“I’m nervous. But I am called.”

“I’m nervous. But I am called.”

One of the times God most loves to whisper revelation to us, I’ve noticed, is in those hours where you are not quite awake or asleep.

I know I’m not the only one who finds that time when of regularly receiving direct words, visions, a verse or chapter in THE Word to go and read, or sometimes simply a statement of revelatory truth,

about me.

A few days ago, as I rolled over to continue my slumber, I felt a whisper of truth which could have easily been me yet which I knew was God HIGHLIGHTING to me an understanding OF me,

I needed to hear.

“I am nervous.
But I am called.”

I’d been thinking off and on about something I felt led to step forward in which my human mind was FREAKING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE ABOUT, because, well –

Who on earth do I think I am?!
Not THAT, SURELY?!
At least not YET?!

Truth is, this applies to more than one move I’m making or reaching out to make in life right now.

Truth is, this applies to things God has directly already GIVEN me.

Truth is, if I didn’t have the word of God about who He is and who He says I am increasingly written on my heart and tattooed on the back and front of my hand … hehe, LITERALLY, because you know that’s how I gotta sometimes roll …

I would probably walk myself right back on out of the blessings He has given me, as well as directly in the opposite direction from the things He Himself has planted in me TO walk forward with, and the very steps He’s shown me to take!

Truth is …

I bet you’re doing the same, if you don’t consistently turn to what HE says about this whole life thang He’s given us, and also consistently SPEAK TRUTH OVER YOURSELF as He instructs us to do.

ME, equipped to do THAT? HAHAHAHAHAHAH DON’T MAKE ME LAUGH!

Me, saying YES to that out of obedience, and a knowing that I am who GOD says I am, and that if He put the desire or direction in me for it He will SURELY not cause me to want in any part of how to walk forward in it?

Yes.
And yes.
And yes, Lord, YES.

Because here is what I have learned.

About life in God, and how vastly and never-to-be-fully-understood different it is to life the way WE would view it.

We do simply KNOW,
when He is calling us to a thing.
Away from a thing.
Or forward in a thing.

And once you know, how that feels, how it pulls, how it simply IS in you, such that you really can not even remotely convince yourself that YOU made it up, well –

you can’t not know.

Now.
You may well still CHOOSE to say no. Your free will allows you that!

But my goodness.
The EXHAUSTIVENESS, and the betrayal to your soul, the GRIEF and sadness, and also inherent and godly fear, of not simply ADMITTING WHAT YOU KNOW.

Believe me. I DO know. I spent YEARS in this. Deceived deceived deceived into thinking I was fine, doing fine, would be fine.

Knowing all the time, it was a lie.
The resounding beat within me building breath by breath and year by year as I tried my very best not only to not consider eternity, but also –
what I was truly doing here.

And all the while I kept thinking …

EVENTUALLY I’M GOING TO HAVE TO GIVE IN TO GOD.

Yet simultaneously …

But not today.
I’m not ready.
I don’t WANNA!
And maybe I AM fine.
Besides – what about everything I will lose?!

And all the way through though, in contrast, I thought –

But Kat. You believe you WILL one day step over that line. Yet PEOPLE HAVE DIED THINKING THAT VERY SAME THOUGHT. And still not having done so.

People have died with their art and the thing they were ‘eventually going to do, no really!’ still in them.

People have died, who were CERTAIN they had a destiny ‘I know I shall fulfil’ unlived.

And people have died,
knowing deep down they needed to surrender all to He who made them, and who has a plan beyond their wildest imaginations for them,
yet still living for themselves,
and now lost
for all time.

Eternity,
LOCKED AND LOADED.
In the wrong place.
Which by the way is a LITERAL place,
and then on top of it –

WHAT ABOUT THOSE THEY CAME HERE TO IMPACT,
SHARE THE GOOD NEWS AND THE TRUTH TO,
AND SERVE?

For me, eventually, it was as simple as this:

“And now I choose to be convicted”.

A decision in my WILL,
to give it all to God.

And as part of that, every day since then, to simply ADMIT WHAT I KNOW WHEN I KNOW IT, all the while seeking Him fervently for a greater knowing of what He would HAVE me know.

Walking with God, living through a lens of chosen Kingdom eyes, choosing the Spirit and not the flesh as my leading, it does not mean everything simply feels supernaturally EASY.

But it certainly is supernaturally DONE.
And in that belief ease is INHERENT.
Because what we are CALLED for,
we are GRACED for.

And so,
when God puts an inkling in us
when He shows us a thing
when He says reach out about that
say yes to this
walk away from THAT
GO
or SLOW
or now we just FLOW

yes we can be nervous as ALL get out.
Terrified, even, in a way!
But underneath that,
when we look through those Kingdom eyes He has given us through the gift of His son Jesus Christ and our BELIEF in Him and chose to LIVE for Him,
yes it is easy.

“I’M NERVOUS GOD.

BUT I AM CALLED”.

And so then?

I say yes.

And yes.

And yes.

NOW DON’T FORGET –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat

PS

GORGEOUS ONE –

DID YOU SEE?!

OH MY OH MY OH MY, I AM KIND OF STILL SHAKING INSIDE OF ME,

THAT HE HAS GIVEN THIS TO ME
FOR YOU
FOR THOSE WHO IT’S FOR
AND AS WHAT I AM CERTAIN IS ‘THE’ THING ONGOING
FOR MY PRIVATE CLIENT WORK,
and the way I will mentor you. Guide you. Teach you. And HOLD YOU TO THE FIRE IT IS NOW TIME TO SEE.

GOD-DRIVEN EMPIRE,

is here.

Work with me for 8 weeks private
to break what needs breaking
shake what needs shaking
allow Him to fully and finally take what needs taking
and WAKE WHAT NEEDS WAKING,

as you finally say yes to a way of monetizing
messaging
moving
and MAKING
which is GRACED
SUPERNATURALLY
by the fact?

That THIS IS WHAT HE HAS TRULY CALLED YOU TO DO,
and YOU simply said yes to the bit where it’s up to you.

For the Woman of God who simply,
is called for more.

And who desires to be supported at the highest level, whilst also masterminding alongside other leaders going through the same,
to understand and also IMPLEMENT, fully God led, on what business, money, and being ‘that girl’ now looks like,

in Him.

The practical.
The inner.
The LET’S FREAKING GO.
The BREAKING off and surrender.
And the learning how to know.

Message me now for full details,
and to talk.

2016 prices apply. Because this a RESET, and a redemption. Of time.
Because if you know me, you know that since 2016 I have sold Rich Hot Empire, my flagship private mentoring intensive of 6 weeks together,
a container which has created too many millionaires to count,
and which yes also made ME millions,
and which was all about fame and glorification of the SELF,
yet with what I will call an ATTEMPTED lens of integrity, alignment, and truth
Attempted because without God at the centre, the very BEST of intentions, which has always been true for my clients and I,
are just that.

A year ago, I tried to sell Rich Hot Empire again, as it was ‘about that time’, and it was typically a 2-3 x per year intake for me.

Simply,
I could not.

I then tried to ‘rebrand it as a God thing’.
LOL.
A lesson I had to learn a few times as I gave my business fully to Him.

I quickly put that idea down.
Since then,
12 months now,
I have known that some day God would show me what ‘THE’ thing is for how I do my private client work.
Since then,
12 months now,
I have put out various private client invites which have all been WONDERFUL at bringing 1 or 2 incredible women into my space,
a blessing both ways,
yet I knew that the CONTAINER
is not the thing.

5 weeks ago,
I met the man God has chosen for me,
knew within minutes it was he, if I’m honest,
yet certainly shook my head at myself about THAT.
Within days he began the conversation about knowing it was ME
to which I said ‘I know, but … I don’t know if you should be saying that yet!’
On the morning OF that first day
By the end of the first week it was kind of as though … this whole thing is just fully planned,
and we can see.
Now we have certainly held THAT extremely loosely … given it from the get go and repeatedly to God, neither of us wanting any part of it not of Him …
yet the more we have wondered ‘is that us?’, and prayed, and sought HIM …
the more certain we have come to be.

Because the thing about a thing which comes from God is …
YOU DO KNOW.
And, if you’re anything like me, you question endlessly IF you know that you know. But yet you DO know. And eventually,
you give in!

The thing is that 2 days before I met this man,
I had FULLY given the relationship area of my life over to God again,
yet this time it was a line I walked over in a way I had not done so before.
Not just ‘TRUSTING’,
but actually being done ‘the search’. Not a literal search, as I wasn’t really doing that. But more so …
the continual vigilance and ‘when will it come’.

If you want to know the other key surrender and faith things I did right before I met him, there is a post on my Instagram grid about that. With a blue text banner, and I am wearing a gold skirt.

Meanwhile –

this past week,
I went through the SAME EXACT PROCESS around repenting to God about the continual ‘looking’ for what else I needed to see in business.

I decided to be done ‘the search’.
And to simply trust that God would show ALL things I needed,
WHEN they were needed.

My own prayer and reflection,
coupled with that of this incredible man on this same topic … (funny how God matches us with someone whose way of seeking Him is an ACTUAL perfect match for ours!) …
caused me to realise:

I was in a BELIEF of faith,
but not fully let go to FULL faith.

So,
I stepped over the line.
I let go of all of it.
And as part of that I mused to God that what I would truly just LOVE to do right now,
would be to work in a structured way with women who are LEADERS
who have come back to Him, or newly to Him,
and are now learning WHAT ON EARTH IT ALL LOOKS LIKE when it’s no longer about ME being the Queen of the world.
LOL.

And so long story shortttttt –

He gave me this.

And within moments,
I just knew.
‘This is the thing’.

GOD-DRIVEN EMPIRE, gorgeous.

For the Woman of God Who is Supernaturally Graced and Called for More, & Now Ready, Simply, to Surrender All,

and Let the True New Thing Occur.

– 8 weeks private with me, in which we identify, choose, believe, and bring fully through the work God would now have you do.

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Late February begin.

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