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Purpose

FALLING INTO RAW.MESSY.LONGING

It’s okay to let yourself fall into want, go crazy with longing, feel rabid at times with the emotion and passion of WANT.

You don’t always have to be so God damn motherfucking STOIC about the damn thing …

You’re not more spiritual, more evolved, more conscious, more woke, if you continually maintain a visage of being okay with what is.

You’re allowed to want more than what is, and different, and fucking NOW!

You don’t need to walk around all wise and solemn as you spout platitudes about being grateful to be on your journey, about understanding that it’s all for your growth, about knowing that you obviously still have shit to clear, work to do, lessons to learn, or otherwise you’d have what you want.

Sometimes you can just get freakin’ angry and stamp your feet and shake your fist at the heavens, and scream WHYYYYYYYYY.

– without having to then listen and wait for a profound answer which you can then journal on 😉

It’s okay to be human.

You are ALLOWED to lean into each and every emotion which passes through you.

We GET to experience the entire motherfucking spectrum OF emotion, and of being human.

Being shitty, being frustrated, being ‘so over it’, being SAD, feeling lost, feeling empty, feeling ANGRY, feeling anxious … ALL of these emotions are allowed.

And in fact the more you refuse to lean in and feel what you are feeling, the greater the likelihood that you will GET to keep on experiencing it.

So if we’re speaking of learning lessons, then yeah –

You WILL keep on learning the same lesson until you, well, learn it

And more often than what you realise, the best way to learn the damn lesson and let it pass over and from you, allowing you to break through to the next level, is to simply BE WITH WHAT IS.

Yet at some point along this journey of oh-so-woke-d-ness, we somehow took it upon ourselves to believe, and also imply to others, that to be broken, to be sad, to be in the depths of despair, to be RAGING with LONGING and WANT –

Makes us less than.

“Oh, she’s clearly not that evolved, look at how UGLY her emotion is!

If she was truly conscious, she would understand that she’s choosing all of this.

If she was really SPIRITUAL, she would float around all the time looking serene, and at one with higher self and God, and knowing and being all things whilst also humbly telling the world that of course she knows nothing at all, but she does know that everything is as it’s meant to be.

Namafuckingste”.

NO.

At what point in the journey did we make RAW and REAL and MESSY and UGLY not okay?

When did showing the FULLNESS of emotion, the less socially accepted side, become not okay?

When did we decide that in order to be successful and ultimately HAVE IT ALL we have to exhibit ONLY calm, patience, understanding, and a depth of wisdom and knowing greater than the depth of the ocean?

IF YOU REFUSE YOUR TRUE FEELINGS YOU REFUSE WHAT IS YOU REMAIN STUCK ON A LOOP REPEATING THAT SHIT OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND THEN?

DEADIBONES.

Seriously.

It’s time to realising that without acknowledging and admitting DEEP and MOST raw and real longing and want, and being okay with showing it, that you energetically close yourself off to receiving.

What, you’re so fucking cool now that you can’t even show all of your desire?

Want.
Longing.
RAGING passion.
Fury.
FUCK THIS SHIT-ED-NESS.

Equals?

DESIRE.

And when it comes to collapsing time, instant manifestation, and the calling in to the physical of ALL THE THINGS, wanna know what is powerful enough to override ALL possible blocks and hindrances and reasons not to?

WHITE.
HOT.
DESIRE.

UNTAMED desire.
UNFILTERED desire.
Desire which is not shrouded even a LITTLE bit in coolness, in ‘I’m fine without it’, in ‘it’s about the journey and I’m so fucking wise’.

Just.
Fucking.
Desire.

I WANT IT.
I LONG FOR IT.
I AM MOTHERFUCKING DONE WITH NOT HAVING IT.
AND IT.
WILL.
BE.
MINE.

And if you’re not willing to sit FULLY in that emotional experience, in all of its sometimes ugly messy TOO real full on-ness, and yeah, also show it to the world if that’s what ‘you being you’ is, in that moment in time, well then really?

Get the fuck out of here.

Go sit there in your pretty flowy dress.

And post another meme on the internet about how damn learn-ed you are.

As you cry cry cry yourself to sleep because somehow, despite being SO woke and SO evolved and SO all-knowing –

You still never seem to get what you want.

Might freakin’ help if you were actually okay with really wanting it.

That bad.

That you will tear the world apart with your bare hands to get it.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/