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Purpose

THE WEALTH GATEWAY WHICH YOU’VE NOT BEEN SEEING

You keep it closed when you refuse to drop in to your true power, when you KNOW what it is you must speak of, tell the world, reveal, from the depths of your soul, and yet –

You don’t.

You keep it closed when you dial down your too much-ness, just a little bit, often not even consciously, just a nice little filter, a smoothing, adjust it, like that, make it fit a little better with the others, like so, there, that’s nice, that’s pretty, people can UNDERSTAND it and they’re not SCARED by it, so yes –

Like that.

(but NO).

You keep it closed when you deny even to yourSELF the depth and the power of the mystic within, the truth and somewhat fearsomeness of your knowledge of God, of the OTHER, of how life really works, of course you talk about it, you teach on it, it oozes out of you, how can it not? But yet –

It’s careful.
It’s reserved.
You’ve got the brakes on.
And somehow wrapped the whole damn thing up in some sort of God-awful bubble of bullshit, in which your desperate fear-mind assures people over and over that ‘don’t worry! yes! I can teach you ‘x’, show you ‘y’, help you solve ‘z’, of course!’

^^ The surface nonsense which you think you need to sell / say / show up with in order to be heard, respected, paid.

When the truth is that THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU REALLY BELIEVE IN.

That’s not how YOU create, shift reality, heal, grow.

And worst and truest of all?

That’s not who you are.

And I wonder, don’t you?

I just wonder –

What would happen if, right now, in this moment, yes NOW –

You just decided to drop the veil.

And to dig in deeper deeper deeper than what you’ve ever allowed yourself to go, into the most wondrous and mystical depths of what your soul has ALWAYS known, and to speak –

Preach –

Create –

And also SELL –

Only on that.

Listen to me as I say you:

WOMAN.

YOU WERE NOT MADE TO MAKE YOURSELF INTO SUCH A SHALLOW FARCE OF ALL THAT YOU CAME HERE TO BE.

When will you REALISE that the gateway which you close off and indeed don’t even SEE, the gateway to EVERYTHING you desire and also know should just BE –

Is you finally –

FINALLY –

(but fully)

– giving your life for what it was given you.

And if you would only stop running, hiding, excuse-making, pretending it’s okay, for just a SECOND, a second in which you pause, and drop in to the full breath-taking truth of who you know you are and what you know you must BE about, you would feel SHOCKED –

Stunned –

And filled with urgency to TEAR LIMB FROM LIMB everything you’ve allowed yourself to be which is NOT true, NOT right, NOT really you.

To BURN THE ENTIRE THING TO THE GROUND IF NEED BE.

Or at the very least, to stop spouting so much nonsense in lieu of simply speaking what needs to be spoken –

And fuck the voice which tells you they won’t listen to that, or want that, or buy.

(THEY WILL).

Because here is how it works, and how you open up the gateway, the portal, flick the fucking switch, and DANCE YOUR RUBY RED HEELS RIGHT THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS AND TO THE OTHER SIDE:

You go full next level bat shit mystic-maker crazy on their asses.

You STOP – forthwith! – speaking from your head, considering ANYTHING, adjusting ANYTHING, and you certainly CERTAINLY stop trying to make fucking SENSE of anything. Either in your own mind or in terms of whether you think it will make sense to them.

LET THOSE WHO HAVE EARS TO HEAR, HEAR.

In other words:

Reach in and grab ’em by the soul, and you DO this by simply getting the fuck out of the way of your OWN soul, and letting what’s in, what’s REALLY in, the most awesome and terrifying ‘what the fuck is she actually ON about or DOING’ part of you –

Out.

That’s all.

And here is what else:

If right now, you think – ‘but I do speak my truth, I do show my crazy, I do drop into the magical, the mystical, the other-worldly, I SPEAK of these things!’, lemme tell you something:

It means jack shit when you do it all beneath pretty lil smoothing filter, and while also spouting off on stuff which your deepest self doesn’t really give a fuck about, nor believe in.

In the end, it’s very very simple:

You’re either standing for what you came here to stand for –

Or you’re falling for everything that never even fucking mattered.

And the latter is how you’ll be remembered –

If anybody even does.

Take a stand.

Make the choice.

Line in the sand.

BE WHO YOU CAME HERE TO BE.

Or die not even actually trying.

And don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

PS

The day has come and there will be no avoiding it.

It’s time to boldly gaze into your own soul, and remind yourself of WHO YOU ALWAYS WERE.

Becoming the Queen: 28 Days to Remember, Initiate, and Activate, Your Crown

Your wings are waiting.

Your CROWN is waiting.

Your THRONE is waiting.

Your COURT is waiting.

The initiation has BEGUN,

but Queen –

Where are you?

It’s normal to be nervous, as you begin the walk into the deepest shadows of your soul.

As you begin the activation of power beyond what most would dream of, or deem remotely available, or real.

As you feel in advance, the weight of the jewels atop your crown bearing down upon your beautiful beautiful and oh-so-high-held head.

It is not normal, however –

(although it may well be COMMON, amongst those who, in the end, show themselves to not have what it takes to be who they are)

– to CONTINUE TO AVOID, and hide, in spite of this.

enough is enough.

It’s time for sovereignty.

It’s time for activation.

It’s time for you.

It’s time?

For Becoming the Queen: https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/becomingthequeen/