I do get it, hence this post and what I’m about to share. But I think … man. You’re SO reading me wrong. But at the same time … man, okay, cool. If that quick to sentence me; so be it. Not a fit. That’s okay … even though it DOES still hurt.
I’m pretty good at putting it aside of course. But lately I HAVE admitted to myself that I still hide a big part of me because I do want people to like me!
So, consider this post me reminding ME to GO ALL IN.
And also a friendly heads up on what you may end up wanting to rip my head off for.
Best to get it out now and save us both the trouble! In other words, I guess – the 2018 version of ‘why you should consider unfollowing me!’
Not the first time I’ve written a post like this 🙂#cleaninghouse
These are all direct quotes I have heard MULTIPLE times. The one off ones I didn’t bother including.
1) “All she talks about is hustle! Hustle is bad and wrong and evil!”
I’m gonna try and keep these short, and clear. Try!
—> Hustle: purposeful and aligned action, based on what feels right for YOU, your soul, your desires. For me this is OFTEN do alllll the things. And it’s also often do nothing. What I mean when I say HUSTLE bitch, is hustle, flow, dance, LIVE. Purposefully. For you. Whatever that is. I don’t mean sit at a fucking laptop all day. That’s not hustle … hustle is taking purposeful action to fulfil your desires.
MUCH of my hustle is absolute stillness and going within, with ZERO ‘doing’ and all ‘being’.
Quit the anti hustle bullshit! It makes no sense.
2) “She thinks everybody should be hot!”
Yes. Hot as FUCK. Which is an ENERGY. I think everybody GETS to be hot as fuck. I mean, you don’t have to if you don’t want to. Hot means … whatever it means to YOU!! Embody that shit. It’s all and only energy.
At no point have I ever said people should look a certain way. But yet that’s how it’s been taken, it seems.
3) “She hates fat people!”
Same answer as above. This was based on a post I did to do with being UNHEALTHY. Yeah I believe in health, and I don’t believe you can be on your A-game without your health.
No, I don’t think health equates to a certain size. Health is health! But, it definitely cost me some people when I posted about honouring health, despite me never saying anything about size!!
4) “She likes Trump!”
I think Trump is a KILLER entrepreneur and BORN leader. I posted about his killer salesman / leader energy before he was elected. I knew he would win, ’cause he is a killer and he decided to. I posted about his body language being that of a winner.
At no point did I say I admire or respect his every word or policy. I’m Aussie; I don’t even know most of them. What I do know, I know there are many things he has said I don’t agree with. And many things he has said or done which I think are fucking marketing and entrepreneur genius.
But no, I did not say I love everything Trump stands for.
Yet I was instantly labeled racist, homophobic, you name it, and lost a FUCKLOAD of people including friends. Just for saying his name, it seems!
I was honestly shocked … I was naive as well, I get that. But still. All I posted was about body language and demeanour and how I knew he would win … never once did I say or THINK I agreed with him!
5) “She wastes my time!”
Haha. This one’s just funny. People bitching about how I take forever to get to the point on livestreams, and constantly blather on about my hair or my necklace or something.
BUT BITCH YOU STILL BE WATCHING.
Okay. Nothing else to say there. Deal with it; I’m a performer! Or don’t deal with it, I guess. Either way, keep ‘not watching’…
6) “She’s only about the money!”
BLEUGGGGHHH. Really. Okay this one, if people think that they are SOOOOOO not paying attention to my message and EVERYTHING I teach. I literally walked away from a business nearly at a million $ a year ’cause it wasn’t my soul calling!
I believed I could make money doing what I love, and I stayed the fucking course to do that and to KNOW I was in massive service DOING said soul work!
So yeah, I love that I make a fuckload of money; why not? Abundance is available INFINITELY to all of us! I’m not gonna not choose it!
But if I HAD to choose? I’d choose purpose and live in a sack and sleep in a box in my parents yard.
Pretty sure they’d let me use the spare room, mind you.
I get that I flash around a bunch of stuff, and if you’re new to me it might look at first glance that I’m just about being silly, playing, etc. Depends what day you come watch! Haha. But obviously if anybody pays even a BIT of attention they’re going to see my soul.
Done … I think those are the big ones.
Why did I write this?? Main reason, ’cause then I can release it. DON’T WORRY, I know I don’t *need* everybody to love me. Even though I really do find myself quite loveable.
I know I sound like I’m justifying myself, and maybe I am actually. I do want to argue my case! I know I don’t need to. That’s okay. I honour my non-evolvededness 🙂 🙂 🙂
But, the release was the big reason, and also –
I wrote it for YOU –
hopefully you still love me … REALLY.
hopefully you can take a breath and see my SOUL before you want to burn me at the stake, and you can also actually listen to what I am saying not jump on something surface based.
but if not … that’s okay. I know I’ve done it to others as well, myself. I see my own shadows in ALL your shadows. I accept my growth!
and hopefully when this shit comes up for YOU you understand it’s not about you. that it’s okay. and that you can keep going, anyway.
do I wish I hadn’t ‘lost people’ because they reacted to something I said and didn’t listen? do I wish they didn’t actively BITCH about me to other people, or smack talk me? Of course.
Am I gonna move on anyway?
Let’s get real here – if you’re gonna shine a BIG light it’s gonna blind some people.
That’s okay …
Don’t forget –
Life is Now. Press Play.