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winging it
Success Mindset

I’m Just Fucking Winging It

Today is arguably the most important day of my life. Something I have dreamed of FOR my whole life is coming to fruition.

And this kinda astounds me, in some ways, because sometimes I think that everything I’m doing or have done to get to where I am is all just a bunch of shit I made up.

I have these days, today being one, where I wake up, and I think: what the fuck am I even doing. Why DO I write this blog every day? Does anybody even care? Logically I know that people do care, do like my stuff, in fact even notice when I skip a day or two, but at the same time I wonder:

Does it ACTUALLY make any difference?

The truth is I feel like I’m just winging this whole business thing anyway. For the nearly 10 years now that I’ve been online I’ve been promising myself that at some point – really soon! – I’m gonna get ORGANISED and on top of this shit and find a way to get it all done but PROPERLY!

I mean, I guess most of the time I feel pretty good with where I’m at. I get to spend 90%+ of my time doing precisely what I want and what I always SAID I wanted, which incidentally is also what I know I’m born for.

Write, speak, create, empower you to get your butt into alignment and press motherfucking play!

Pretty cool, on the one hand, that by largely ignoring all the stuff I SHOULD do, I’ve built a multiple 7-figure empire which allows me to live like a VIFP, make an impact with my message, structure my life on my terms.

But on the other hand I still feel, at times, that I really REALLY have no freaking clue what I’m doing, or more so I guess that I’m MISSING something.

Do you ever feel like that?

That you’re missing something? That if only you could JUST put your finger on it shit would blow the fuck UP?

I feel it all the time. I think maybe people will be surprised to read that. I think maybe that people assume I have all my shit figured out. I don’t. I hope that reassures you rather than disheartens you, but there it is – you will NEVER have all your shit figured out. I mean, quite honestly, most of the time I think I’m not even a real grown-up and that one day everyone will figure THAT out!! (Not that it actually matters, mind you!)

And on these days, the days where I feel like what the fuck am I even doing and WHY and is this what I SHOULD be doing and WHAT AM I MISSING, what’s the MAGIC freaking silver bullet that I just can’t see yet, it’s easy to back down. To get into my HEAD, to try and analyse what SHOULD I do then, make a list, make a plan, that will help, right?!

Or to just churn out my stuff for the sake of it so at least I can say I got through it, got my shit DONE.

OFTEN, what happens, when you feel like this, is you get into a slight desperate vibe, you start to TRY to do things that people are going to respond to, or buy.

It shows, just so you know.

When you create from that place.

ALWAYS.

Which I guess is why I do have these days where I feel like why even show UP, I can FEEL that I’m not in my vibe, and the post I write will be lame, people will think I’m boring or bland, what’s the POINT if it’s not amazing and high-vibe?!

So I sit here and I ask myself, well I did just ask myself:

What do I REALLY want to do right now?

What would I be doing if I were just coming from the HEART right now?

What do I ACTUALLY want to say right now?

Tune in.

ALWAYS, tune in.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned in this whole game it’s tune the fuck IN, and do not make a move, do not pass Go, do NOT collect $200 before you do!

So here I am.

Tuning in.

And what I’m thinking about?

Is that I need to let you know that all I’ve been doing these past 10 years is winging it, trying to figure it out as I go, a lot of the time quite QUITE sure I’m screwing it up or at least taking the WAY crazy long route.

But yet somehow –

Despite it all –

Because I never STOPPED winging it, or let that really actually be a bad thing.

Here I am.

Today is maybe the most important day of my life, definitely the most important meeting I’ve ever had so far.

My book agent and his team have flown out to spend two days locked down with me to plan out the book and campaign for my New York Times best-seller book.

He has a 100% success rate with his authors hitting the list.

The fact that he took me on is therefore something I am incredibly proud of and excited about.

I will not let him OR obviously me down.

And the only reason I’ve ended up here, today, with this meeting, today, and hitting in fact ALL my goals, day by day?

I just kept fucking winging it.

So today a reminder to all of us:

We’re doing just fine.

Eye on the prize.

And NEVER stop taking action, moving forward, from a place of CHOOSING to believe you’ll get there no matter HOW freaking messy or uncertain it can feel along the way.

All I ever did, really, to get here, was keep on looking up at my dreams and moving towards them.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

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You know when something just comes through you?

And it’s HOLY FREAKING FLOW YES and all the things?

And you FEEL the fire and the gold and the energy and the NOW?

Well,

this is that.

AND THEN SOME.

I’m so proud to invite you in to this brand new course with me! I will be teaching this in a LIVE Facebook group with twice weekly livestream trainings (+ more!) – something I have not done in a very long while.

When you say yes to soul-

life says yes to you.

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Here’s the thing –

There are very clear reasons why you never quite get to that FULL inhale-exhale state of money freedom, even as your income and lifestyle goes up.

You can bet your sweet ass we gonna talk about those reasons. Understand them. And learn how to roll with them. BECAUSE YOU GET TO BE ABLE TO BREATHE FULLY BEING YOU.

And OMG. So much more. And a LOT of it comes down to understanding that the MONEY WORKS FOR YOU WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND HOW TO ROLL WITH YOUR OWN CHANGING NEEDS.

And? That there are a million freakin’ ways to make money and there is ALWAYS money there that gets to come from flow. So for women like us … one of the biggest FOOLHARDY AF things we can do .. is try to make our business flow respond to things we think should work, things that did work, things that are working for others, etc!

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In short?

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– Next Level Wealth Mindset & Strategy for the Already Successful Woman Who is Done Playing Small –

We begin Thursday Feb 18th, US time.

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30 days together.

Bi-weekly livestream trainings in our closed Facebook group. (Yes! I have not done this in absolutely AGES!)

Q&A sessions after each live training (times will vary to account for the multitude of timezones, all sessions recorded)

Daily conversation and asskickery and added learning in the Facebook group (I can’t wait!)

Journal prompts + homework to follow each training

Complete understanding of the different ways money should be coming in, covering over 30 different considerations for where money comes from and why it’s NOT coming in when it’s not!

Tailored to you pathway for understanding your blocks, setbacks, why you would NOT want what you say you want, and exactly where the biggest ‘bang for your buck’ moves are to be made in order to open up receiving.

Tailored to you pathway for understanding how to flow with the above based on your changing needs, energies, goals, and desires!

I’m teaching you exactly how I always know how to roll with my OWN ebbs and flows, and the exact way that I do that. This is why it’s tailored! I teach you how to design the process for YOU, and how to always know when things need adjusting or fine-tuning

Here is my all in all purpose and intent for you with this brand new course:

1) You understand how to get money to show up from you via automated and systematic ‘cash machine’ sources, in a way that is fully aligned and flow yes for you and your brand AND your peeps

2) You understand how to roll with the day to day living breathing moving changing multi-passionate VIBE of the thing, namely how to pluck down money from the great beyond like the supernatural badass you are DEPENDING ON WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT IT IS YOU NEED TO BE DIALED IN AND SWITCHED ON THAT DAY. Etc.

I can’t wait to spend these 30 days with you! We begin We begin Thursday Feb 18th, US time.

This? Is the fire and gold and holy freakin’ rainfall you’ve been waiting for. LET’S GO.

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PPS.

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And!

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