PERMISSION TO DO JACK-SHIT, FALL OFF THE EDGE OF THE EARTH, SCREW ‘EM ALL
You hate it.
Don’t you?
I know you hate it, no need to pretend otherwise. Your coy little pretend you’re always a nice shiny smiley happy person ain’t gonna cut it around here!
I know better.
I know all of it.
I know about ALL of you, or at the very least –
the gist of it.
And here is what I know:
When you feel pushed, when you feel pulled, when you feel like THESE ARE THE RULES OF CONDUCT AND SO I MUST FOLLOW THEM, you haaaaaattttttttttte it.
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT NOW FUCK OFF EVERYBODY.
Of course –
OBVIOUSLY –
you ARE a nice shiny smiley happy person!
You’re basically the human version of a field of fucking daisies with butterflies and prancing baby deer and shit.
Okay FINE, more like a field of poppies, but still –
You pretty.
You proper.
You professhhionAL.
And you DEFINITELY have a good heart, the best heart even, and a burning desire since even before time began to do good things in the world, amazing things, make a difference things, ALL the impact-y shift the world at the flick of a switch sorta things.
But none of that in any way means you POSSIBLY want to handle the idea of HAVING TO DO THE THINGS.
– Day in day out routine
– Structure
– Schedule
– ORDER
– R.U.L.E.S
– and most of all: codes of freakin’ conduct which are so damn same samey and repetitive it makes you want to claw your eyes out with toothpicks and just.hide.from.EVERYONE
Naturally, at the same time as all of THIS being true, you also LOVE discipline, order, routines and systems that serve you, and so on.
Yeah. You’re a walking mofo contradiction with bells on and 6-inch pink stilettos which you’ll spin in and spike a bitch with at any moment.
It’s a conundrum.
It’s a pickle.
It’s a REALITY.
And here is what else –
It is next.level.BULLSHIT that you ever had to agree to any of it.
The rules? The discipline? The order of business? The codes of conduct? The way to be the person who has the things and does the things and IS the mofo things? The APPROPRIATE motherfucking communication, conversation, connection, with your people, your business, your LIFE? The outcome based ways of showing up?
FUCK>ALL>OF>IT
Because here is reality:
You can trust yourself to show up for your life.
YOU can trust yourself to show up for your life.
YOU can trust yourself to show up for your mofo life!
What, you think you need to helicopter parent your own ass?
Make a list, check it twice, follow it every damn day til you die?
THAT’S NOT HOW IT WORKS, THAT’S NOT HOW IT EVER HAD TO WORK, THAT’S NOT HOW IT WORKS FOR A BADASS BITCH LIKE YOU.
WE are the ones who make the rules up as we go.
We fly by the seat of our pants and with our blowin’ wild in the wind as we DO WHAT WE WANT AS AND WHEN WE WANT AND HOW WE WANT, and NEVER because,
we said we would
they made it that we should
we agreed that we could
NOPE
ONLY because it’s flow in.that.moment, and if not?
Fuck it.
Fuck it very nicely.
Goodbye.
Amen.
SO LONG LITTLE SOLDIER.
What, you think that’s selfish? Reckless? Irresponsible? Rude? Gonna result in a life of mess and waste?
YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ABOUT LIFE YET.
Not the flow way.
Not the soul way.
Not the way WE do.
Because here is what we know. About a woman like you. A woman like me. A mofo like THAT bad babe over there. THE ONES WHO WERE CALLED IN A VERY PARTICULAR WAY, NOT JUST TO UNLEASH THE ART, BUT, WELL –
TO BE IT.
YES, we love doing what we do how we do and when we do.
We love gettin’ our outcome based purposeful pain (or flow, same same) routines and regimes on.
We love following through and doing what it takes no matter what it takes until it takes when every other wannabe badass fell by the wayside.
We love that we WILLINGLY go back into the fray each day.
We love that we KNOW we go above,
and above,
and above,
and ALL the way beyond where others don’t even dare to dream.
– We love that we are consistent
– That we show up day in and day out
– That NOTHING will sway or slow us
And yes,
when there’s ass to be kicked we will absolutely kick it starting ALWAYS with our own.
BUT THE REASON WHY THIS WORKS AND WHY IT WILL ACTUALLY GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL AND PERHAPS WHY YOU’RE NOT BREAKING THROUGH WHEN YOU REALLY KNOW YOU SHOULDA BY NOW,
we.hate.doing.what.we.are.told.
Being under command.
‘Having’ to.
‘Being expected’ to.
Even by our own self!
(and God help any other person who tries it on us haha)
Now I know, I know –
I’m not exactly over here newsflashin’ you.
But let me ask you something –
Have you actually given yourself permission to never do ANY of it? To fall off the edge of the earth, flake out on EVERYONE, go into hiding, and basically get your full bratty meltdown vibe on while you refuse to talk to ANYONE?
Because if no,
then NO girl, no.
You’re not actually living in flow.
Here’s the thing:
You can continue to do life from a place of ‘I created this shit because I followed an exact set of ways of doing things, did not deviate, am THAT freakin’ on point that I didn’t skip a beat on DOING THE THINGS’
or you can trust that all you gotta do is BE the thing, and that YOU/CAN’T/GET/IT/WRONG,
when you trust you.
Either you believe you can be let loose on the world and you will create epic shit, live into your purpose, and do exactly what you came here to do.
Or you believe you need to live under command to get outcomes.
There ain’t no in between baby.
And I know which way equals quantum mofo creation.
So?
Give it a go. I dare ya. Blow it all off. Cancel all your own rules. Wipe the slate clean. Screw EVERYTHING.
And come back to you just doin’ you, and see where that leads you.
I bet it’s some next level place.
Prob the exact one you’ve been trying to direct yourself so freakin’ perfectly to get to.
Just something to think about,
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