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Business Mindset, Purpose

THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU, YOU’RE JUST A CREATOR

You need to stop getting so emotional about success, don’t you think?

This back, this forth, this will you, won’t you, this maybe, this when, this oh my fucking GOD will you just do what you SAID you’d do and finally get on with it –

It’s enough.

And you do know it’s a daily thing, right?

This resistance, this urge to not do what you need to be you, this desire to run and hide FROM you, even though all you really WANT is to be you?

Yep.

It’s normal.

I have it too.

Every day.

In some way.

So sorry! You’re not that special after all, and nope, there’s nothing wrong with you gorgeous, you’re just an artist!

A pretty fucked up one, for sure, but here’s the thing:

Aren’t we all?

Answer:

Yes. Yes we are. It’s WHO we are. It comes with the territory. And really – ! We wouldn’t want it any other way, because the fucked up crazy chaotic lose your fucking mind if somebody even DARES to interrupt your flow side of you is the side of you that means you can seriously have it ALL. The dream of making money doing what you love, getting paid for your art, it’s NOT a pipe dream. I know! I freaking DID it man! I was the broke, ‘starving’ artist who also hustled as an entrepreneur, went back and forth and EVERY which way trying to find a way to monetise me, got myself in over 100k debt and nearly went bankrupt, compromised my truth, fought to be me, went so far out of alignment that for a time I thought I’d never get back, but through it all just NEW –

If I only just stick to it? I can do ANYTHING and as part of that I can hell YES make money doing what I love.

I never lost the faith, not even when I at times LITERALLY ended up on the floor in the fetal position, crying and gnashing my teeth and wondering what the FUCK I thought I was doing!

Do you ever feel that way?

What am I saying, of COURSE you do! But tell me this, honestly now –

Do you still have faith?

Even in the most TESTING of times, do you KNOW, as I always knew for me, that if you just.keep.GOING –

You can have it all.

On your terms.

The way you dreamed of.

You fucking know, don’t you! Admit it! And why wouldn’t you WANT to admit it, of course you do, of COURSE, but maybe here is why –

If you admitted then you’d have to also admit that you’re not DOING it.

You’re not going all in.

Not even close to!

Day.

After day.

After ever loving DAY.

Saying you will.

Saying it’s time.

Saying enough is enough!

And then?

Nothing.

Nada.

Blank.

And oh SURE, don’t worry, I know! You write SOMETHING … say SOMETHING … create SOME sort of shit, but really that’s what it is, isn’t it?

It sure ain’t the REAL shit, not what’s inside of you, not what you WANT to be letting out, no, the truth is you’re not even really scratching the SURFACE!

I get it.

I know.

Me too.

Except, actually? NO. Not me too. Do I still feel all the resistance, the fear at times, the just not feeling like it? Yes.

But do I do the work anyway?

Yes.

Because once upon a time, I told myself the same stories you tell yourself now.

That I couldn’t.

I wasn’t ready.

I didn’t know how.

What if this and what if that and what would people say and what if my worst fears of rejection and more came TRUE!

Long story short?

I realised that my worst fears weren’t my worst fears at all.

That what would really be fucking scary was to never even actually try.

And that what I REALLY couldn’t do for another day, another moment, eventually another BREATH, was to keep fucking kidding myself that I was showing up when I OH so wasn’t.

I got tired.

Of dreaming.

I got tired.

Of waiting.

I got tired.

Of seeing.

That if I kept going like this?

I’d see my life –

Pass me by.

Be gone.

And not even in a blaze of fucking glory either, just GONE.

And for what?

Some hustle, some money made, some people who thought I was COOL or that I helped THEM get in shape or make money or what the fuck EVER.

Not.

What.

I.

Came to DO.

How about you gorgeous? What’d you come here to do? Are you even TEN percent of the way close?

In the end I got so damn tired of my own bullshit that all of a sudden I just didn’t care anymore. I just didn’t care to LISTEN to my own whinging and nonsense and IRRESPONSIBLE lack of follow through garbage. I just DECIDED –

To flick the switch.

To stop giving a fuck.

About what they’d say and whether it would work and what the fuck EVER, and most of all, MOST of all, and this is what I REALLY want you go understand and know –

I had to stop giving a fuck about not FEELING like it.

About getting mired down in the NEVER-ENDING swamp of resistance of fear of ‘but I’m not inspired today!’, or ‘I don’t feel the flow today!’, or ‘I don’t have anything to say today!’, or ‘maybe it’s not aligned anyway!’

And I realised:

That if this was for real, this idea that I could do it all have it all let my message out be known for me that I could even freaking BE me I was going to have to JUST

GET

ON with it.

Stop fucking GIVING a damn about whether or not I felt like it! Flick the God damn switch. Remove emotion. Do the WORK.

99.99% of artists, creators, those with something powerful to share are walking around thinking that MAKING it for who you are and doing your true work in the world is about romance and glamour and flowing and oh! I feel so goooood!

STOP BEING SO NAIVE.

The 1% within the 1% of us who actually MAKE it, hell YEAH we get to feel all that good shit, in fact I can’t speak for others but I know I get to feel it a LOT.

I get lost in fucking flow DAILY.

But do you know how I do that, how I’m so fucking ‘LUCKY’?

It’s because I grit my teeth and I look the beast in the eye and I do the WORK, first, no matter what, in order to ALLOW that.

And do you know how I then get to make the money I do, and the impact I do, and the everything else that I do, as a result of that flow, that creation, that art, that UNLEASHING?

It’s because I do my fucking job.

You wanna be a writer, WRITE.

You wanna be a speaker, SPEAK.

You wanna be an artist, CREATE.

You wanna be known for who you are, SHOW THE FUCK UP.

You wanna make money, fucking SELL.

You wanna build an empire, GET THE FUCK ON WITH IT.

Writing this blog happened in about 8 instalments this morning, in between 3 different locations and about 15 minor meltdowns by my 3 year old who got pumped full of sugar last night at ‘movie night’ with his Dad 🙂

It’s not always like this.

Sometimes it’s fucking BEAUTIFUL.

The point is –

I do my job every day no matter what, and THAT is fucking beautiful, actually, I think.

The POINT is –

You can have everything you dream of. All of it. Be known for what’s inside of you and even change the WORLD.

But it ain’t gonna happen while you sit around waiting to FEEL like it or waiting for aligned flow to come down from heaven above and fill you with its power and glory.

Stop being such a naive romantic STARVING artist.

And go do the fucking work.

WE’RE WAITING.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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