{A love letter and reminder to the me who once thought that the answer was to do everything, perfectly, always} It was late at night - As is often the case - And the tasks I knew I must do were weighing heavily on me. The resistance was strong on this day, stronger than perhaps ever, but for the first time in a long while I found myself getting curious about what the resistance was there to tell me. See normally I would run and hide, in fact I was an expert at it! Binge eating, for years. Replaced by being busy, productive, getting shit DONE. A very socially acceptable way to avoid doing the real work. Or facing... Read More >>

I know you want to be held accountable, to have your ass kicked so you do the work, no excuses, err day, no matter what, to be held almost into submission until you become the damn person. I know you want permission, to have somebody you look up to, believe in, admire, or perhaps just life itself tell you that you can, you're allowed, your idea is good, your soul is worthy, you MUST. I know you want to have the overwhelm and overthinking taken out of it, to be shown a clear roadmap you can trust so that you no longer have to worry about getting it wrong or missing a critical... Read More >>

The more you ask yourself why you don't yet have what you want, and you try over and over again to figure it out, to uncover your 'blocks' or to establish the very bestest of all methods you should follow to get it, the more you drag it the fuck out and bit by bit guarantee it STILL AIN'T HAPPENING. If you keep going this way, perpetually seeking the magical way which is the 'right' way, always weighing up should I do this or that, and what about what that person over there is doing, should I try that now, while at the same time repeatedly telling your nearest and dearest... Read More >>

I nearly missed my flight to the US this morning, came 'that close' by just a whisker. Maybe a sliver of a whisker! Not because I was late to the airport, but because when I updated my passport last year it didn't occur to me that my ESTA (US visa) would also need updating. I got to the airport well early, took my time moseying up to the check-in counter, and then as I got there - freeze-frame! Or whatever the live person version of that is! It hit me! Was my visa up to date? The lady quickly checked and farrrrkkkkk ... NUP. It was not. Which means you are not allowed... Read More >>

I get that you've been running a pattern for a while now which says it's hard, it's not working, you just gotta push shit up a hill and is it ever gonna be worth it, but you know what? Maybe it's just time to kick your own ass. You can walk around continuing to buy into the story - and you know it IS that - that you've somehow lost your touch and you don't really know which button to push, oh my God, what if I push the wrong one and I make it even WORSE - ! Or you can stand the fuck up like you know you're alive, THROW your... Read More >>

Isn't it just the most annoying thing ever when you have no idea what to say or sell, nothin' is coming through you, the muse seems to have gone on some kind of unauthorised cocktails at sunrise sabbatical, and frankly you just don't got time for any of it?! You sit there and think wistfully of the days when the flow seemed to fall upon you like manna from the heavens, of how damn certain and confident and Queen-of-the-world-esque it felt, of how you just KNEW what you were doing was working. You were untouchable, God damnit, and you should have appreciated it more! You had the Midas touch and it seemed as... Read More >>

My business was a debt-fuelled disorganised as fuck crazy-creators-brain-come-to-life chaotic mess for years. Sometimes it still surprises me that actually, yes, I DO have systems. I have structure. I have templates, standards, 'go-to' ways of doing things in every single area of my back-end, front-end, and any other end you can think of. I got motherfreakin' PROCESS, girl! When I give a directive to my team I need to only say a few words and they INSTANTLY know what to do, and there is precise, effective and brand-aligned ways for them to do it. The machine WORKS, and sometimes we barely even have to press a button for it to do... Read More >>

Anything you want can be brought into the physical world at any point in time, instantly and with ease, and all you have to do for this to happen is to command it - Believe it - Release it - And then be on your way, CERTAIN your orders are being followed and expecting what you asked for to show up at any moment in time. Perhaps you already do this with smaller things, things you find 'easier' to believe you can have some kind of command over, yes? Like asking for a carpark near the door and expecting that of COURSE one shows up. Or commanding your mind to remind you where you left the... Read More >>