POWERFUL FUCKING CREATOR; NOT STEPPING UP? HERE IS THE ANSWER.

I know that you say and even swear that you do not and will not accept the normal life.

I know that when life, or somebody in it, in yours, tells you that ‘this is just how it is’, that if you don’t agree with it, you decide, right then and there –

“I don’t think so.

I THINK I shall be having or doing or becoming or creating whatever the fuck I WANT, and precisely so.

Thank you very much”

I know that YOU know you can create any outcome you desire, and that the only REAL world is the world you see inside of you and whichever version of that you CHOOSE to allow.

I know that when you’re in your flow bubble, nobody can touch you, it’s as though the world doesn’t even exist all around you, and you wonder, at times –

What are those people shapes floating on by, passing on by, sitting or standing all around me, they seem to be making some kind of … NOISE … waving their odd looking limbs around … they look … hmmm –

Not like me.
I don’t know who or WHAT they even are.
Don’t really care to, either.
It’s an ENERGY thing, I just don’t really WANT to connect to them in any way, and no, you can’t come here, into my world. Into my FLOW space.

Mush mush, go on with you.

And you turn away.
Back within.
Not noticing or really giving a damn whether the noise and the waving around of things is them trying to get your attention, trying to get a piece of you, needing you, wanting you, asking you, to be like them.

One of the fold.
Conform.
Fit in.
Their very EXISTENCE screaming –
“VALIDATE us in our refusal to press play, or even, really, to breathe.

Please?”

Within a moment you’ve forgotten they even exist, as you sink down down down down EVER further down, SO deep down you may never come out again, into RIVERS of superflow, and you’re floating, you’re flying, your every molecule is no longer you or YOURS, but instead connected, to all that is and all that ever was and you’ve become no longer human, but just, for a moment –

Part of something greater and more vast than what you could ever imagine.

Of course, perhaps, this is what being human is in fact meant to BE about.

But anyhow.

These are some of the things I know about who you ARE, at your core, and in particular when you are in Powerful Fucking Creator Mode.

Nothing else matters.
There is only flow.
There is only your flow bubble.
There is only THIS MOMENT RIGHT HERE, and whatever is being created from it.

The truth is that everything else you do, everything you chase, everything you seek, everything you THINK you want or need or desire is just to get you to this feeling.

Or else to help mask the pain of not being there.

The WHOLE FUCKING POINT OF THE THING, for YOU, has always and ONLY been this.

All of which is all VERY wonderful and charming to speak of (I suppose!), and I hope you’re nodding along, thinking YESSSSSS – this IS who I am … THANK you for reminding me of my power … !

But actually?

I didn’t come here for that.

Actually.

I came here for this.

To ask you a question.

A single, and critical, question.

And that is this:

When in the actual fuck do you imagine you might begin to BE who you were meant to be and CREATE the damn stuff that’s inside of you?

No, not the surface stuff, not the bits and pieces you pop onto Facebook, or some such place, not realising that the surface NOISE they make is actually no different –

From the yabbering and yibbering –
And waving around of LIMB-Y looking things –
Which you continually turn your nose up at everybody ELSE doing all around you.

Not that stuff.
You’re better than that stuff.
You always HAVE been.
And you know it.

When you POST like that, fake MESSAGE like that, show up and don’t give us the REAL, the RAW, the DEEP, the so the fuck WHAT if you don’t get it or you think I’m crazy or high or just COMPLETELY off on another planet, when you don’t give us THAT stuff –

The thing is gorgeous –

We actually don’t see you.

We kind of HEAR something …

And we vaguely are aware of you waving things around …

But we, and EVERY one of your soul tribe, have already turned away.

Blocking out the noise.

Mush mush – go away!

And turning ever deeper ever deeper WITHIN.

I know you KNOW,
When you message like this.
When you don’t show the fuck UP, with what you are meant to say, and who you’re meant to be.

And I want to just remind you:

Nobody is going to come along, knock on your door, and tell you that you earned your online leader stripes.

You gotta claim that title for yourSELF!

And then take your seat on the throne and show the fuck up accordingly.

And here is what you do.

Here is what you do.

Here is what you DO, lovely, if you’re that POWERFUL fucking creator who is STILL NOT SHOWING UP, and you can’t seem to figure out whhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyy.

You stop.freaking.looking.

At what anybody else is doing.
Or what the fashion is right now for the cool kid entrepreneurs.
Or how the big guns are doing thangs.
Or what ever the fuck else it is you’re looking at, or telling yourself you should be.

You stop setting COOL goals also; goals which actually are not based on YOUR heart desires, or what your soul is directing you to, goals based simply on ‘surely if I do that, have that, be like that I will be GOOD enough, and safe’.

Stop worrying about that shit!

Be honest that it doesn’t MATTER to you, it never did and never will, and quite frankly you would hate to have to deal with it if you DID call it in!!

Which, duh, you NEVER WILL, ’cause why would you let yourself succeed ever at the WRONG FUCKING LIFE?!

You also stop imagining that success could ever have ANYTHING to do with keeping up.
Doing it right.
Fitting in.

THAT MAKES NO SENSE.

Just ’cause you’re trying to do it within the entrepreneur world rather than the ‘normal person world’ don’t make it okay.

You weren’t born to fit in.

Not in ANY cool club like THAT.

NOR were you born to be a follower.

But yet here you are –

Kinda sorta ACTUALLY fucking acting like one.

It’s appalling.

You know this.

And it is NOT making you happy, or even pretending to fill you up! Is it?!

You know this too!

Okay then.

I’m glad we’re agreed 😉

So if these are the things to STOP doing – and they are! – then what are the things you must INSTEAD do?

Well, there’s only one.

There’s only EVER been one.

And it’s only ever been, to remind yourself, of this:

The answers are within.

The answer is always, and only, to go more within.

I know it feels like it’s too simple, which makes it scary, and SURELY YOU GOTTA HAVE ALL THE PEOPLE TELL YOU ALL THE THINGS YOU MUST DO AND THEN HOW TO DO THEM.

But really –

How’s that working out for you?

Quit fucking around.
This is your LIFE.
It’s not a dress rehearsal!
And you have ALWAYS known what it’s meant to be about.

You’ve ALWAYS seen inside of you, what is the REAL world you’re meant to live in, and the destiny you’re here to fulfill.

Perhaps what they didn’t TELL you though, and so really what I came here to do today, is this:

Just because you have a destiny, doesn’t mean you will EVER live it.

You have to decide.
You have to commit.
You have to QUIT letting your bullshit be bigger than your dreams.

And then?

You gotta do what it takes.
No matter what it takes.
Until it takes.
And then keep going.

How long?

Oh, that’s easy.

Only for life.

Which is kinda the point anyway, don’t you think?

If you’re doing a SINGLE thing you wouldn’t love to do for life, then what in the actual fuck do you think you’re creating, from this life, this gift, this you, you were given.

It’s go time baby.
You didn’t come here to sheeple along with everybody else.
Sort yourself out.
And the be the God damn light you were directed to be.

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