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Success Mindset

INDULGING THE FEAR MIND VERSUS UNLOCKING CREATIVE FLOW —> YOU CAN’T DO BOTH

The fear mind will tell you it needs you, it wants you, it’s so hungry for you, it lusts after you so furiously that it’s almost attractive, and it will whisper to you, slowly, seductively, lovingly, and tell you –

You need me too.

You need me, I make you comfortable, I keep you sheltered, I keep you safe, we can dance together and sway together here where we’ve always been,

In the tunnels and drains and darkness, away from the light, away from expansion, away from all of that unKNOWN.

The unknown is scary! And it’s bad! And it’s wrong! You don’t need it, you need ME!

The fear mind is greedy. It is demanding. It wants ALL of you and it refuses to give up even a piece.

Oh, so you’d try to have something to lean on OTHER than me?

NO! You CAN’T! I WON’T ALLOW IT! It’s me and ONLY me, turn away from me and I will leave you and I will DESTROY you.

And it will rage, it will rear up, its anger making your heart beat fast and your eyes glaze over and a light sweat break out as the panic sets in, just a little at first, but enough to make you wonder –

CAN I live without this?
WILL I be okay?
If I launch myself free of all of the doubts, all of the fears, all of the USUAL

Ways of doing
And thinking
And believing
And even breathing

WHO WILL I BE WITHOUT ALL OF THAT AND WHERE WILL I GO AND WHAT –

Will become of me?!

I can’t do it I can’t do it I can’t DO it!

And you peer over the edge,
Where you KNOW you must leap,
And it just looks SO far down,
SO scary,
SO treacherous,
And so.
much.
unknown.

You turn over your shoulder, you take just a peek, and fear is there,

Where it’s always been

Where you’ve always known you could depend on it

Tapping its foot and tilting its head and rolling its eyes just a little and reminding you –

YOU DON’T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO DO IT WITHOUT ME, DO YOU?

Of COURSE you’re going to turn back to me!
It’s always BEEN the two of us, don’t kid yourself you’ll ever leave.

Smug bitch…

And what is funny what is awful what is hilarious what is TERRIBLE is that even as you turn back,

Even as you step away rather than leap,

Even as you shrink back down to where you know how to be,

Your heart your soul your spirit your SELF

Is SCREAMING SCREAMING SCREAMING at you,

And it hurts so damn LOUD, STOP fucking screaming, my EARS

So you cover them
And you close your eyes tight
And you quickly quickly quickly find a way to numb
To mask
To hide
To forget

Lost, once again, in the nothing and the everything of the fear,

And your pain.

Yet knowing,
No matter how far you run and how much you mask,

THIS IS NOT HOW IT’S MEANT TO BE.

I am CHOOSING to be weak.

I am CHOOSING to say no to soul, to heart, to creativity, to purpose, to destiny, to ART.

I am choosing,

To deny,

My SELF.

And you go to bed at night,
And move through your day,
Trying so damn hard to convince yourself you have no choice, this is how it has to be, it just IS,

The whole entire time knowing with absolute certainty that NOPE babe –

It’s just a choice.

I’m choosing.
Choosing.
Choosing.
To be ruled by fear.
And to turn off flow.

And here is what is funniest of all –

For all of the fear,
All of the pain,
All of the struggle, and the way you feel SO ensnared, SO trapped, SO bound, SO unknowing of what to do,

There is only one thing needed, for you to unlock creative flow and step into all of you, KILLING the power the fear mind has over you.

All you need to do –

All you EVER needed to do –

All you STILL need to do –

Is DO IT FUCKING ANYWAY.

Fear will always be there, it’s a part of who we all are, and you GET to experience every emotion on the spectrum, but FEAR.CAN.NOT.RULE YOU, unless you ALLOW it to.

Success is simple –

You feel the damn fear.
You listen, if you insist, to what it has to say.
You consider it deeply, even (although I don’t know why!)
And then you say THANK YOU FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND YOUR SUGGESTIONS AND YOUR ATTEMPTS TO ROB ME OF MY LIFE BUT ACTUALLY, ACTUALLY, ACTUALLY –

I’m gonna do it anyway.

So STFU.

Or carry on if you must, I don’t care!

But either way,
Regardless,
For the rest of my life,
And EVERY damn day in every way,

I’LL JUST BE DOING IT ANYWAY.

That is how an empire is built.
How a dream body is created.
How relationships become ONLY fuck yes.
How your LIFE is on purpose.

You just do it anyway.

Not knowing how.
Not ‘feeling’ it.
Taunted, even, by ideas of not being worthy.
Repeatedly choosing to do it ANYWAY until it becomes your norm,

Just who you are,

And the world looks at you and wonders how it can be like you, when all you ever did was just press fucking play without feeling ready, without knowing how, and without having ANY proof at all that you’re good enough.

Stop making it so complicated.

You’re either doing the damn thing and you, through your daily actions and habits and CHOSEN beliefs and thoughts are becoming the you who you’ve always known you can be, or?

You’re living a life of bullshit.

Just remember, whichever you choose for today –

 

 

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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