FOLLOW THE SIMPLE THAT EXCITES YOU
Are you ready to go to a deeper level of trust?
Are you willing to drop beyond the place where your fears lie?
Are you OVER it enough that you’ll finally just draw that line in the sand and decide – ‘this is who I’m gonna BE now, and I don’t even CARE how?’
Let me tell you something:
The everything you’ve been waiting for is NOT in the complex.
It’s NOT in the shit that every other mofo out there is doing better than you, fancier than you, shinier and prettier than you, and you look at it and feel all KINDS of not good-enoughness, telling yourself you gotta get on top of that.
When in actual fact you don’t care LESS about that, you just think you should be.
Think it’s a gateway.
Think it’s the bit you’re missing that’s gonna get you there, position you there, help you to finally STAY there.
Don’t you see?
The missing link and is and always has been you. Only you. ‘kay, God and soul and life itself THROUGH you, but apart from that, yeah –
JUST YOU.
The shit you’ve always known, that it’s always been about, that, if you were to imagine dying and never having done it, would DEVASTATE you and leave you breathless with shock and horror that you actually let it play out that way, and yet –
HERE YOU ARE.
Letting it play out that way.
How to know? How to KNOW? How to freakin’ KNOW, what the thing is?
ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?!
Don’t even TRY to pretend you don’t know!
It’s the same thing it’s always been, always will be, can never not be –
FOLLOW THE SIMPLE THAT EXCITES AND EXPANDS YOU.
FOLLOW THE SIMPLE FOLLOW THE SIMPLE FOLLOW THE SIMPLE.
FOLLOW THE SIMPLE THAT EXCITES AND EXPANDS YOU!
– Yes it may scare you (be weird if it didn’t)
– Yes you may feel worried you’re not good enough (even though you know that’s a joke)
– Yes you may feel like you can’t yet, for a billion reasons you can never fully list (none of ’em matter)
And yes. It is the ONLY ACTUAL THING YOU CARE ABOUT, IF YOU’RE HONEST.
The truth is you don’t CARE about all that shit you see other people doing, worrying about, or even being great at.
You may well admire it.
You may well wish you magically could just do it.
But on a deeper level –
You just think that you should, and / or you allow yourself to get distracted by it.
A distraction from purpose, from soul, from fuck yes, from destiny, from legacy, from you, and ultimately, if you’re not careful and you don’t do something about it RIGHT.FUCKING.NOW?
From your life.
Ba-ba-boom, she was born for so MUCH, and then she died.
Shame.
BUT THAT’S THE WAY IT’S GONNA PLAY OUT IF YOU DON’T CHOOSE OUT NOW.
You know this.
Wanna know how to know for sure, what is next level BS that you really shouldn’t be fussing with?
– It does not expand you
– It also doesn’t even expand you when you see it in others, or see others doing it
– Instead it drains or contracts you, pushes you down
– For example, you can see someone else crushing it and you may ADMIRE it, you may recognise THEIR awesome in it, or at very least their accomplishment, but the idea of YOU doing it is, well – a should. An obligation. A contraction. Yuck.
– But yet you take on board the idea that you’d better. That all the cool kids are. That it would help you. That it’s a must! You even convince yourself it’ll be not too bad, or that you can find a way to like it.
– The truth is you HATE EVEN THE VERY IDEA OF IT AND THE ONLY REASON YOU’RE GIVING YOUR LIFE FOR IT (if not in time then energy) is that you’re NOT yet giving your life for what it was given to YOU for,
and so you’re trying to fill that hole,
with an endless fucking procession of BULLSHIT the likes of which, even if you nailed ALL of it, and got it all done, would NEVER EVER EVER FILL THE HOLE.
Wanna know how to know for sure, what WILL fill the hole?
Follow.
the.
simple.
that.
expands.
you!
– It expands and excites you when you see it in in others
– THEIR showing up with it inspires you (even if it triggers you)
– The IDEA of you doing it leaves you a bit spinny, a bit breathless, a bit ‘I can’t even imagine life being so good’
– When you DO do it you feel like you’re actually BREATHING properly, there is a soul certainty, a relief and release, a sense that NOTHING ELSE MATTERS OR EVER DID
– Which would make you think you’d be smart enough to consistently say yes to it, and let it BECOME, but instead?
– You typically run from it like it’s gonna poison you and bit chunks of your ass right off you, leaving it absolutely til last and doing every other possible thing you don’t give AF about instead, and if you’re not careful you leave it so til last that whoops –
Accidentally died and forgot to press play.
WHAT A SHAME.
You know what I’m talking about, don’t you?
Question is –
when would you like to say yes to it?
Hey hey, don’t worry –
IT’S ONLY YOUR LIFE.
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