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Success Mindset

FOLLOWING THE PATH OF DELUSION

“You do this every time!” she laughed at me. “You’re so funny, and then it always ends up being different to what you said.”

“I know, right? I do do this every time. Haha. So, we’ll see!”

Maybe this time it will be different, is the bit I didn’t say.

I have this thing, you see.

Where when a new idea or creative download comes upon me, I am absolutely.fucking.obsessed with its brilliance, and getting it out into the world.

I become single-minded.

It’s all I talk about.

And I KNOW that this? This is the thing which is gonna take the damn thing to the next level and THEN some.

I tell EVERYONE –

Of how awesome it is.
Of how perfect it is.
Of how OBVIOUS it is.
And of how I ‘KNOW’.

When I say and do this, I am SURE. I know that every word I speak is truth! I’ve been doing it again with something at the moment, this past week, and at least 3 or 4 of the closest peeps in my life have smiled or laughed at me and said something similar to the above.

I can’t help but laugh back because I DO know that that’s my pattern, I acknowledge it, and yet at the same time –

This time I am REALLY REALLY SURE!!

Then I laugh again because I ALWAYS say exactly that.

Yesterday I was talking with a friend about the delusional outlook of a person who we both follow.

“She is completely fucking delusional!” my friend said.

“What is she even thinking?!”

“I know”, I said.

“You’re right. She is. But the thing is …

If you’re not going to be completely bold and audacious as fuck and RIDICULOUSLY delusional, then you would never even start in this game.

NONE of us would.

Like, if you actually knew what you were going to go through to become this person, to get here, if you actually got how hard it was going to be, no WAY would you start!

You have to be delusional.”

It’s a critical fucking requirement of the skillset for the job!

This morning I woke up, and as I drove down to the coffee shop where I always journal and write before training, I felt a little deflated, like –

Am I doing it again?

Being so fucking delusional and then I’m going to once again feel self-conscious, a little embarrassed, and silly, when I have to turn around once more and say “yep. wrong again! Made it all up in my head!”

Well, maybe.

I am rational enough to know that based on history the HIGH majority of my crazy ideas and delusions do NOT come to fruition.

The ghosts of url’s past in my domain graveyard are in the hundreds and hundreds, and tell the story well enough without me!

I’ve failed at INFINITELY more than what I have succeeded at, in fact I wouldn’t be able to remember all the businesses and projects and ideas which flopped and failed if my life depended upon it!

There’s too many to count.

So yeah –

As I once again direct my EVERYTHING into ‘this is it, this is my next thing, OMG, I know it!’, there’s a part of me which is light-hearted with laughter and a slight roll of the eyes as I remind myself, well, maybe.

We’ll see.

As I wrote in my journal just before, maybe this will be one of the most memorable periods in my life, the time I brought THAT to life.

Or maybe it will be nothing I am even able to bring to mind if I try, just another blip of something that coulda been and never was.

I simultaneously have no expectation or attachment while still?

Being motherfucking excited, hopeful and delusional as all get out!!

As I drove, and thought about this, a part of me wondered –

Am I immature, that I keep doing this? That I keep proclaiming my certainty and buzz to all and sundry and then most of the time it does NOT work out?

Do I need to check this behaviour, stamp it out, be more cautious and considered, or at the very least fucking WAIT to tell the whole world about the damn thing?

Hmmmm. Maybe!

But actually –

NO.

As it continued to play on my mind while I journaled, I wrote –

‘I am ready for whatever comes. And I do think I do this often, have delusional beliefs and ideas.

BUT.

It is a part of who I am and I wouldn’t change it.

Lean INTO your delusional beliefs and dreams and ideas of what your life can be!

FOLLOW the path of delusion.

If I was never a crazy dreamer, I would never have created ANY of this!’

And that’s the thing, isn’t it?

The world NEEDS the crazy dreamers, the mad ones, the delusional men and women who are RIDICULOUS with their ideas of what could be and also?

Who are strong enough on the inside to KEEP ON GOING TO THE NEXT DELUSION AND DREAM when they once again gotta leave the previous one by the wayside.

You can allow yourself to be shaken, thrown, or feel silly or embarrassed when you carry on and on about all you’re going to do and be and have and become and then it (once again) doesn’t work out …

Or you can SMILE and get excited about how that ‘flop’ takes you one step closer to the actual fucking thing that is your next thing.

My entire business and life, this whole freakin’ empire is a product of I just kept getting up, dreaming EVEN bigger and more audaciously, and charging forward with delusional certainty!

And eventually?

Piece by piece and bit by bit?

It motherfucking stuck. I figured out the thing. I did the thing. I BECAME the thing!

You know this is available for you too, but I gotta tell ya –

If you can’t be WILD with delusion and certainty –

If you can’t be 100% certain certain certain even as a part of you knows that ‘yeah … maybe not!!’, then you simply won’t give it what is REQUIRED.

So,

Here’s to the dreamers.

Here’s to the crazy ones.

Here’s to my delusional as fuck head in the clouds soul sisters and soul brothers.

We are the ones who came here to change the world.

Let’s not forget to stay strong and mad enough to do that.

 

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/