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Success Mindset

YOUR STRUGGLE IS JUST A DISTRACTION

You know that thing you do, where everything is finally coming together and going JUST the way you’ve so long hoped it would, and so you promptly and with little to no conscious thought about it crash it the fuck back down again?

That thing where just when you thought you could relax and BREATHE a little you create some sort of all systems go panic type situation, the outcome of which is that you need to RUN RUN RUN, and push like a motherfucker?!

Yeah …

That!!

I know you know what I’m talking about 🙂

We all DO it, us adrenalin-driven crazy types, the last thing we’d want is to create a life where we could take it EASY or simply enjoy the fruits of our labour!!

I know for me, back before business was my OBSESSION, back when fitness was, everytime I’d ‘just about’ get my body to where I thought it would be PERFECT, I’d go on some kind of binge, or simply a gradual slide, and bounce back up a couple of kg.

Wouldn’t want to get to my GOAL or anything … what the hell would I do then?! I had NO fucking clue, and I wasn’t aware enough to see what I was doing, so I just made damn sure I didn’t get there and that I always had to hustle and PUSH.

The truth is, I took a lot of pride (and still do, let’s be honest!) from the fact that I could just about click my fingers and get results like WOAH in a matter of a few days.

I’ve always been great at making magic when I really HAVE to.

In business, with money in particular, I had a similar pattern for years. As I gradually let myself loosen the chains that body obsession and an eating disorder had over me I without realising it replaced that need to manufacture adrenalin in a new way. Over and over and over again, everytime things started to be on track in my business financially, I’d somehow CRASH IT ALL TO THE GROUND AGAIN.

Either I’d just let things PLUMMET … or else I’d somehow end up with an INSANE amount of new expenses, where I had to run like a possessed dervish in order to be able to keep BARELY ahead of things.

It’s not fun unless you can hardly breathe, right?!

RIGHT.

And I know that I’m not alone in this, I’ve had this conversation with COUNTLESS clients.

“Why do I keep on burning everything to the ground just when things are going well?”

“I think it’s almost as though I LIKE having that pressure of not having any money!”

Well yes baby.

You DO.

You DO like the pressure, you NEED the fucking pressure, you THRIVE on the pressure and the thrill of the push. You were born to SPRINT your way to rich and to keep KEEP ON RUNNING ONCE YOU GET THERE, the take it easy life ain’t for you and I am NOT going to give you some sort of magical way to rid yourself of the love of GO so that you can kick back on the couch and watch the world pass you by.

Not on my watch you won’t!

And you wouldn’t WANT to, what a ghastly idea, that’s the point.

But there’s ALSO no point to SABOTAGING yourself when you very well could get your rush in a way that is instead leveraged and LIFTS you.

Or is there …

I’ve thought about this a LOT over the years, and I’ve coached countless clients on it as well, and my angle has always been REPLACE THE PUSH. I.e. rather than needing to put yourself in a situation of money scarcity in order to get your rush, find another, essentially positive and purposeful, way to get that rush.

Doing this helped ME escape the body cycle, AND the money crash cycle.

But sometimes I still feel as though I DELIBERATELY manufacture really high-pressure environments for myself for no apparent reason.

And on the one hand I DO enjoy that sense of pride that comes from knowing I ALWAYS win, and I definitely love the adrenalin and the thrill of will I won’t I of COURSE I fucking will, but on the other hand it seems as though I’m just making things harder than they need to be and surely there is a more USEFUL way to direct my energy.

As I always do, when I want to figure something out, I turned to my journal.

And I had the most SHOCKING – although obvious! – revelation.

The need to STRUGGLE, for entrepreneurs and crazy creative BADASS mofo’s (aka you and me!) is not only a need for ADRENALIN and the thrill of accomplishment against all odds, it’s also a DISTRACTION.

From what is really going on.

From what you’re avoiding.

From what you’re RUNNING from, maybe.

I gotta tell you –

Looking into this mirror was pretty confronting for me, because after a couple of exploratory lines about why I would WANT to keep super high pressure stakes on in my business the real thing hit me like a smack in the face:

“If I didn’t need to keep 100% focus on my business, I would be able to focus on what really matters and what really matters is my LIFE”

Woah!!

What the fuck does THAT mean, my business IS my life, right?!

But if there’s one thing I know for sure with journaling, it’s GO with what comes up, so I went with it, and the next sentence that HIT me was around being PRESENT.

If I weren’t so ON with my business all the time I’d be able to focus on my life and being PRESENT.

Okay, so why would I not want to be present? (I asked myself)

And the answer was pretty full on, but as always I’m happy to share it:

Because I don’t like the life I’ve created.

Now to cut to the chase for those who don’t know – I separated from my husband some months back, after a much drawn out and painful process of realising we weren’t happy, in love, or aligned.

Long story short and without having to go into all the details for you, that’s what this is about.

I’ve known it for a LONG FUCKING TIME.

I’ve RUN from it for a long fucking time.

I’ve been fully AWARE that feeling unable to be present in my home life has caused me to invest even MORE of my energy and focus into my business than what I would otherwise have done perhaps, despite the obvious fact that hell YES I was born for this and purpose ALWAYS comes first. But this need to escape my life … I’ve observed it for a long time. It’s definitely meant I’ve created ADDITIONAL pressure where it otherwise wasn’t needed, because it kept me fucking busy.

It kept me distracted.

Your STRUGGLE is just a distraction from what’s really going on gorgeous.

And for me I’m not surprised that now … as I start, as we all start, to rebuild our lives and to find a new way of being a family that is separated but also yes as I start to set up my new life for myself and for when I have my kids, that this stuff comes to light again.

The truth is I do have a desire for a lot of stuff in my personal life that I’ve not yet allowed myself to have. Stuff that I’ve never yet experienced, to be honest. Stuff I think I told myself I wasn’t worthy of. Stuff I probably don’t need to get carried away writing about right now!!

And here’s the thing –

Whatever YOU are creating struggle around, there is definitely a deeper reason too.

For me, realising all of this is FABULOUS. I love new levels of awareness. It does NOT mean I immediately need to go out and try and fast-track shit in my personal life. Things are EXACTLY AS THEY ARE MEANT TO BE RIGHT NOW, they always are.

The cool thing is that the awareness ALONE is enough.

Enough to think – aha! NOW I get why I had to do that! NOW it makes sense! NOW I know why I NEEDED that struggle.

There’s always a reason, you know.

You don’t put yourself into a situation of DISTRACTION without purpose!

Knowing the reason, for starters, is enough. Enough to understand. Enough to release. Enough to set new intentions.

Enough to make a choice and believe that you can make a CHANGE.

And yeah –

Enough to stop having to FALSELY create extra pressure.

Don’t get me wrong …. I have ZERO interest in living some kind of Kumbaya adrenalin-free life!! But I also don’t see the point in creating struggle as a means of covering PAIN, when my push could be purposeful and fully FORWARD focused.

And I wonder –

I wonder what it is for you, that you’re hiding from?

What is it you’re RUNNING from?

What is the DISTRACTION you don’t dare to face up to?

And what do you need to admit, deal with, or at least set some focused fucking intentions around?

I believe fully that you and I, we can have it all. The truth is … I’ve felt like a bit of a fraud in saying this for a long time, because I knew that in my personal life I sure as shit did NOT.

But I never stopped believing.

And I DO think it always plays out exactly as it was always meant to.

The thing with having it all though, if you choose to also believe?

You really do have to be willing to go get it all.

Just because it’s AVAILABLE to you don’t mean it’s gonna be GIVEN to you.

So today I invite you to join me. In facing the fuck up to what your struggle is really about. And then?

Well simply make a decision about how much longer you’d like to keep living that way, or about what you now choose instead.

In the end, it’s all just a game of make believe anyway.

Might as well make believe, you can live the life you want.

And go live it.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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