I SEE YOU
I know you think that I don’t see you, that the world doesn’t see you, that nobody really KNOWS you, and sometimes you wonder if you’ll always be in this place –
Lost –
Floating –
Alone –
Unsure
Even while surrounded by people, people everywhere, people who don’t GET you, nor you them, and really –
That’s okay, but yet still –
You wonder …
What it would be like – ?
To feel and BE completely heard, known, noticed, accepted, allowed.
(although perhaps not by THEM per se)
I know you feel frustrated, so often, not just that when you DO share and bare your soul it seems to mostly just fade into the wind, and was it even real, and DID anybody even see, but more than that, that you just can’t quite … it just doesn’t fully … you just can’t figure out … actually … you just don’t really KNOW –
How to let it out
How to tell the world
All that’s inside of you
And all that you are
And sometimes you wonder IF you even are, DO you even exist, ARE you even real, or is the whole thing –
Just a made up fantasy
(which it is, of course
and also is completely NOT, of course
or whatever you choose for the moment, but either way, since you GET TO WRITE THE STORY –
does it matter?
and why not just choose?
what suits you …
hmmm?)
Here is what else I know:
I know you long to REALLY know yourself, to REALLY figure yourself out, to finally become CLEAR
On who you are
On what your message is
On your TRUE soul and purpose work
And how to get it, of course, into the world, of course, and also make MONEY from it, of course
And that one day you’ll realise that KNOWING
is simply BEING
in this moment
right here
and that’s all …
And I know you feel like you’re torn! Torn between being just a WHISPER away from having all of the answers to everything revealed to you, if you could just reach that FINAL piece, while at the same time you feel like you know NOTHING, nothing at all, nothing about ANYTHING, and you have to start ALL OVER AGAIN!
And in the middle of all of THAT – !
Why DON’T people see you, why don’t they GET the power of what’s inside of you, why can’t you seem to get THROUGH to them, why won’t they LISTEN, why won’t they wake the fuck UP?!
And your heart screams back at you, YES, but why don’t YOU wake the fuck up?!
Why don’t YOU wake the fuck up and ADMIT all the bullshit ways in which you’re deluding yourself, HIDING yourself, hiding FROM yourself, and hiding your DEEPEST truths –
Your most BURIED soul cravings –
The things you MOST desire and know are MEANT TO FUCKING HAPPEN
Through it all
Through ALL of this
Through the most FOGGY and CLOUDY of days when you want to rage against the WORLD that you’re still not there, and still not, for the love of God, being SEEN –
I still see you.
I still know what’s in your heart.
THE POWER IN ME HONOURS AND IS THANKFUL FOR, AND ALSO NEEDS – (don’t you realise?!)
THE POWER IN YOU.
And perhaps you wonder –
How I can see you –
When you don’t see or allow yourSELF to even BE, much of the time –
And when you KNOW, you have so much yet to let go of, all of the SHIT you’ve piled on top of yourself
Perhaps you wonder this
As you dance around the internet posting … something
Doing … something …
Trying … valiantly … to unleash the REAL fucking shit which you KNOW is going to unlock ALL of what’s aligned and destined for you
Well, I’ll tell you
How it is I can see you so fully
How I know you so deeply
How I recognise ALL that is inside of you
Isn’t it obvious?
Don’t YOU see?
Because when I look at you –
I see me
I see the pain and longing and frustration of all the years of not fully showing up
For my art
For my message
For my purpose
For my soul
For my life
I see the times when I STILL on occasion run and hide from my truth –
just for a moment, usually!
and then I catch it
notice
am kind to myself about it
and DO WHAT I NEED TO DO
But yes –
I see you because in you and through you and honestly, just from the merest SLIVER of reading your energy wherever you share it, even if we have NEVER spoken or known each other –
in the physical sense –
I know that I know you, deeply
I know we are the same you and I, fully
I am certain that where we to spend time together, our souls would recognise –
oh yes.
i know this one.
we’ve always known one another …
we come from the same place, she and I
you know this
and you know also –
that even in the times when you feel MOST alone, MOST as though you’re free-falling and will never be caught, MOST as though you’re a kite cut loose in the sky, and soon you’re going to fly away from EVERYBODY, and it would be safer to NOT be all that you could be, it would be TOO much power and you’d REALLY then be all alone, you still know –
there are others out there like you …
there are people who FULLY get and also accept you, who give you permission to be ALL that you are, and also DESIRE for you to be that –
in your rambly
in your messy
in your crazy
in your non-SENSICAL
not just in the bits that seem to be ‘proper’ or real
but here is what else you do indeed know
and may perhaps be ready to acknowledge, also act on –
I can see you because I was and am and will always be you …
I can see you because I allowed myself to fully see MYSELF
but the thing is –
the thing is –
the thing IS –
that’s all very well and nice …
but at some point?
You’re going to have to stop looking and waiting for the world to see you, and allow you, to be you
When you fucking KNOW that they already would, and do, and are
And that the missing link?
If you want to be seen?
If you want to be heard?
If you want to be noticed?
If you want people to GET you?
You’re going to have to see yourself.
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