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Purpose

THE REAL THING NEVER STOPS BURNING, AND IT WON’T GO AWAY

Once you hit upon the real thing, the you thing, the thing you’ve always known it would be about but yet never dared to dream could be so good, could maybe even never be REAL, it will continue to burn stronger –

And stronger –

And stronger still.

Your interest, desire, yearning, NEED, may at times appear to ebb and flow, but really when you look back you’ll see that a lot of the times it was ‘ebbing’ you were just avoiding, and that overall? It’s really only grown.

And while you’ve run here and there and everywhere giving your time and attention to everything else BUT your true thing, it’s never stopped tapping you on the shoulder from within, and reminding you –

Hey hey.

It’s not that, it’s me.

Hey hey.

You’re hiding, still.

Hey hey!

At some point you’re gonna need to give in to being you!

You heard it the whole time of course. But instead of listening to your heart, your soul, your ultimate sovereign BEINGness, you used your head and you said no:

That doesn’t make sense.

And no,

That couldn’t work.

And no!

You can’t make money like THAT, and also, just so we’re clear – I am not GOOD enough for that!

And so you pushed it down, yet again, and you turned away, yet again, and you gave your LIFE, yet again, to the stuff which ‘should’ work, which ‘could’ work, which they told you (so long as you do it right, and JUST so!) WOULD work.

Purpose right there the whole time.
Knocking at the door.
WAITING for you to enter.
But – and here is what it seems perhaps you forgot to realise – never EVER forcing its way in.

See the thing about purpose is, it will never MAKE you say yes to it, nor too will soul.

But what will happen is this:

The burn will only increase.
The desire will not fade.
The YEARNING will become harder to plug up with other shit.

And eventually? You’ll give in.

Maybe what you’re scared of, along with your stuff of not being good enough, worthy, or ready, is that when you DO give in to what’s calling you, you’ll get sick of it, like you have with most everything else.

Well, here’s the thing –

You never get tired of your truth.
You never weary of your soul work.
The desire for anything that is ACTUALLY YOURS only grows stronger!

And that’s the test, isn’t it?

At the moment you’re giving your life for a whole bunch of bullshit that can barely sustain your interest through a DAY, let alone a lifetime.

Telling yourself that you have a problem with motivation, or discipline, or organisation, or being a proper grown up!

No girl, no.

You have a problem with not saying yes to your soul.

And, as a result, blocking life from saying yes to you.

That is some stoopid shit.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

PS

There’s only a day left to join us Queen, where are you?!

It is NOT enough to do the work.
Even all of the work!
Even all day long, every day!

You’re not getting what you want yet because you’re not BEING who you were sent here to be.

It’s time to rip the damn bandaid.

And go straight to the motherfucking top. THE WAY YOU WERE ALREADY APPOINTED TO BE.

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