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JUST WHEN YOU’RE ABOUT TO PASS OUT AND DIE, SUPERFLOW IS WAITING

“I am going to throw up. I am GOING to throw up. I am DEFINITELY going to throw up, UGH – get me away from this feeling, it’s SO.GROSS!”

I wonder how many times I’ve had that little mantra run through my head, in a hot yoga class, as I arch my body back into Camel pose, pushing my chest to the ceiling and feeling a lifetime of restriction and emotional hiding being exposed, naked, vulnerable, raw, and brought up in a feeling of panic and RUN.

Must be at least a thousand …

Must be pretty much every single time I have DONE this practice, so maybe several thousand now!

It’s one of the most vile and scary and yet fascinatingly satisfying feelings I’ve experienced, what comes over me when doing this pose. Maybe you’ve experienced this, if you practice yoga and also have ‘stuff’ to do with allowing your heart and throat chakra’s to be open, exposed, accessible?

Yes?

Yes.

It
feels
UGH

AND it hurts!!

And I find it so interesting, don’t you, to notice the chitter-chatter of the fear-mind, as I stay WITH the discomfort, the fear, the freak out, the desire to ESCAPE.

It feels like something BAD is going to happen.

It feels like I’m pushing beyond a SAFE LIMIT.

It feels like I CAN’T POSSIBLY ENDURE IT FOR ANOTHER SECOND.

It feels plain WRONG.

Sometimes, I notice myself pulling away and OUT of the (emotional) pain and discomfort, automatically withdrawing, and something in my mind somewhere says, “well, I can’t. I couldn’t today. That’s as far as my body goes!”

And then?

Well then.

Near to ALWAYS –

“But yet I can.

And yet I will.

And here I go”

And I dig deep inside of me, I feel the GROSSNESS of the sensation, I feel the slight PANIC at opening up my most secret parts of me, I feel the OMFG what IF-ness of it all, and then as I INHALE and EXHALE I find myself –

After all – 

Inevitably – 

Going deeper into the stretch

Or perhaps – 

Just staying there with it, for one more moment.

Making a pact – “I don’t have to go any further today, it’s okay, but I WILL at least stay here and not withdraw. One more second one more second one more second I can HANDLE this; I am growing STRONGER!”

But then –

The voice of a teacher or a thousand teachers inside my mind saying –

“You didn’t just come here to hang out in the posture, did you? GO TO YOUR EDGE. FIND YOUR EDGE KAT!”

FUCK YOU!

(I have certainly thought, many or most of these times!)

And then –

Freaking FINE.

And I breathe into just the slightest little extra space. Or a small adjustment of my eye gaze perhaps. Or I open my throat further. How much deeper can I go? How much more can I ALLOW of myself? Can I stay just another second, but ALSO deepen where I am?

Yes.

I can.

ALWAYS.

And it hurts it hurts it hurts it feels SCARY and I CAN’T, but yet somehow here I AM, and I DO, because I WANT THAT FUCKING BENEFIT AND BESIDES –

It hurts SO GOOD.

And then –

FINALLY –

There is that point.

It may not come each time …

It may not come when you MOST need it …

But inevitably it DOES FUCKING ARRIVE.

When everything clicks.

You were JUST about to pass out, JUST about to throw up, JUST about to die, JUST about to retreat, and all of a sudden?

FUCKING SUPERFLOW BABY! You stepped into the MAGIC zone, you feel the flow take over you, you feel the power rush through and FROM you, endorphins are flooding and you are spin spin spinning into another plane and you have access to ALL things, and it was SO

fucking worth it

You’re elated
Floating
FREE
And you JUST became unstoppable, again, to the next level, AGAIN

Thanking the LORD that you had the RESILIENCE to stay

To hold

To not only hold but to DEEPEN

And you think –

Of all the times

In business

In fitness

In love

In life

When it’s been SO damn hard

SO damn scary

IT FEELS SO GROSS AND YOU CAN’T AND MAYBE IT’S JUST WRONG!

And you want to run run run run RUN!

And yet instead –

YOU CHOSE TO BE THAT PERSON

While others were falling by the wayside in every freaking AREA of life, you STAYED THE FUCKING COURSE and hell to the YES you get to be SO damn proud of who you’ve made yourself into

You HELD
You ENDURED
You WAITED IT OUT
And in the waiting, you even went DEEPER into the fray, more GREATLY into confrontation, you WELCOMED the purposeful pain because you knew that in PURPOSEFUL pain there is growth
Change
SOUL SHIFTING
RELEASE
And ultimately
the ability
to RECEIVE

At a level most will never even know exists …

You look around your life

At how you have so much, and access to so much

At how you live in a way people don’t even dare to dream of, not just in one area but in all areas

How you GOT the motherfucking RESULTS, and THEN some, and how it JUST keeps getting better, deeper, MORE into flow

And you are SO FUCKING GRATEFUL

To yourself
To this practice
And to the practice
Of life

Today I want to remind you –

We are not the ones who were born to slow down and breathe …

(except for perhaps in the yoga room, or anytime, really, we DESIRE to!)

… in LIFE –

OVERALL?

In terms of how we show up and what we ALLOW IN FOR OURSELVES?

We are the ones who were born to WAKE UP AND LIVE

To dive IN to what we fear

To ask for MORE when it hurts

To say YES to growth, no matter how uncomfortable

Because we want more of that scary icky feeling? Well, not directly! But in a way, yes –

Because we know what it results in

We know what we’re capable of

And we want to live a life less ordinary, a life EXTRAORDINARY

And with every breath
Every moment
Every SLIGHT adjustment
In which we do not back away
In which we instead go DEEPER
In which we ask for MORE of ourselves
In which we HOLD

We mold ourselves
Like warriors
Into steel
Into a core of ABSOLUTE flow and strength
And into a person
To whom it has just become AUTOMATIC
To have and do and be and BECOME everything we see inside of us

If you are that person
As I am that person

I see you
I honour you
And I love you

WE ARE THE ONES WHO WILL RISE AND RISE AND RISE.

And?

We’re already fucking risen.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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