SPIRIT WANTS TO EXPRESS THROUGH YOU
If you continue on your obstinate pathway of refusing to let things be easy, refusing to fully drop into belief around simply writing or seeing it into reality, then the things which were meant to come through you –
From you –
For you –
And of you –
Will simply pass to somebody else.
Don’t you get it?
This whole ‘manifest and create your dream life’ thang is not about you! Yes, you get to be the lucky recipient, for sure!
And you also get to BECOME the damn thing!
You get to step into everything you see inside of you, truly be ‘that girl’, have it all, do your soul work in the world in a big way, get famous, get famously PAID, get properly LAID –
Of course 😉
It’s not about you.
It’s about the fact that it has to manifest and come through ANYWAY.
ABUNDANCE wants to be let free!
JOY wants its time!
LUST FOR LIFE is eager to come out and play!
INSANE wealth and insane IMPACT desires to be known, felt, experienced, to BE.
The physical and emotional and energetic and spiritual manifestation of every single thing you dream of, long for, and feel would be ‘just too good to be true; imagine!’ has to manifest ANYWAY.
With or without you.
So if you don’t let it through then it will just have to come through somebody else.
Of course not in the exact way, or with the exact same end creation of – your dreams are your dreams, and their details are specific to you.
But the concept … the overall ‘thing’ of it … the dream in NOT yet manifested form –
It wants out.
(Just like the crazy!)
The way it works, the way manifestation works, and dare I say a part of the reason you do in fact make it so difficult for yourself, is not that you somehow manage to be so LUCKY as to ‘get things’.
It’s that Spirit is simply using you as a vessel through which to express itself.
And here you are all up in your head about whether or not you deserve it, or really believe.
You selfish bitch!
Don’t make me come over there and slap you in the face.
Don’t make me CRY!
Imagine this –
God is sitting up there doing his thing.
Spirit is ALL around as Spirit always is.
And the general gist of the conversation is something like this:
“When in the actual Holy Jesus do you think that she’s gonna figure out WE ARE WAITING ON HER AND WE DESIRE AND NEED HER TO STEP UP, RECEIVE, BE THE DAMN VESSEL, AND THEN GO PERPETUATE OUR WORKS?!”
It’s an outrage, is what it is.
But know this:
If you continue to refuse, to turn away, to insist upon your tired old story that it ‘doesn’t work that way’, ‘doesn’t work that way for ME’, ‘is not that simple’, or ‘you tried it didn’t work’, and so on, then eventually –
One who choose not to allow –
Not to receive –
Not to be a vessel –
Not to be an inspiration and example for others, either!
Again I will say to you:
But that’s just my thoughts on the matter, never mind THAT. Spirit, God, and perhaps even your own Higher Self, will eventually turn away.
Although not really, as it will NEVER stop wanting out … but will likely start to MANIFEST out in the form of sabotage and dis-ease, if you are truly intent on ignoring purpose.
We’ve seen this. A LOT.
In the meanwhile –
“It is the natural of Spirit to complete its work and an idea is not complete until it has made for itself a vehicle”
If YOU refuse to be the vehicle, for the fruition of what you were created for –
Then perhaps somebody else will step up and do that work in place of you.
Never in the same way you could have!
But make no mistake. –
If you’re wondering –
I’m speaking also of the fruition of the material, the physical, of TANGIBLE WEALTH, as well as all of the inner gifts, the transformational soul and cellular shifts, the BEING-ness.
All of it.
As you go about your day,
And you continue to hold all that you were ever made for and came for at bay,
Telling yourself you can’t … you don’t know how … you’re not worthy … ‘who, me?!’ –
Perhaps you could just take a moment.
Just one teensy little moment.
A drop of time in the hourglass of life.
It would be nice, don’t you think?
Just an idea.
Don’t forget –
Life is Now. Press Play.