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SOMETIMES I THINK IT WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER TO NOT BE ME

When I was 13, I got in trouble in Science class and was kicked out temporarily; sent to the Principal’s office I believe, for being impudent. (I don’t know that the word impudent was used, but I feel it adds to the story to imagine it to have been so let’s go with it).

What was funny was, I was such a good good girl.

I was always the good girl.

The straight A, excuse me, A+++ student in every academic class, the ‘school square’, ‘teacher’s pet’, top of the class type of person who, additional to her academic success was always driven by wanting to please and indeed impress her teachers, parents, any and all people of authority or respect.

So it wasn’t exactly on brand to be booted out of class!

But, as had occurred perhaps a handful of times prior, and certainly occurred on the odd occasion since, when something started to bubble up in me, eventually?

It came out.

What had happened in that class was simple: evolution was being taught, and I just couldn’t get my head to come to terms with accepting it. Not my head, nor my heart, nor (not that I would have thought about it this way at the time), my soul. I just didn’t believe it. I tried for a little bit to stay silent, but, well, I had questions. Things that didn’t line up. Things I just … wondered, you know? So, I started to say them. Ask them. Wonder them. And okay, fine, dispute them fervently with the teacher.

To me, I just don’t really care what your science says. I KNOW creation is reality, I know it in the only place that actually matters. Incidentally there is plenty of science to back it up if you wanna go looking for it (indeed the early scientists such as Galileo were largely Christian!), but – as I said, I don’t care about the science anyway!

I know what I know, I know when my beliefs and inner truth overrides even ALL the so-called evidence in the world, yes I likely WILL go and find ‘proof’ to back up my viewpoint, but zero part of me needs it and either way –

I have this part of me that just doesn’t stay quiet when passion, certainty, soul truth has something to say.

Even as the shy, extremely introverted, ‘wanna impress all the teachers and always be top of the class good girl’, I found that that part of me took over from time to time.

Wanna know a not-so-secret about me, and how I’ve created such insane success in my business, my money, my life?

The soul certain part of me STILL just takes over the introverted, ‘want people to like me’, me, who would in her human state prefer to stay quiet and not rock the boat.

Nah, actually the truth is that both those parts of me are pretty well blended now and I enjoy rocking the damn boat and knowing that no matter how wild it gets I am SO freaking grounded and strong in who I am that it’s near to impossible to shake me. All that happens is I get stronger and MORE certain in my core!

I wasn’t even going to write today about this side of ‘me being me’ actually. I was going to write about always being on the go a million miles an hour and the back and forth of THAT, and of falling into acceptance with your crazy chaotic side. But instead, sure, let’s talk about what’s coming out. For a change!! Haha.

Which is –

That side of me who just can’t stop won’t stop on ANYTHING, including speaking her truth no matter how inappropriate, unpopular, uncomfortable. That side who has come out to play again of late relevant to … shall we say … current world sitch, and who has had naysayers from here and there popping up like random little hungry hippos shaking their fists and demanding ‘science’ or ‘proof’ or ‘whatever’ because otherwise YOU NOT ALLOWED TO BELIEVE THAT LADY YOU BELIEVING BAD THINGS LADY YOU TELLING PEOPLE BAD THINGS LADY YOU STOP LADY.

Haha. Weird ass hippos, I know.

To me it’s a mix of eye-roll inducing and low key irritating and just plain hilarious that people ACTUALLY still believe in the idea of science trumping all. I mean … which science, firstly, where’d’ya get it from, secondly, who told you it was true, mostly, and why don’t we just play a til death do us part game of my vs your science if we really WANT to (because you can find science for anything), but seriously –

How in the name of ALL get out is anybody actually walking around in life basing their choices and beliefs on what they are told to believe and think?!

To me it seems natural to question EVERYTHING,
to find your own way on EVERYTHING,
and to be guided from within on EVERYTHING.

Even being Christian was something I veered away from for YEARS despite being born and brought up in it, and went into ALLLL the soul and also – yep! science and ‘evidence’ – questioning around before eventually being all in on it! All grounded in the simple fact that – this is what my soul FELT.

When people wanna throw down at me about politics,
about what is right vs wrong,
about vaccination,
about medicine or health,
about ANYTHING,

and their argument is ‘but this is what the Important And Fancy Appointed People Said is True’, it’s truly bizarre to me.

In the end, it ALWAYS has to come back to – but what does your SOUL say? And then, if you’re a person who naturally leans into learning, as I myself do, for sure you can go and find your science, your evidence, your proof, ’cause it’s interesting and fun. But not EVER because you need it. Why would you need ANYTHING outside of you in order to know what is true, and the answer is –

You don’t.

In the end, YOU ALREADY ALWAYS KNEW WHAT YOU BELIEVED, ON EVERYTHING.

And,

when were you planning to ever back yourself on being you?

Really, our entire society and anything that is deemed common or normal or acceptable to believe still had to originate SOMEWHERE. So, in all things, who made that the rule and why exactly are you following it? And why do they get to play God and make the rules? And what if there were a deeper or different truth that one day will be accepted as normal (shocking idea, not like that’s every happened before in history¬†), and either way – what do YOU believe?

When we’re talking about living purposefully, living with intent, being of service and value and impact to others, living a life that is GOOD and JUST and TRUE, our own internal compass has to override EVERYTHING.

But here is why that is so hard for people, so scary, so confronting, and, often, leads them to really get quite OUTRAGED at the you who is ABLE to stay grounded to core, and a deeper or higher or more universal truth –

People lost connection to soul, for the most part, a long time ago. And maybe never had it.

The typical person, even of reasonable intelligence, long ago let go of the natural part of them that questioned, wrinkled up their nose, saw things a different way.

For many people, it feels almost like they never had that in them I guess … or that it was so deeply buried that in their entire LIFEtime they’ve never even considered non-conformity.

To me, and those who align with what I’m saying here, whether or not they hold the same beliefs as me (which is not remotely the point, and not remotely required!), we can’t even IMAGINE not questioning every.fucking.thing.

I see this in my daughter daily. She just WILL not accept anything unless she, well, accepts it. And she will tear apart every damn bit of it until she’s happy. IT IS FULL ON AND MAKES ME AT TIMES WANT TO SCREAM AND WRING MY HANDS IN DESPAIR BECAUSE IT NEVER ENDS!! And? I am SO SO SO proud of her and in so much admiration of her, because the girl is UNSHAKEABLE on who and what she is and what she believes, even as she openly learns and learns and grows.

IN her learning though, unlike many adults, she trusts her intuition and her internal compass, which is why she just doesn’t have it in her to accept things just because they are told to her.

She accepts them if it aligns, and if it doesn’t then she figures it TF out.

Do you?

Do the people you’re allowing in to your space to do business and life with?

I look at some of the hangers on who are committed to arguing til their blue in the face anytime someone such as me questions the norm, and I wonder – when was the last time this person even CONSIDERED taking it on board fully as their own responsibility to determine truth? Or are they so deeply coded to not question that it literally doesn’t even pass through their mind?

Sometimes my friends ask me why I don’t just block or delete or ignore when people just keep harping on in disagreeance with me. The reason is, firstly, it doesn’t happen very often, because I am great at magnetically calling in connections who were meant to be in my space because there is an ALIGNMENT, and secondly – I like it from time to time. Which I guess is why I call it in and allow it.

I like it because it strengthens me even further into who I am. It hones my certainty, and sure, I’ll admit it, also my wit.¬†🙂

And it reminds me why I am so deeply connected to continuing to do the job of being me.

The thing is,

that shy introverted girl within still just wants the approval and respect of everyone.

The thing is,

she was never actually in charge anyway.

Now imagine –

What if from this day forward you showed up from a place of responsibility to who you know you’re meant to be,

and what you can’t NOT find your own truth on.

Sometimes it seems like it would be easier to just not be this person. To be another bland insipid femmebot posting agreeable things to agreeable people who agreed to agree with what they were told to agree on forever. How agreeable!

But when you think about it, really –

It’s the hardest thing in the world to go to bed each night and know you weren’t you.

So throw off the mask that fear has you wearing.

You got reality to create but first you gotta question it.

And seriously – let go of the idea of it EVER resulting in anything other than you impacting more of the people you came here to impact, while doing more of the job you came here to do.

It’s actually all that happens anyway. For every 1 person who thinks you’re an irresponsible jerk-face there are literally 10,000 x 10,000 more who NEEDED the truth you are in the world.

How wildly irresponsible and indeed God awful it would be, therefore, to not be it.

The easiest job in the world, actually, is to be you.

The worst is to deny even one part of you.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

✨✨¬†Success Frequencies.

Let’s talk about them. Breathe them in. ALLOW them in. And then dial them TF in.

Are you ready?

There are certain ways of being, of operating, of thinking, and perhaps most in particular of expecting which are currently dictating your outcomes in every area of life.

You are, quite literally, coded. Programmed. Running on a frequency of … X.

With X being, well – whatever you see around you most days. Whatever you experience. Feel. Know to be true. Receive and hold onto. Receive and do not hold on to. Or do not receive at all.

There are certain things in your life which right now you can click your fingers and command to replicate, on repeat, and they do.

And there are other things which SHOULD be in your life, which you yearn to have in your life, which sometimes you get a glimpse or a taste of or even an entire mouthful, and then they’re gone, into the night, maybe never to return again, shrouded in mystery and frustration but yet at the same time that deeper part of you knows –

it’s not supposed to be like this.

It shouldn’t be.

I don’t accept it!

And I WILL move past.

You look into the future you see inside of you and you know that it is ALL real, ALL available, ALL true, ALL there for the taking. A virtual sushi train of wondrous life options, every one of ’em just a choice you can pluck off as it rolls on by! Don’t see what you want, not exactly? All you gotta do is ASK, and it’ll be freshly made for you!

Your belief around the impossible is OFF THE CHARTS.

And it always has been.

Your PROOF, of CREATING and ALLOWING the impossible is also pretty darn off the charts, if you do say so yourself. Which you don’t have to, because others do it for you!

It’s ALWAYS been this way for you, you’ve ALWAYS been able to dance between realities and choose the one you wanna keep.

But yet –

it feels, so much of the time, as though you’re teetering.

Teetering on the edge of will I / won’t I let myself FULLY go and receive, create, allow, BE –

or will I fall back into normal, into rules, into worries, into shoulds, into the dreaded dreaded fear that it’ll somehow all just stop working and I’ll find out there was never anything special about me at all, never anything wondrous about what I could do, and that I just somehow … fluked things for a bit.

Sometimes you’re CERTAIN which way you’re going to topple.

And other times you’re terrified you have no idea at all, and if you did you wouldn’t want to know.

But what you do know is this:

When things are working.

When things are flowing to and through and from you in the precise ways they should be.

When things are OH so yes.

When it’s all just coming together, the different areas of your business your money your life and YOU just rolling PERFECTLY, like a beautiful and impossible to replicate orchestra, pure MAGIC –

it’s not because of what you did.

It is not because of how you planned, followed the plan, did it right.

It’s not a list you ticked off that made it that you got to then GET.

It’s not because you followed RULES for success.

Or really anything at all.

It’s because you were playing life on a certain frequency. You were tapped in, dialled in, LEANING all the way in to something you can’t even fully describe but you KNOW when you’re in it.

You were, not to be too corny or cliche about it but we’ll say it anyway ’cause it’s true – one with life itself. Dancing the most beautiful dance of BEING FULLY YOU with the wind beneath your wings nothing other than God and truth and the very fabric of the universe, what else could it be?!

Put simply:

you had those Success Frequencies switched on to high AF, and you were using ’em.

Want to know how to do that more, in fact any time you choose, in fact with complete calm understanding of what it is you ARE doing and how to tap in and BE in that energy, that place, that receiving, at will?

It’s always been available.

It’s ALWAYS been right there for the taking.

EVERYTHING you’ve suspected this whole time is true.

And now?
We’re gonna get you understanding it (every last bit).

Living it (as naturally as breathing).

And UTILISING it to let life unwind to the places you’ve been waiting to be (the way it’s meant for you).

Ready?

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12 homework worksheets designed to break you open, wake and shake you into the place your inner self is already meant to be playing in, and lead you to specific steps YOU get to take in order to see drastic life elevation … aka RESULTS, the ones you want and are waiting on … in every area of your life.

24 days in total to revolutionise your life, how you see yourself, and how the world shows up for you in return.

This?

Changes everything.

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Here’s what it comes down to:

You’ve always known that the work is about so much more than the work. AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. There’s not a single extra second you will one day be relieved you waited to go all in on that.

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