SURRENDER – THE MISSING LINK TO MANIFESTATION

On the other side of surrender, way out in the field beyond your fears, your doubts, your resistance, your “but I must!”, and “I have to!”, and “I’ll die if this doesn’t work!”, and “it’s not fair though, why aren’t I there yet?!”, there is a place where all your dreams come true,

with ease,

and from flow,

and where life just WORKS, even if not in the way you exactly thought or insisted it should back when you were DEMANDING and being overly CONTROLLING, and in this place it’s all so beautiful … so perfect … so as it SHOULD be, that it seems wondrous, amazing, made up to you to imagine that there was ever a time when you tried so.damn.hard to make it work and were continually so.damn.frustrated that of course it DIDN’T!

On the other side of surrender, in the infinite space where you have let go of the HAVE to of ANYTHING, and you’ve realised that no matter what, you are always taken care of, always enough, always HAVE enough, always have everything you need available inside of you, and where you have finally –

and fully –

let GO –

there lies a place

(I’ll meet you there … thank you Rumi for the liberty with your poetry …)

and we’ll dance together

in ABSOLUTE NIRVANA FREEDOM CERTAINTY AND FLOW

as we laugh and laugh and LAUGH and laugh at how complex we made it, how funny we were, how SILLY in fact, how ridiculous to ever think we could call in ANYTHING without that critical critical and OH so sweet –

Surrender.

Do you wonder? Do you wonder and wail and wish? Do you find yourself at times in a FURY at why it hasn’t happened yet, why not you yet, why not now, WHAT ARE YOU DOING WRONG WHEN YOU DO ALL THE THINGS AND THEN SOME?!

Do you wonder why your hard work doesn’t seem to pay off?

Why your bones hurt and your jaw aches and when you orgasm it’s just a LITTLE bit –

HARD

Just a little bit –

RESTRICTED

Just a little bit –

NOT release, not surrender, not flow?

Do you wonder why your sleep is never QUITE as deep as you’d like, why your digestion continues to feel incomplete, and for the love of God why you’re STILL holding on to that extra layer of fat or fluid despite how damn healthy you are?

Do you wonder?

Do you wonder why, even when you DO reach the outcomes you desire, when you do have that breakthrough, or win, why it seems to come at SUCH a cost and you can’t even really enjoy it?

Do you wonder?

Do you wonder when the damn EASE AND FLOW AND MERRY HAPPY UNICORNS BIT IS COMING?

Do you wonder what you’re MISSING here? Why you apply all the principles of manifestation and calling it in religiously and you still just can’t GET there?

Well, I’ll tell you, and I suppose I just TOLD you, and I guess you already read it in the title, but let’s say it again and LOUDER this time for the kids in the back!

The missing link
The missing piece
The ‘magic bullet’

Is you need.to.surrender.

Let go.

Let go of needing it EVER.

Let of needing it to COMPLETE you.

Let go of your happiness, your safety, your anything being at arms length from you because you don’t yet have this thing.

Let go of trying to damn control how it comes together, too! Let go of trying to MANAGE THE TURNING OF THE WORLD.

And realise –

That the longer you hold on,

The more you state “I DON’T HAVE FAITH.

I DON’T BELIEVE.

I DON’T TRUST.”

Which essentially is like saying that deep down you suspect you’re not good enough and that if you don’t personally mastermind every damn thing and also insist insist insist you have it or your worst fears are validated –

And really,

How does this serve you?

And also,

Is it even true?

Here is what I think.

I think that when you go deeper. Beneath the fear layer and beneath the ‘can I really’, and beneath the ‘but I have to!’, and beneath the damn MONEY shit, when you step into your soul you know.

That you are worthy.

That everything you feel inside of you is real.

And that you can have it all.

But if you want it all –

Yes, you do need to be willing to do what it takes, no matter what it takes and until it takes, and you also need to realise that part of that is letting the frick go of IF it ever takes, and choosing to be okay with what IS.

The secret to having everything,

Is to let of ever needing anything.

This is practice.

It’s a discipline.

And it’s a choice.

So damn well choose it. Or?

Keep on holding on and becoming ever more fearful and tight.

Faith is a decision gorgeous.

That’s all.