Purpose

YOU ARE NOT THE ONE WHO CREATES BY DISTILLING YOUR MADNESS INTO PROPER PRETTY LITTLE STEPS

Where should you spend your time?

What should you be focused on?

Are you doing enough to reach your goals AND feel great that you’re moving your life forward in accordance with your values?

What should you actually DO, to create the life you want in all areas?

How do you know you’re doing enough, doing it right, and how on EARTH are you possibly going to fit it all in anyway? Going all in on the life you want would require at least a partial lobotomy to sort out your fear and motivation issues, and then at least 8 of you cloned in order to get it all done!

If you’re anything like me, this is just a little of what you feel about actually BEING the person you see yourself as being.

It’s one thing to talk about it, vision about it, SAY you are committed to it.

It’s another thing entirely to stare down the barrel of a new day … week … next 12 months ahead, and feel the heavy weight of all of it coming at you. All these different ideas and shoulds and possibilities just floating around in your head like a big old messy crazy person soup!

Aughhhhhh!

Sometimes it feels like it would be easier to just stuff it all down again and go live the simple life. Maybe a job in a bookstore? Or Lululemon? That’d be nice!

(I think these last two all the time when I’m in overwhelm and freakout mode).

Of course I don’t have to remind you of what you already know here, do I? Don’t worry, I’ll do it anyway!

YOU TRIED THAT WHOLE NOT GO ALL IN ON YOUR DREAMS LIFE BISSSSSHHHHH.

It did not work so well for you.

So, admit it. You’re here because you’re ready. You’re here because it’s time. You’re here because you’ve had enough. You’re here because you can’t bear to have to live with yourself for another MINUTE even, knowing you’re not simply MAKING.IT.HAPPEN.

And you’re ALSO here knowing full well, somewhere deep within you, that in order to make.it.happen (all of it!) you do NOT need to know how, you do NOT need to sort it all out, you certainly do NOT need to come up with some sort of fancy pants schedule or system and then follow it (good luck trying to be THAT person, we both know you’re not!), you DO need to just –

commit to your chosen outcomes

and then refuse to be available for anything OTHER than them!

And, whilst it absolutely is possible to loosely categorise what working towards those outcomes would require of you each day,

(time for art, messaging, purpose, the work which will lead into wealth, time for actively building said wealth, time for relationships, time for health and self care and you, time for God, time for taking care of your life and being a proper grown-up / having your general shit together),

the reality is you are the person who always has and always will get their outcomes because?

Because?

BECAUSE?!

BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO.

So let’s talk about this whole space and time thing, and how to get it all done, fit it all in, stay on top of it, juggle it, because you KNOW you need to release all that.

Great news. It’s a very simple conversation.

OPT OUT OF THE I NEED MORE SPACE AND TIME PARADIGM.

It never looked good on you anyway.

You’re NEVER going to conform to it.

It will ONLY ever continue to be a PAINFUL dance, a push and pull where you always feel like you’re giving parts of you which deep down you KNOW you don’t have to give.

Don’t you?

And that’s what it all comes down to, really, so let’s get real about it.

Deep down you KNOW –

the normal rules don’t apply for you

there IS a different way

it IS the soul way, the crazy way, the so-called reckless or too much way

and, if you cave or conform even a LITTLE bit, telling yourself you’ll ‘just do this one thing over here’ because it makes sense,

YOU WILL END UP TEARING SHIT UP AND DOWN AND ALL OVER THE PLACE AS DISCUSSED PREVIOUSLY.

Your soul will come up like a roaring angry beast and just rip your silly little head off. And then do it again. And again. And again! Until you finally get your head outta your ass and remember who you are.

YOU ARE NOT THE ONE WHO CREATES STUFF BY DISTILLING YOUR MADNESS INTO PROPER PRETTY LITTLE STEPS.

You are the one who creates stuff in ALL areas of your life because you see the vision of what it MUST be, even some PART of it, and you hook into that and DECIDE IT MUST BE SO.

The HOW being nothing more than then continuing merrily on the path of being you, and NATURALLY taking the steps that will lead you there and indeed do.

And as you create it all and bring it all to life, all you will think, as you shake your head and roll your eyes and wonder at your own ridiculousness that you over complicated it so much is –

How could it ever have been any other way than this?!

Which means?

Whatever you’re fretting over right now lovely, whatever you can’t figure out, think you gotta make a better plan for, think you need to time out or schedule out, GETS TO GO.

That soul beast gonna get you otherwise, and then you’ll eventually end up here anyway!

Here being the place where you just decide. Can I say it 1000 more times, and then it will sink in?

Just decide.

Just decide.

Just decide!

Take your whole space and time and overwhelm and don’t know how whatnot, bundle it all up in your mind into a big bouncy ball of bullshit, and then chuck it out the window.

One of the best pieces of advice I ever received, on transcending continual money blocks, debt, trying to scrape my way out of a hole as I fought my way hand over fist to some sort of idea of abundance, was just DECIDE TO STOP WORRYING ABOUT IT.

I did.

And I then decided to go all in on what COULD be, on what I was being shown inside of me, with no proof or rhyme or reason that I could be so audacious EXCEPT THAT I KNEW I COULD, and I just kept daily CHOOSING it.

Letting the whole ‘what I then did’ thing be a natural flow on from choosing that choice, and from putting my ‘human shit’ aside.

I started to make millions of dollars per year, really not too long after that…

In fact, once I embodied that mindset and just kicked my own butt around it daily, the money started to come in ever more ever more and just never stopped.

Sure, I had ups and downs and still do. The downs are always when I forget to embody what I am teaching you here! When I let fear and doubt and worry about how to get to the next level, or even stay at this one, take over me.

The ups are when I remember who I am, and always was, and only ever could have been.

I would SUGGEST –

(for each of us)

doing that more often.

And it works the same with space and time and ‘knowing how’.

You can decide to keep on trying to figure it out.

Or,

you can opt out.

Decide to stop worrying about it.

Choose your outcomes.

Choose ’em again.

And DANCE MERRILY INTO THE WIND.

What else would you actually want to do?!

Remember –

Life is Now. Press Play! 

Kat x

PS.

– dreamer. wanderer. soul led creator. One who was born for MORE.

I’m creating my new course, Big $ollar Energy, for the one who always knew she is here for millions,

to make it. To impact them. To create. And to LEAD.

Big $ollar Energy

The Money & Expansion Course for the Soul-Led Wanderer Who KNOWS It’s Time to Go All in on HER,

and Let the Damn Receiving Take Care of Itself. The Way it Was Always Meant to Be.

Which means?

Identifying and releasing everything that gets to go, from the way you’re thinking you need to do shit now, to the purposeless bits of the push or biz that it just don’t need to be about, to the hidden junk in your psyche that gets to go.

>>> It’s not about the do. The push. The win. When who you are when you only go within naturally PLACES you at the top,

but of the right fucking mountain.

The one that was always YOURS.

And then you finally WENT there.

Here’s the thing, for us, about allowing an expanse of RECEIVING.

IT HAPPENS WHEN WE GO TO THE PLACE WHERE IT JUST IS.
And always was.

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> it’s time.