Sooner or later, you will have to give in to the yearning within you, and admit that no matter how much you achieve or how far you go or what high heights you reach, NONE of it is going to fill that need.

That hole, that ache, that void, that place where only one thing can ever go, and the one thing of course is YOU BEING WHO YOU ARE MEANT TO BE.

You can live your entire life

(If you like!)

Roaming the world

(If you like!)

Seeing it all, doing it all, having it all and even BECOMING the damn thang but if you don’t give your life for THAT thing?

It doesn’t matter.

Not even a little bit.

No, not at all.

And you will continue to search!

You will continue to roam!

You will continue to seek!

You will continue to long for a place where you feel HOME, and so you will work SO hard, do SO much, endure ALL the pain and hardship and struggle and push and you will really EXCEL –

Beyond where most dare or even care to dream!

And it STILL
Won’t be enough.

The world will look at you and marvel at how you’re the best, you’re amazing, ‘just look at her’, WOW!

And you’ll smile
Incline your head gracefully
Give a graceful moue of the shoulders
As you turn away
Hair floating so beautifully behind you
As though you too agree that you really are QUITE amazing, and oh –

Somebody has to be!

But what they don’t see, what they won’t see, what even YOU refuse to allow yourself to see, is how the moment, the very MOMENT the cameras are off –

The people have stopped gushing –

And you have stopped smiling and laughing and saying ‘oh, you’re so kind!’ –

Your face sets into immediate

A certain bitterness carried by a certain type of woman, you KNOW of that which I speak

She’s done so much
She is so much
Just LOOK at how she shines

She’s beautiful
And so accomplished!
An inspiration
To be sure

She floats and she flys and she sparkles and she shines, and when we catch a glimpse of her in her brilliance we ALL want to be like her!

But not so far beneath the surface (and you can feel this, if you’re honest) –

She exists in the DEPTHS OF DESPAIR

She is so broken
So tired
So lost
So empty
And so

Is THIS all there is?

Is THIS what is supposed to fill me, lift me, save me, and allow me to breathe?

Because GOD –


I’ve done it all! I’ve made it! I DID what they said to do and I am the BEST, I’m ALWAYS the best, just LOOK at all I’ve done and created and allowed and become, I DID it, I fucking DID it, and why


Do I still feel like this?

Why am I still floating FREE like this, unable to tether, unable to ground, unable to even BREATHE most of the time?

As I smile smile smile for my adoring fans

And flick flick flick my perfect perfect hair

And laugh girlishly on my little videos with just the right amount of filter

And show the world

How successful

I am

And how successful

They could be

If they just

Did like me

And the whole time, the WHOLE time, the WHOLE entire fucking time, no matter HOW far I run, HOW high I climb, HOW aggressively I push, and create, and BECOME –

It’s still not enough.

And not even close.

And she thinks back to a time,

When she felt certain
When she felt excited
When she KNEW

When she was connected to destiny, to purpose, to the muse, to her heart

It was long ago,
It was yesterday

It was no time,
And every time

And it’s just RIGHT there, she can feel it, she could reach out and grasp it, except that when she does,

It’s gone

A flicker
A gasp
A whisper
A sigh

And maybe it was never there at all

And so she turns
And smiles BRILLIANTLY for the world, because SHE is the SUCCESSFUL one

Oh yes,

I know of these things.

Will I tell you?

Will I remind you?

What you already know and yet need to hear again,

And again,

And again,





Oh, you think it’s UNREASONABLE, that becoming all you were born to be should require you to drop so FULLY into the void?

You think there should be some kind of more realistic way to transition from the WRONG life to the SOUL one?

You think I don’t understand,

Just what it would cost you,

And how you can’t afford to,

Walk away?



And I WILL tell you what you already know,

And what we came to speak of today.




No matter how great.
How amazing!
How admired!
How adored.

Will be enough.
Will fill the hole.
Will allow you to actually SLEEP.

Not a little bit.



The one thing.
The same thing.
It’s always been.
Your thing.
You KNOW the thing.

Isn’t it time to stop running?

Isn’t it time to stop accomplishing everything ELSE?

Isn’t it time to stop working so damn hard to prove you’re enough, have done enough, are the best?

You were born enough.

You’ve always HAD enough.

And you will always BE enough.

For the thing it’s meant to be about for you.

But being enough,
Knowing enough,
And having it right there, available to you, destiny, at your fingertips – !

It means nothing
Unless you do the damn thing

So walk away my darling
And stop lying
As you grin grin grin
While you give your life
To everything the world thinks SO amazing and wow!
And then cry cry cry
As you move relentlessly forward on your way to die
Because you never cared about any of it
Not a little
No, not at all

But hey – !

You looked GREAT on Instagram.


Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x


Programmed to Upgrade is happening gorgeous, and WHOOOOO MAMA is this the work that works.

25 days, you and me, 1:1, to quantum leap like you’ve NEVER leapt before.

This will be intense …

And a lil bit scary. But buckle up, because you KNOW you’re ready for it.

SO fucking ready 😉

Programmed to UPGRADE!

25 Days, 1:1, with Katrina Ruth, to SCREW the Rules, SCREW the Norm, Go So Damn Extra, So Freaking Hot, So Fully SEEN, and Snap Your Future Into the Now So Damn Fast It’d Make Your Head Spin … even as you nod in certainty that of COURSE, this is what was ALWAYS supposed to be ..

Places are already filling, and we begin next week. If you know it’s time to say yes to MAGIC, and creating your reality from the supernatural, and you’re SO ready to drop the paradigm of always having to DO (and yet still not be there!) then message me now.

I’ll get you the full overview, and talk personally with you about whether or not it’s for you.

To the supernatural baby, and beyond …



As of today, I’m opening up the doors to my Inner Circle, my private client mastermind.

This is THE most badass high level mastermind in the world for women who want it all – and are prepared to do what it takes to get it! Really what we’re talking about is being prepared to be the PERSON.

And that’s what I do. I help you remember ALL that you were, and then become it. ALL Of it.

This is my highest level private mentoring circle. The exact place where I have personally mentored dozens of this industry’s most elite female entrepreneurs to break income barriers ranging from 10k months to multiple 7 FIGURE months, and everything in between. But more importantly than that – to become who and what they always were.

But know that this is not only (obviously) not just for the masses, this is also not just for someone who can afford to invest in a high level private coach. Being willing to throw money down is something which has absolutely zero correlation to being somebody who has what it takes to TRULY go next level as a leader.

If anything, in this industry, investing in a high level coach such as myself, is a rite of passage which veers just a little too much on the side of ‘trend’. It’s become something which ‘everybody does’, almost as a way of proving they play business and life a certain way.

Maybe even of trying to prove it to themselves.

Here is the reality which those who I am truly here to personally mentor and lead KNOW, the reality which my clients and all women like me as well as of course me personally have ALWAYS known:


We are simply, smarter, faster, and have more presence. We can do more in our minds before breakfast than what most people can do in a freakin’ WEEK, a month, a year.

We are not basic ass coaches trying to heave ho our way up a few extra thou a month.

We are the ones who have ALWAYS known we are 1% within the 1% within the 1% in terms of how we think, create, operate, how and WHAT we are tapped in too.

This is not arrogance, this is fact.

And there has NEVER been any question but that we will go all the way.

My clients are high level badasses who do the work, who have a proven track record BEFORE coming to me, and a BEING-ness which unquestionably separates them from the rest. They don’t come to me to save them or lean down and hold my hand out so they can clamber up. They come because they are, quite simply, ready to go to the next level, already absolutely on their WAY there, and see in me something which they recognise because it is in them.

That ‘can’t stop won’t stop’ fire, and a level of ‘unapologeticness’ which, when truly understood and applied, can literally be the difference between 5-figure or low 6-figure and 7 or multi-7-figure entrepreneur.

So if you know who you are and it is THAT –

And you feel certain that you are ALREADY well on your way to to precisely where you’re meant to be, but that being in MY energy could help you to drop in and get there even faster, and that with a couple of simple tweaks your current revenue could be doubling, tripling, heck QUADRUPLING and beyond in months, as it has done with numerous of my clients previously, well then –

PM me here http://m.me/katrinaruthofficial and we’ll see if it’s a fit. I’m excited to talk to you, and maybe – do biz and life with you.

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