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Purpose

SCARED TO LET YOURSELF HAVE IT ALL

I think you’re scared to let yourself have it all, that you feel unworthy, that you’re chasing validation, which is pulling you off your true path, and that it’s time, to STOP.

Isn’t it funny

How far we have to go

From the pathway we’re truly meant to be on

In order to see what was right in front of us,

The whole time?

Truth, and you may not be ready to admit this yet, but true it no doubt is, nonetheless:

I think that if you tuned in fully to what you actually would be doing and who you would BE, if you knew you were already, inherently, enough, and validated, that the road you’re traveling right now might all of a sudden look a whole lot different.

It’s funny, really, how easily we construct ideas of what we must accomplish and WIN at in order to have the approval of others (oh – ! Only the whole world!) when really the answers to what we actually WANT are a lot quieter, a lot stiller, a lot SIMPLER, also.

I don’t mean that you don’t want big, and grand, and spectacular, because you and I both know you were born to be a star, to lead and rule, to UNLEASH, a powerful, message.

But the way you’re pursuing it right now?

This desperate need to have it be as FULL FUCKING ON and POLISHED and PROPER and PRETTY and PERFECT, as possible?

I don’t know that that was what it was ever about.

Don’t you think?

Wasn’t it always just about the art, the performance, the power, inside, and how you want to unleash it?

(How would you unleash it –

Pray tell –

If you could do it any which way or if, more simply, you already, knew –

That you were valid

And enough

Because you live

And breathed?

And I don’t know if you’re willing to admit to yourself how GOD DAMN SIMPLE YOU ACTUALLY LONG FOR IT TO BE

how all of this STUFF

You’re chasing

Is a hope

And a promise

But that the real dream

Was never about having it come from outside of you.

When you woke up, freshly born, in your mothers arms, did your heart whisper that your calling was only one that could be fulfilled if the world accepted you and raised you and adored you and if you jumped through –

Hoops.

Of all sorts of kinds.

?

Or was it actually, back then, more of a KNOWING –

That you were born for more.

That you weren’t going to LIVE the normal life.

That your message was POWERFUL, and that you had the answers to ALL of it

Inside.

And then at some point you started to question, what you inherently knew to be true, and you started to buy in to, the notion that you can’t just do what you WANT, that you can’t just do it without PERMISSION, and that at a certain point you can’t just do it by making shit the fuck up and following your INSTINCT, that there must be –

People.

Important People.

Who will show you.

how best to be you.

How to package that.

And position it.

And market it.

To a world full of misaligned strangers, who also, have given in, to the idea

That there is a right way

And a wrong way

To be oneself

And so you become a guru, an expert, a leader, in lights! And you jump and you jump and you JUMP through those hoops! As you desperately seek to convince others to follow you

And do the same

When all along

Within you

There beats the heart.

Of an artist

Of a crazy one

Of one who will not be stilled

Of one who actually

(thank you very much)

did not come here to give a fuck about the fame and the lights and the FANFARE or fortune

Until first,

purpose

And who actually

(thank you very much)

will be KNOWN AND RICH AF

But only

(truly)

When on purpose

But yet here you are and you’re continuing to build, upon a house of cards, which you’ve constructed

In which you must jump a certain way, dance a certain way, respond a certain way, because you said that you would and besides – !

What if THEY re RIGHT and you can’t succeed –

At just being you.

I mean:

You can be you, obviously.

But you must be a CERTAIN CAREFUL KIND OF YOU

In order to prove yourself

In order to be followed

In order to be paid

In order, and really, this is what it’s all about and what it’s only been about, for the likes of you and I:

To be seen.

(Isn’t it true –

That all you ever wanted –

Was to be seen?)

And I wonder, how it is, and I hope it’s okay to say this, but I must and so I WILL, regardless –

How you expect to be seen –

If you’re not showing up?

Fully.

And fully.

And fully.

As you.

And fuck the WORLD.

But yet here you are.

When really –

Nothing else matters.

Besides what you can’t not.

But yet you delay and delay and delay and you pray that ONE day

You can wake up, and be brave enough

To do what you’ve been waiting for all along

And you feel –

“So close no matter how far

Couldn’t be much more from the heart

Forever trust in who you are

And nothing else matters

Never opened my self this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I long to say

And nothing else matters”

But yet, here you are, and you’re letting it fucking MATTER.

The seductive pull of all that which you at some point have decided will FREE you will FAME you will PAY you, and when I LOOK at you, I see

A pretty website

A pretty little offering

Some very pretty photos

And pretty much fucking nothing

Which shows me the beat of your heart

And I wonder –

Is it even there? Inside you? Bloody and raw and BEATING

At all?

And eventually –

I become bored –

And I leave.

Because you’re out there looking like EVERY FUCKING OTHER PERSON CHASING THE SAME GOD FORSAKEN PATH AND EVEN DOING THE SAME FUCKING “LOOK AT ME I’M ALL COOL AND SPIRITUAL SHIT” AND YET THERE’S NOTHING –

That shows me who you really are.

And what you stand for.

And why I –

Should care.

And I don’t anymore, actually, except that something inside me tells me –

Maybe your heart still beats.

I’ve mostly given up of course.

Because I feel like I would have already seen it at this point.

But all I want, as I write this – ?

PROVE ME FUCKING WRONG.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

✨✨ Success Frequencies.

Let’s talk about them. Breathe them in. ALLOW them in. And then dial them TF in.

Are you ready?

There are certain ways of being, of operating, of thinking, and perhaps most in particular of expecting which are currently dictating your outcomes in every area of life.

You are, quite literally, coded. Programmed. Running on a frequency of … X.

With X being, well – whatever you see around you most days. Whatever you experience. Feel. Know to be true. Receive and hold onto. Receive and do not hold on to. Or do not receive at all.

There are certain things in your life which right now you can click your fingers and command to replicate, on repeat, and they do.

And there are other things which SHOULD be in your life, which you yearn to have in your life, which sometimes you get a glimpse or a taste of or even an entire mouthful, and then they’re gone, into the night, maybe never to return again, shrouded in mystery and frustration but yet at the same time that deeper part of you knows –

it’s not supposed to be like this.

It shouldn’t be.

I don’t accept it!

And I WILL move past.

You look into the future you see inside of you and you know that it is ALL real, ALL available, ALL true, ALL there for the taking. A virtual sushi train of wondrous life options, every one of ’em just a choice you can pluck off as it rolls on by! Don’t see what you want, not exactly? All you gotta do is ASK, and it’ll be freshly made for you!

Your belief around the impossible is OFF THE CHARTS.

And it always has been.

Your PROOF, of CREATING and ALLOWING the impossible is also pretty darn off the charts, if you do say so yourself. Which you don’t have to, because others do it for you!

It’s ALWAYS been this way for you, you’ve ALWAYS been able to dance between realities and choose the one you wanna keep.

But yet –

it feels, so much of the time, as though you’re teetering.

Teetering on the edge of will I / won’t I let myself FULLY go and receive, create, allow, BE –

or will I fall back into normal, into rules, into worries, into shoulds, into the dreaded dreaded fear that it’ll somehow all just stop working and I’ll find out there was never anything special about me at all, never anything wondrous about what I could do, and that I just somehow … fluked things for a bit.

Sometimes you’re CERTAIN which way you’re going to topple.

And other times you’re terrified you have no idea at all, and if you did you wouldn’t want to know.

But what you do know is this:

When things are working.

When things are flowing to and through and from you in the precise ways they should be.

When things are OH so yes.

When it’s all just coming together, the different areas of your business your money your life and YOU just rolling PERFECTLY, like a beautiful and impossible to replicate orchestra, pure MAGIC –

it’s not because of what you did.

It is not because of how you planned, followed the plan, did it right.

It’s not a list you ticked off that made it that you got to then GET.

It’s not because you followed RULES for success.

Or really anything at all.

It’s because you were playing life on a certain frequency. You were tapped in, dialled in, LEANING all the way in to something you can’t even fully describe but you KNOW when you’re in it.

You were, not to be too corny or cliche about it but we’ll say it anyway ’cause it’s true – one with life itself. Dancing the most beautiful dance of BEING FULLY YOU with the wind beneath your wings nothing other than God and truth and the very fabric of the universe, what else could it be?!

Put simply:

you had those Success Frequencies switched on to high AF, and you were using ’em.

Want to know how to do that more, in fact any time you choose, in fact with complete calm understanding of what it is you ARE doing and how to tap in and BE in that energy, that place, that receiving, at will?

It’s always been available.

It’s ALWAYS been right there for the taking.

EVERYTHING you’ve suspected this whole time is true.

And now?
We’re gonna get you understanding it (every last bit).

Living it (as naturally as breathing).

And UTILISING it to let life unwind to the places you’ve been waiting to be (the way it’s meant for you).

Ready?

Success Frequencies with Katrina Ruth, beginning February 1st.

12 audio deep dive trainings.

12 homework worksheets designed to break you open, wake and shake you into the place your inner self is already meant to be playing in, and lead you to specific steps YOU get to take in order to see drastic life elevation … aka RESULTS, the ones you want and are waiting on … in every area of your life.

24 days in total to revolutionise your life, how you see yourself, and how the world shows up for you in return.

This?

Changes everything.

Full price: $497

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Here’s what it comes down to:

You’ve always known that the work is about so much more than the work. AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. There’s not a single extra second you will one day be relieved you waited to go all in on that.

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